Chapter 203 : You Know Something

Chapter 203 : You Know Something
Chapter 203: You Know Something 

Callan 

I had never really experienced a panic attack before and it is no fun at all. The creeping feeling of anxiety that overcame me the first time I was alone on a sidewalk, in a street close to where I was abducted was completely irrational but it sent me shivering into my daddy's arms all the same. I hated feeling so weak or seeing the concern in his eyes when he offered to escort me to the club the next day. Of course, I refused but I still had to fight some nervousness each time I had to go from the house to the club even if it is a three minutes walk. 

If that was exhausting, it was nothing next to the challenge the trial presented. Having to relieve the year of abuse with Asher, this time without being brainwashed to think it was normal, was hard. Answering the question of the asshole of a lawyer Asher had hired was even more difficult. But the most horrible part was to see in his eyes he didn't regret a thing, worse, he looked at me like I was a worthless piece of trash and it reminded me vividly of the last month I spent with him. Even if it was nice to know he would spend the next part of his life in jail, it reopened wounds that had more or less healed. The old Callan isn't dead, he never was and I have to constantly fight the way he tries to diminish me. Seeing Asher made him stronger, so the new Callan does crazy things to maintain his control over my mind. Couple this with the lack of proper sex, and you get why I was almost depressed. Thankfully, I had daddy patiently helping me, keeping me busy and forcing me to express my feelings through my art of finding the kinkiest ideas to make do with the fact that my mouth and hole were closed for renovation. The intense scene of last weekend helped me get over this and I hope tonight’s will as well. Will I finally get my foursome with Doms? 

I am in such a nice mood that I am the soul and life of the submissive's room that night, having kind words for the shyer boys, cracking lewd jokes with the more extroverted ones, basically making everyone have a good time. It feels so great to shine like that, like I used to in high school, such a long time ago.

“What has gotten into you?” Ade asked when we went to prepare together in a stall.

“Daddy has prepared something special tonight,  I am so excited.” It replied animatedly.

Okay, maybe a bit more than that since I am hopping up and down like a crazy rabbit but you get the idea. What attracts my attention is that my friends began to blush slightly.

“You know something?” I accused him.

“No,” he replied briskly, reddening even more.

“Liar, liar, pant on fire.” I chanted.

“Didn't your last punishment teach you anything?” 

A few weeks ago, Damien caught my friend lying about his most recent grades. It wasn't too bad since he said he got an A when he actually had a B but his master didn't like it at all. He was dick caged for the following week and wore a ball gag every time I saw him at the club in the submissive's room. 

“If I can't trust what you say.” Damien said.

“I don't want to hear you talk at all.”

The gag was only removed when daddy's second-in-command wanted to shove something else into his mouth.

“Shut up!” My friend exclaimed, now redder than a lobster.

“And yes, I know something but I am not allowed to tell you. So don't get all drama queens on me like last time.” He added.

It is true I was pretty immature that night with Ade, when he refused to tell me who was the dominant who took part in our first public scene with daddy. The whole thing seems ridiculous now, compared with what happened to Gray, the abduc and Wyatt dying.

“It is okay now “ he said, squeezing me tightly against him.

I hadn't even realized my eyes had begun to water but my friend definitely sensed my discomfort.

“Now, let's prepare because you don't want to be late and I am sure you are going to love your surprise.”

Yes, better to focus on that. Even if I am staying with curiosity, I didn't thrill him more on the subject. I will know in an hour or so now in any case. Besides, I trust my Daddy with my whole life and if Ade says I am going to love it, there is nothing I should be afraid of. After taking care of our enemas, we helped shave each other. My friend makes a point of triple checking that I am perfectly smooth everywhere, insisting I have to look perfect for tonight. When we dried ourselves and I was dressed in my tiny shorts and my doc martens, he oiled my body while I styled my hair.

“You look perfect, good luck.” He said before I got out of the room.

I didn't use the door that connects to the main room of the club but went back to the entrance corridor to join daddy in his office. For some reason, this is where I am supposed to meet him. I knocked twice and entered when he told me to, casting my eyes down as I walked around to the other side of his desk before kneeling at his side.

“You can look up, Baby.” He said to me.

The tattoo definitely looks good on his pectoral I decide, as I let my eyes wander over his gorgeous chest before meeting his orbs.

“You are beautiful.” He praised me.

“You are not so bad yours, daddy.” I replied, making him chuckle.

Of course, I am not supposed to talk unless he asked me a direct question here but life would be boring if I always respected the rules. 

“Be sure to behave a bit better later, baby because you will have an audience.” He said with a playful grin after lightly smacking the back of my head.

“Are we doing a public scene?” I asked curiously.

“Not really,” he replied.

“We will be in the first showroom,  so it is more of a private audience. Now I was wondering if you would wear this for me again?” He added, showing me the leash and collar on his desk.

“You know I don't like it.” I whined.

Like a baby, because this man has done so much for me, this is a small thing to do for him. Besides, I will never admit it to him but I find belonging to him in this way a bit hot. I still don't want to accept too easily or he will begin to make me wear it all the time.

“I know but I would really love to show that you belong to me tonight.” He continued, making me twitch in my pants.

“I promise you won't regret it.” He added in a seductive whisper that made me forget how to breathe.

“Fine,” I finally agreed.