Chapter 18
ALARIC'S POV
Laying on the bed in my room while I stared at the blank ceiling, I wasn't at ease and couldn't bring myself to calm as I kept changing my position on the bed.
I really wanted to wrap her in my arms again but I couldn't, I had immediately stood up from her bed when I realized I couldn't hold it in anymore.
Every fibre in me wants nothing more than marking her and fucking her brains out but I had to be patient, not just for me but for her sanity because I really cared for her.
Other lycans probably wouldn't care about her feelings and would instantly mark and mate her but I was very aware of the fact that the bastard had turned her down a day before I arrived, who the fuck in their right senses would turn down such a beautiful girl like her.
I was actually thankful for the fact that he rejected her else I wouldn't have been drawn to her anymore since she would already be mated.
I didn't want to tell her she was my mate yet because she definitely would not believe me since her heart was still longing for the bastard. I hated the fact that she was always around him and I wanted nothing more than to rip his head off. She's mine and no one else and it fucking makes me mad to see her close to him.
There were a lot of times where I couldn't control myself anymore and wanted to just fuck her badly, feel her and gawk at her body all day long but I didn't want to be that freak, I knew it would only push her further away from me.
I didn't just want to own her but I wanted her to love me. I grew up not knowing the meaning of love and wouldn't want to die that way, I wouldn't force her Into being with me but I would make her fall in love with me.
It wasn't as easy as I had planned it would be because she was making everything harder for me. I remembered when she shyly and confusingly laid on me back in her room.
Her body was tense at first but after I held her body with my arm she seemed to calm down a bit and in no time her body warmed up to mine.
"Why do you do this to me?" I could remember her asking this question but I didn't want to give her a response yet so I had pretended to be asleep.
I hate to keep her in the dark but I guessed it was the best for her at the moment. After some time I could feel the rhythm of her breath becoming steady and I realized she had slept off.
She looked so cute and peaceful as she was sleeping on me and I was finding myself getting harder than I already was. I couldn't control myself and my urge anymore as my hands slipped from her back to her butt but I stopped myself before they could touch it.
The thoughts I have for her body were wildly beyond anyone's imagination and I wanted to do it only with her consent so she also enjoys it.
I knew I had to leave the room instantly else I wouldn't stop myself from touching her with the amount of her smell filling and clouding up my senses.
I carefully shifted her body away from mine and stood up from the bed, stroking her cheeks gently and letting out a soft smile. I left the room for mine.
Now laying on the bed, I still couldn't seem to get her off of my mind or my head but I was trying so hard to not get close to her at the moment until the bulge in-between my legs died down.
It was harder for me to relax myself as I kept on thinking about the little intimate moment we shared with each other and soon I'll make her go on all fours as I thrust into her.
"Fuck!" I groaned when I realized my thoughts weren't helping me but making things harder for me.
There was no way I would be able to calm myself down else someone does something to my dick but I hadn't been able to have sex with any other woman since I met her.
Perhaps I would request for a blow job, that would be enough to calm me down.
I stood up from my bed and walked to the table in the middle of the room as I picked my phone from it. I dialed a number and it was answered immediately as the speaker's voice shook while talking to me.
I loved the way they were scared of me and how they respected me but I didn't want the same for Lenora, I just want her to be herself around me and I promise to treat her like the beautiful queen she is.
"Yes Lord?" Stacy spoke into the phone the instant she answered with a shaky voice.
"Come over to the pack house, with a mask and also, freshen up!" I said before hanging up on her as I sighed loudly.
It wasn't until some minutes later when I heard a knock on the door. I was still really hard because my mind wouldn't stop thinking about Lenora so bad.
"May I come in, Lord!" Stacy asked and I gave her a go ahead as she opened the door with a mask covering her face.
A smile creeped on my face when I sighted her,though she was still in a gown I knew she would be quick to change.
I had told her to put on a mask because I wouldn't be able to let her touch me if I saw her face, I wanted to imagine Lenora's face on hers.
I know it made me look like a psychopath but I would say I was the most resisting Lycan as I was giving Lenora a lot of space and time to heal until she loves me back, then I would touch her.
She seductively loosened the buttons on her gown as I groaned in pleasure at the sight of her gorgeous body and I wanted nothing more than those lips on my dick while I imagined it as Lenora's lip.
She was putting on red lingerie as she walked slowly to me and bent on her knees
with her hair packed in a ponytail.
She stared at my face with her eyes before zipping down my zippers and bringing out my dick which was still very hard and I could sense she was happy, she probably thought she made me hard but doesn't know I was hard merely by the thought of the girl I'm mated to.
"Hmm" she moaned as kissed the tip of my dick but the instant her lips touched it, I wasn't as hard as I was but I just needed to come.
She tried to lift her head to look into my eyes but I didn't want to see hers so I held her ponytail hard with my hands as I bent her head and deep fucked her throat as she kept on gagging.
I wasn't able to stop myself, I was close to coming but I wasn't coming just yet.
"Yes daddy!" She gagged as I continued to fuck her throat deeply with my dick.
I loved it when she used to call me daddy and it always made me hard but at this point I wished she had never said it as I suddenly thrust harder into her and came deep in her throat before releasing my grip on her hair and she fell on the floor panting as she raised her head to look at my face and I could see the tears that had been flowing all over her face.
She stood up from the floor as she seductively touched herself with a smirk on her face, she was going to pull her panties down when I suddenly got really bored and raised a finger to stop her and she stopped immediately.
"That would not be necessary, you can leave!" I said to her and I could sense she wasn't happy about my decision but I didn't want her to touch me anymore for today, my mind still couldn't get rid of Lenora.
"Don't make me repeat myself" I coldly said and her body trembled as she hurriedly wore her gown back before leaving the room.
"What have you done to me little wolf" I growled immediately as she left the room. It was strange I was thinking about a girl I haven't even kissed this way but it was more weird with the impact she had on me.
I've been living for over two hundred years and have never met my mate or had any idea how it felt like to meet one, until now. My father never met his mate and got married to one of his chicks but I insisted on finding my mate.
"Shit I need to see her again" I said to myself as I reached for my phone, perhaps I could send for her but I remembered she was asleep when I left and I didn't want to bother her sleep as I adjusted my trousers and left my room with a smile on my face but the instant I saw a kid in my path, I hid my smile as I walked past him with his head bowed in respect for me. Just what I love.
I reached her door and thought of knocking but that might as well disturb her from her peaceful sleep and I might never get to watch her sleep tonight so I reached for my pocket as I brought out the spare key for her room and opened the door with a smile on my face but my smile fell immediately I couldn't see her on her bed.
"Perhaps she woke up already and is in the bathroom" I thought to myself as I reached for the bathroom door and opened it but I couldn't smell anyone here and she clearly wasn't in the bathroom. I went to her closet but I still couldn't find her.
My beast was getting upset because we couldn't get to see her but I was trying to calm myself so as to not bring this building down.
"She should be in Ariel's room" I said repeatedly to myself as I tried to calm down but it wasn't working.
"Screw it!" I yelled immediately and barged out of the door as I could sense the floor shaking as I stepped harder on it with every step I took.
I could sense the fear in every of them as I walked past their room until I got to Ariel's room and I could already smell her fear.
Without knocking I opened the door as I came face to face with her even though her head was bowed. I looked around the room but there was no sign of Lenora in the room.
"Where's she?" I roared at Ariel while her roommate kept on shaking in fear.
"She's not here, my prince" she replied with her head still bowed. I became even more furious as I walked closer to her and lifted her head so she could look into my face even though she tried to resist my eyes.
"I can clearly see she's not here, where is she?!" I asked again but this time my voice was louder than it ever was and I could sense the beast in me forcing its way out.
" Forgive me my prince, but I have no idea of where she could be" she pleaded as I could see her slowly submitting to whatever outcome would come. She was seriously ready for even death and I admired her more.
I let go of her chin as I left her room, if she wasn't in her room nor in Ariel's room then she must be with that bastard.
I got even more angrier at the thought of her being together with her but my blood started to boil at the possibility of what they could be doing at the moment that I increased my pace and flung the door open immediately I got to his room but he wasn't there, a little skinny boy was the only one in the room.
"Where is the bastard?" I growled at him and could immediately hear the sound of pee, was he seriously peeing on hbastardp