ED 4: Lust

"The desire of love is to give. The desire of lust is to take."

“Huwag po!”

That two words seemed like the magic spell that halted him to stop. He asked himself silently if he could still suppress himself. It’s been a week since he started taking her little-by-little. He wanted her to give herself to him freely. And for the past two days he noticed that she didn’t fights back any longer instead she’s letting him to satisfy her body. And he knew she does as she was sleeping well.

This time he couldn’t control himself anymore. He was burning in lustrous desire that only releasing it inside of her could calm his down. For a week now, he’s doing a selfie after he satisfied her. He kissed her once again on her lips.

Nakadagdag sa nagbabaga niyang pagnanasa ang aromatic oil na ibinigay sa kanya ng katiwala ng kanyang ama na si Manong Wilbert. Inilagay niya ito sa side table ng kama ng dalaga. Nakalilibog daw ito kapag nalanghap at kakaibang pagnanasa ang mararamdaman kaya’t mas mainit ang romansahang magaganap. Alam niya na epektibo ito dahil nang malanghap niya ang kakaiba nitong amoy na nakahahalina’y hindi na niya mapigilan ang kanyang sarili. Naglalagablab na init ang kanyang nararamdaman.

Habang hinahalikan niya ang dalaga’y unti-unti niyang ipinapasok ang kanyang kanyang kahabaan. Napamura siya sa sarili dahil sobrang silip ng lagusan ng babae. Rinig niya ang pag-ungol nito sa loob ng kanyang bibig at paghapit nito sa kanyang batok. Alam niyang nasasaktan ito gayon nasa bukana pa lamang siya.

Ibinaba niya ang kanyang mga labi sa katayugan ng kanyang mga bundok upang magdulot iyon ng kakaibang sarap sa dalaga nang hindi nito mapansin ang paglusob niya sa loob nito.

“Aray ko! Ahhh!” She yelped loudly when he broke her hymen. He was just half-way inside of her. He continued romancing her bosom whilst his hard rod penetrated her gem. He felt her long fingernails poked the skin on his back as she cried softly.

“Sorry, if I hurt you, my love,” he whispered very softly with the rugged breathing. He did it on purpose so, she couldn’t recognize his voice. He even has a talent of changing his accent and voice tone.

He didn’t move his lower parts yet. He attacked her lips again and massage her bosom for a while. She responded to her kisses and he noticed that she’s more relaxed now. He moved himself on top of her. Her moan and groan became the sweetest melody that his ears could ever hear. It became louder and louder as he moved faster and faster. Her body quivered once again.

Another orgasm, my love? I will make sure that I will give you multiple orgasm so, you will never forget me, he thought to himself. You will never forget your European tour that I planned myself with the help of some close friends.

Isa na roon si Manong Wilbert. Kababata at katiwala ng kanyang ama. Ito rin ang gumabay sa kanya nang namayapa ang kanyang ama. Jamaican ang ina nito at British ang ama. Halos nasa animnapung taong gulang ito, may katabaan at halos paubos na ang buhok. Siya ang sumundo kay Jaizz sa paliparan.

“RJ. That’s your… ohh, your name… ahh, right?” she asked while he was moving up and down on top of her. He didn’t say a word. He just continued pumping her faster, thrusting his hardness in and out. He wanted theirs’s first time to be very memorable to her. It is also his first time to be inside of a woman.

“RJ…” she moaned louder. How he wished that she’s calling his real name! But of course, he couldn’t tell her. The expression of Jaizz’s face was the most beautiful sight his eyes laid on, whilst he was inside of her, as she was biting her lower lips, suppressing her louder moan. Then, she’s yelping whilst catching her breath. She’s really beautiful, yet more alluring during the love-making.

“My love, I’m almost coming,” he whispered once more. He lunged himself faster and deeper into her. He felt her shivered once more, and then his own. His seminal fluid exploded inside of her womb. All of it.

Hinugot niya ang kanyang alaga’t humiga siya sa tabi ng dalaga dahil sa panghihina. Kinabig niya payakap sa kanya ang dalaga at hinalik-halikan sa kanyang ulo. Sadyang inipit niya ang braso nito para hindi matanggal ang mga piring sa kanyang mga mata. Laking pasasalamat rin niya na hindi nito tinanggal ang mga piring habang nakasubsob siya sa matayog nitong kabundukan at makinang na hiyas. Marahil ay hindi na ito nakapag-isip nang matino dahil sa pagpapaligayang ginawa niya.

He didn’t use any condom on their first time. If ever he impregnated her, he’s so willing to marry her in whichever church she wishes. They’re at the right age. He could support her even they’ll be blessed with a dozen children. He heard her silently weeping. He lowered his eyes on her. She was biting her lower lips, suppressing her cries. As much as possible, he didn’t want to see her cry. He heaved a sigh for what he did. It was not his original plan.

Ang plano lamang niya ay ang kunwari’y hindi inaasahang pagkikita nila sa UK. Uumpisahan na niyang ligawan ang dalaga pero nilukob na naman ng takot ang kanyang dibdib na baka i-reject na naman siya nito. Kaya’t naisip niya na kung may mangyari sa kanila’y baka sakaling matanggap na siya nito. Hinagod-hagod niya sa likod ng humihikbing dalaga.

“RJ,” sambit nito sa kabila ng paghikbi, “now that you get what you want from me, can you let me go? Please, let me go home.”

He wanted to tell her that he’s not after her body only. He wanted her whole being. He wanted her heart. Her love. To be his bride. To built a family with her and with her alone.

Instead of saying those words, he kissed her lips again. He couldn’t get enough of her kisses. He’d been dreaming of it since he laid his eyes on her again after so long. He couldn’t believe that she’s finally in her arms. He could kiss her and he could make love with her.

Sinubukan ni Jaizz na pigilan ang sarili ngunit natupok na rin siya ng matinding pagnanasa. Nagparaya na lang siya dahil may nakakubli pa ring kaba’t takot sa kanyang puso. Na baka saktan siya ng lalaki kung manlalaban na naman siya. Pero, kung makukuha nito ang kanyang katawa’y baka mahabag pa ito at pakawalan rin siya.

Naisip niya na hindi pa pala siya handang mamatay. Kahit na nakidnap siya’t pinagsamantalahan. Hindi masaklap ang nangyari sa kanya ang tulad ng napanonood niya sa mga pelikula’t balita. Sinasaktan, binubugbog, pinupuwersa nang todo at pinapatay pa ang mga biktima.

Ngunit ang lalaking nangkidnap at nagsamantala sa kanya, ramdam niyang iningatan siya nito para hindi gaanong masaktan. Gayunpaman, nasaktan pa rin siya nang mapunit ang kanyang pagkababae at naramdaman niya ang pagkapuno niya sa loob. Lihim na lang din siyang nagpasalamat na pinilit ng lalaking maibsan ang sakit na dulot niyon sa pagbibigay kasiyahan sa kanya bago tuluyang gumalaw sa ibabaw niya. Hindi niya akalaing makailang beses niyang narating ang rurok ng kaligayahan sa isang beses na pagtatalik.

Napaiyak pa rin siya sa pamamaalam sa kanyang pagkabirhen. Ang pinakaiingat-ingatan niyang regalo sana sa kanyang magiging asawa’y nawala nang tuluyan. Iisipin niyang nakipag one-night stand na lang siya sa kung sino habang lago sa alak nang hindi na niya maalaala ang nangyari. Ngunit, nagsusumigaw ang katotohanang hindi siya lasing. Ramdam niya ang bawat halik, haplos, at pag-unos nito sa kanya.

Ang munting dalangin na lang niya’y pakawalan siya ng lalaki. Pauwiin sa kanyang pamilya, kaya’t sinubukan niyang kausapin ito. Sobra na siyang nananabik sa kanyang pamilya. Alam niyang nag-aalala na sila sa kanya. Baka walang tigil na ang pagluha ng kanyang ina. Baka ang kanyang ama’y kinausap na ang president ng Pilipinas para maipahagilap siya rito. At kung sana’y isinama niya nga si JC. Kahit makulit ang kapatid ay alam niyang ipagtatanggol siya nito.

Kung kasama niya marahil ang kapati’y hindi siya makikidnap. Sinisi niya ang sarili sa katangahan kaya siya nalagay sa sitwasyong ito.

Hindi siya nakatanggap ng tugon sa lalaki. Sa halip ay muli siya nitong siniil ng nagbabaga’t sabik na sabik na mga halik. Nang una’y mapusok na unti-unting nagiging masuyo’t nakalulunod.

Muling gumala ang kamay ng binata sa kanyang dibdib. HInimas at pinisil-pisil muli. Sa konting pagdampi ng kanyang palad ay nagmamayabang na agad ang mga ito’t tumitigas. Basa pa rin ang kanyang hiyas at muli siyang napaigtad nang muling humagod ang kamay nito sa bukana niya. Ramdam rin niya ang paghuhumindig ng sandata ng lalaki sa kanyang puson.

Jeez! Round 2? Naisip ng malikot niyang utak.