Chapter 34 34

Chapter 34 34
Chapter 34
Shadows in the Wrong Room
Clarissa’s POV
My head hurts, but my body felt the sweetness, although my vagina hurts a bit because, come on, his dick is more like extra large, and that’s why I did not understand why he needed extra large condoms.
That was why I saw "extra extra large" written on the condoms the last time, because he needs it.
I slowly opened my eyes, and I saw him sleeping peacefully beside me. He was lying on top of me. I smiled. My hair was messy, probably from the yanking and dick sucking, but I love the feeling.
Slowly I massaged his hair, and I said to myself, “This is sweet, but I can’t really believe that I lost my virginity to my older brother Jonathan’s best friend, and worst of all, my step-cousin.”
But it’s not a crime, is it? We’re not blood related, right? Just marriage. I hope so.
In my mind I quickly drifted to all the kisses we had. We didn’t start today. In fact, not even we, because I don’t know what’s on his mind—but I didn’t start to like him even when I got bullied in school. He was the one that came and told me that I’m not ugly.
He kissed me; he also kissed me in school in front of Gladys and Clinton, making them shut up, and he protected me. All of those things were still in my mind, and I said in my heart, "Damien, it’s always been you, and I hope you felt the same way for me as well."
I didn’t take much time before I slept off again. At least today is Sunday, and I won’t be going to school either, so we are bored at home, and we have the home all to ourselves.
I love it when he cuddles me. And yes, this time around he’s the one cuddling me. I was cuddling him in the morning, and now it’s his turn to do that. He cuddled me until I slept off.
I had a lot of crazy dreams while sleeping. In my dreams I was having imaginations…or should I say it’s a dream? Because I was dreaming of the both of us having another hot sex again, I mean the second time. I was smiling in that dream when a voice jolted me out.
I heard the door downstairs click close. And I heard that voice call my name.
“Clarissa!”
“Damien! I’m home. I came for a visit!”
The noise was coming from downstairs.
Immediately I heard it, I stood up from the bed. I know that voice. My brother.
Jonathan!
What the hell is he doing here? I knew that it was no one else's but Andrea's idea. My sister must have told him to come here.
Why would he come for a visit now that I and Damien—oh my God, oh my God, I’m dead.
I stood up. I called Damien, and he stood up immediately.
“My brother is here.”
Damien flew up as if he had been bitten by a snake.
“No way. My brother is here, and Damien—he can’t see us.”
I picked up the cloth that my hand reached, and I wore it immediately. I was breathing heavily.
I could hear Damien muttering to himself while putting on his boxers, “Shit! If Jonathan, my best friend, knows that I'm with his little sister and had sex with her, this is going to turn out bad. Even though he’s my step-cousin, he shouldn’t see us together.”
Even as we were in my room, I could hear the door of Damien’s room click open and Jonathan’s voice.
“Dude, are you here? Clarissa? I heard from Andrea that you were here.”
Oh no.
Shit. I cursed under my breath. I knew that he was coming next to my room.
And good heavens, he can’t find Damien in my room.
He knocked on my door and said, “Clarissa, are you in there? Come on, girl, come open the door. Your brother is back.”
And he said it again.
I immediately said, “Yes! Just a second, I’m coming.”
Even with my voice, it feels so rushy. I should’ve calmed down to say that.
And then he said, “Are you OK? Your voice sounds so weird. Is something the matter?”
He asked.
I immediately lowered my voice and said, “Damien, why are you still standing there? You have to hide. Jonathan can’t see you like this. It is forbidden… remember. This is not even approved. He can’t see us like this until we get his approval. What you told me, you have to hide.”
I said, and he immediately looked for a place to hide.
He was still looking for a place to hide when I heard Jonathan’s voice again.
“Well, I can’t wait for you any longer. I’m your brother, so you don’t have to hide anything from me. I’m coming in….”
And just then the door flung open.
He walked in, and his eyes widened in shock.
“Oh my goodness!!”