Chapter 197 Chapter 196
Xenon groaned, the smell of her arousal hitting his nose and driving his wolf crazy. Releasing her soft breasts, Xenon dove between her legs, finding her dripping and open for him. He brought out his tongue, lapping the wetness up, moaning in pleasure as her taste exploded on his tongue.
"The sweetest nectar... " He muttered hoarsely against her sensitive flesh, hearing his wolf purring in satisfaction. Rayena whimpered, burying her hands into his hair. Rayena threw her head back when he began stroking her with his tongue, lapping up every juice that trickled out, not getting enough.
The muscles in her thighs had begun to spasm, mewls spilling from her lips as Xenon pushed her to the peak of pleasure. The edges of her vision shimmered white, and as much as Rayena tried to find a small reprieve from his relentless strokes, it was futile. Xenon pushed her to the skies and beyond.
Rayena came with a scream, her vision blurring and body bucking. Xenon helped get through it, till she lay boneless on the bed, tears slipping from her eyes.
Only then did he raise his head from between her legs, fixing her with a scalding gaze. Stark beneath him, she was the image of exquisite, erotic beauty. A sharp breath caught at his throat, as he stroked his arousal.
It wasn't enough. He needed to be inside her.
Rayena glanced at him, her breath hitching. "Come... I need you." He heard her whisper.
Xenon gave up and dove between her legs, lining himself up with her wet, throbbing core. Nudging at her entrance, he was about to thrust in when those vicious memories rose again, and he stiffened, his gaze going blank.
A rush of fear and disgust washed over him, and he froze, every muscle in his body locking up. His mind reverted to his younger self, making him cower.
The images were relentless—switching from him fucking broken and battered bodies to him being forcefully taken while unwilling. His skin grew cold and clammy, every trace of desire evaporating like mist.
A pained snarl ripped from his throat, tears blinding his vision as he hung his head low, breathing raggedly. He hated this! He hated it so much!!
Soft hands wrapped around his body, holding him close, gently patting his back. “It’s okay... I’m right here. I’m not going anywhere,” Rayena whispered, her voice painfully soothing, pulling him out of the dark place he'd slipped into. He blinked away the blurriness in his gaze and found warm grey eyes staring back at him.
She placed a hand on his chest, feeling his heartbeat, and kissed the back of her palm. “I won’t take what you’re not ready to give,” he heard her whisper as he struggled to breathe, fighting the revulsion and pain pulsing through him, making him shake.
"I... " He started but cut himself off, swallowing tightly.
“Breathe in... breathe out,” she commanded gently, and he managed to obey, repeating the steps until the shaking subsided and the lust that had abated reared its head again. Rayena glanced at him, cupping his chin.
“Are you alright now?” she asked, her voice like velvet.
“I guess so,” he groaned, voice hoarse.
Rayena gave a tiny smile, touching him gently and noticing as he tensed. "Do you.... Do you still want to do this?" She asked, tone quiet.
Xenon sighed, closing his eyes as his wolf whimpered inside him, yet arousal beat down at him. Should this rut go unfulfilled, the next wave would be more unforgiving. They'd gone too far to give up now.
"I want to try again.. " He murmured, looking at her.
Rayena nodded, but this time rose to meet him, climbing on top of him, so they were facing each other and kissed him. Pushing her tongue into his mouth, she mirrored his actions, the act soothing, slow and reassuring.
Rayena took her time kissing him, till all the stiffness in his muscles melted away and he was matching her ardor, claiming her lips passionately. The air grew heated around them, need for each other, burning away any fear or hesitation they would have harbored.
"I'm here... " Rayena breathed into his mouth, wrapping her hands around his neck, pulling him closer. "I'm ready, all yours" She added, grinding her hips against his thighs.
Xenon growled, breathing her in, his grip on her waist tightening.
He lifted her, and tried to settle her on her throbbing member, but the moment their bodies met, another wave of revulsion crashed over him, and he tensed again. His tiger had begun pacing around, waiting for a weak moment where it could overtake and strike the perceived danger, and he needed to rein that in first. Once he had that control, he continued.
Gritting his teeth against the disgust pulsing through the veins, Xenon was determined to feel all of her. He pushed in even deeper, eventually breaching her.
Rayena's eyes snapped open, a strained moan falling from her lips.
Xenon grunted, his fingers digging into her soft skin, forcing more of him into her hot, pulsing walls. Rayena subconsciously hit his shoulders but Xenon paid no need, too consumed by how she felt around him. Sweat dripped from his chin to her chest, but slowly he worked more of himself into her till he was halfway in.
Rayena moaned again, throwing her head back. "Oh, Lylall... Oh... " Rayena hissed, her body now trembling. Her eyes rolled back, and she bit down on her lips to stop the unintelligible sounds slipping past her lips to no avail. "You're....fuck! " She arched her spine, body tensing as it devoured him.
Xenon pulled back to gaze at her, entranced by the expression she was making. Too deep to stop now, he drove himself to the hilt and she screamed, a slight pain present as Xenon stretched her to her limits. Digging her nails into his back, Rayena fought to steady herself, heart hammering in her chest.
The revulsion he initially felt dissolved to reveal mind-numbing pleasure. Xenon stiffened as the realization dawned. Rayena felt good.
Too good.