I pulled the comforter closer to me, kicking up my feet on the couch, thankful that Austin was asleep so he’d not argue with me. I brought my knees to my chin and trembled when another scary part came on.
To be truthful, every part was scary.
“You know, you don’t have to continue watching the movie if you don’t want to,” Kade suddenly murmured, eyes still set on the screen and unflinching.
“And have Austin win? No thank you. I don’t want him to have another thing gloating about.” I rolled my eyes but nearly screeched when something creepy appeared on the screen.
I should’ve brought the Holy Bible along with a rosary. Surely it would’ve been enough to ward off anything negative from that movie?
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“Austin’s fast asleep.” He snorts. “He won’t know if you simply moved the movie. You can always lie and say it
was done. He would not know the difference.”
I turn to Kade, my eyes narrowing on the side of his face as I forced my eyes to actually stay only on his face and
not trail down to his tempting mouth. “But I’ll know the difference. I don’t quit when things get tough Kade, I
see them through.”
He looks at me from the corner of his eye then flicked them back on the screen quickly. “Something tells me you
want to say more?”
I huffed, turning to face him fully with a glare. “You quit. I didn’t take you for someone who quits easily Kade. But I don’t even really know you so I guess I shouldn’t have painted you into a brave guy in my head. If you want
something badly, you fight for it until your last breath. Until your last word. Until you’ve given it your all. Not
just quit and not give a reason-
I’m startled when he suddenly turns to me, his darkening gaze burning through me.” You have no idea what you’re talking about Mia! Not everyone has the perfect family like you, not everyone can have hope for the future. Or say they’ll be the best version of themselves. Not everyone can stare in the mirror and see someone perfect and without flaws!” He seethed lowly so as to not wake up Austin.
I flinched by his tone but then they sank in and all I could feel was anger and frustration. “You think I’m perfect? I’m the opposite of perfect Kade! Every single person in this world isn’t perfect. All I asked for was an explanation, nothing more. Nothing less.” I whispered, blinking away the moisture.
He was breathing heavily. ” Do you see why now? Do you see why I didn’t want to go further? It’s because of this Mia, I always end up hurting people. You want an explanation I can’t give.”
He swallowed, his gaze burning through me and lighting up a spark inside my core. “I stayed up the entire time after what happened, fighting with myself. Fighting these feelings I know I shouldn’t have. I have been seeking for an explanation too. An explanation on why I can barely breathe when you’re near. Why I can barely think when you look at me. Why I can’t seem to listen to my head when I say no, I would ruin you.”
I don’t say anything, my chest rising and falling as my gaze set on his lips.
“Not being able to resist you makes me a bad guy Mia. Your parents opened their home for me with open arms. You don’t know my past Mia, or how I’m….dirty, undeserving of someone like you. I can’t ruin you, Mia. I can’t dirty you.” There’s a plea in his voice, yet his head seems to be drawing closer and closer to me until our breath mingled.
My heart pounds. My fingers shook.
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And my eyes, they flickered down to his parted lips. “What if I say, that I want you to ruin me?” I whispered. “That I want you to dirty me. Everywhere possible. I want you to dirty me, Kade.”
Kade sucks in a sharp breath that travels through me. I shuddered.
“Then I would say, that was the worst thing you could ever say to me. Because now…….now Mia…I am going to dirty you.” His lips met mine but it wasn’t soft, it was rough as he pushed his tongue into my mouth, dominating me quickly and showing me how dirty he could be.
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The flicks of his tongue against mine were maddening until I could very well taste every inch of his mouth and I was sure he could taste mine by the soft growl that came from his throat.
He tasted delicious.
My stomach tightens with tingles of sheer heat that I could feel running through my veins as he eats up my
gasp and pull me closer, angled his mouth then hungrily devoured my lips.
My heart pummels in my chest until I could hear it in my ears. The sound coming from the movie is drowned
out as the only thing my ears seem to pick up on is the sound of Kade’s breathing.
It’s rough and quite frankly setting me on fire. “Kade,” I whispered, aching for something, needing something.
He alone can give.
My chest rises and falls as I try to pull air into my lungs after Kade nearly took every last puff from his
maddening actions. He pulls away a little, his forehead resting on my own. My eyes flickered up only to see his
eyes closed tightly like he were in pain.
He shakes his head lightly. “You really shouldn’t have said that Mia.” He breathes out.
I don’t answer him, too focused on not giving in to the temptation to crawl on his lap to take what I wanted,
what I needed.
I didn’t want to seem desperate for his touch even though my actions and words said otherwise. I’d let him ease
into this since he seems to be struggling with himself.
I didn’t want to force him into doing anything he didn’t want.
“Mia,” He growls lowly, shaking his head and then opens his eyes.
“Why do you keep doing this to me? Why can’t I resist you?” He whispers, his blue eyes penetrating me deeply
as if searching for answers within my soul.
I can’t answer him, not when I don’t know either. This electricity that courses through us from a simple touch, look, for even being a little near. This electricity wasn’t normal. It was like our souls knew each other and they were simply craving to be aligned.
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So lost in his eyes, a gasp of shock flutters out of my parted lips when I feel his fingers gingerly sneak on my thigh, inching closer to where I throbbed for him.
“Kade,” I whispered, my eyes begging him to continue, to do what we both wanted but my voice was a plea for
him to not do it now.
Why?
Well because my little brother was right there and I’d hate for him to see us in such a compromising way.
“Austin,” I whispered to Kade, telling him that we might get caught if we go further.
But Kade’s upper lip only tugs up into a small grin that had my stomach twisting as he whispers. “Shhh. You’ll
just have to be quiet.”
He bites his bottom lip as he looks at my mouth which parts in another gasp when his fingers part my thighs a
little and touched my core.
Lucia Morh is a passionate storyteller who brings emotions to life through her words. When she’s not writing, she finds peace nurturing her garden.