SPECIAL CHAPTER 2

This Chapter contains after giving birth and how karisa find out that she have a brain cancer. How everyone accepts karisa's cold body.

After i give birth yesterday we all decided to go home and rest there, everyone is so happy for us. Ate Kristin, leila and my other cousin's are coming here to see my baby.

"Hey."

I turned to Mark who was holding our youngest.

"You should sleep, it's already midnight now." I smiled at it and shook my head. I can't sleep first, because they like to see my father. It's very warm in my heart, because then I was just dreaming of having my own family but now it has come true and I'm happy there.

"What's on my dear wife's mind hmm?" I didn't realize that it was lying next to me as it hugged me.

I looked at the children inside her crib. And I smiled when I saw them sleeping soundly. They look like little angels.

"I'm just happy to have you all by my side." I smile at him and he smiled back.

"I'm more happy to meet you and having you all." He said while hugging me tightly.

"Let's sleep, goodnight wife." He promised to kiss my forehead at the same time.

"Goodnight, hubby."

Cianna's start from this, this will be mark's pov's until the end.

I woke up very cold, I mean it should be warmer cause I am hugging my wife. I rubbed his forehead and it was so cold and I immediately sat on our bed trembling while I helped my wife sit up and lean on my chest.

"Wife! Wife! Wake up!" Shouted while whispering, i might wake our babies if i shout.

"Hmm?" I felt relieved when I heard it growl. I hugged it tightly while kissing it on the forehead.

"Nothing, let's sleep again. It's just 2am." As i said i guide her to lay down but I can't help it to check her out. I ... i think there is something wrong ...

I keep on staring at my wife as i hold her hands tightly, I don't know why but i couldn't sleep! I didn't even notice that it's already 5 in the morning! I sigh then slowly get up to check on our babies. I smile while seeing them sleeping, i held their little fingers they hold my fingers too! As im satisfied with their actions i kissed their heads and go back to their mom.

My wife ... I can't afford to loose her. She's my world. My happiness. My heartbeat. My everything. My lovely wife.

I walked towards our bed, i sat and kissed her head and it startled me when i felt her cold. Just like a few hours ago! I walked down immediately and go to the kitchen. I took a bimpo and put it in lukewarm water. I took the small bucket filled with lukewarm water with a bimpo and headed to the bedroom.

I immediately touched the bimpo to her forehead and caressed her hand which is now starting to heat up unlike before. I sigh of relief.

3 DAYS LATER ....

It's been a days! And me and the other's are worried about my wife! She's still having those symptoms. Now we are all here i mean my wife's cousins ​​and they're all worried but my wife says she's ok. And she still taking care of our children and we let her.

"Son, you should get your babies and let your wife rest for a while. We noticed her bruises, where did she get that?" I was surprised by what my Daddy said.

Bruises? I didn't notice that!

"Where's the bruises dad?" I immediately asked.

"In her elbow son. And also in her legs, that's what your mom says." After that, I immediately approached my parents.

"Wife, let me." I said before taking my son's in their crib.

As i sat on our bed, i held my wife's elbow and just what like dad said there's a bruises here! Where did she get this? She's not even doing anything cause the doctor says she needs bedrest for a week!

"Wife, where did you get this?" I asked her and I saw how her forehead wrinkled.

"Huh? I don't know. W- why do i have this?" It's also a strange question.

"Wife, you even have this on your legs! What's happening to you? Are you ok?" My next question.

"I'm really fine! But I don't know what's going on with me!" She's starting to cry so I hugged her tightly.

I kissed her head and calming her down by caressed her back.

"Shhh, calm down wife ok? We will have you checked up. But for now you have to rest ok? You still need to bedrest for more 4 days." As i said to her she calm down but i know there's something she's been thinking that I don't know about.

4 DAYS HAS PASSED ....

Now we're here on the hospital for check up and we're just waiting for the results. I know my wife is trying her best not to cry but she stay still.

I hold her hands tightly as the doctor went back. "Hmm, Mrs. Ramouldez. Can I ask you something?" The doctor suddenly asked.

"Sure."

The doctor sighed. "Do you have a family history of having a brain cancer?" I looked at my wife in surprise as if thinking.

"Y- yes, i remember my grandma died because of b- brain cancer. W-why are you asking me that doc? Am i ok?" I felt my wife's concern so I tightened my grip on her waist.

"Sad to say iha, you have a brain cancer stage 3. You can still have a treatment but in your case you will be just waisting your time and I'll be frankly to you. Your still gonna die. We don't know when you gonna die but always be careful and don't forget to take your medicine but are you breastfeeding? "

Because my wife was stunned, I just hugged her, and I felt the warm tears well up in her eyes. And it make my heart clench! I don't want to accept it! NO! NO ONE'S GONNA DIE!

I control my emotion, as i hide it I can't help it but FUCK! NO! I wanna shout it! My wife! Oh God! No! Please!

"Yes, she is."

"She have to stop breastfeeding the babies. The medicine might harm them. So i suggested feed them in bottle and take the medicine regularly." As she give the results and the medicine we immediately leave.

When we got into our car, I punch the steering wheel as my wife cry silently while looking outside. A get closer to her and hush her.

"Shhh,  wife not gonna die ok? Your not. So stop crying hmm? We will still watch our sons having their first words, their first walk, t-thei- Fuck!" She cry so loud, and i felt my heart shattered while hearing those cries! But no! I feel something fell from my eyes. It's a Tear.

"Mark! I don't want to die! We're just gonna start to build our dreams! N-no !!!" She shouted that I was more likely to cry.

I'm a man. I shouldn't be crying! But seeing my wife crying so hard! It breaks my heart!

I aligned our foreheads as our eyes hit each other. Sadness. Hurts. Love. Fear.

That is what we see with our eyes today. As i stare in her eyes, a small smile show on our face. And as we stare in each other. It's look like we know what we're gonna happen after this.

"I love you so much wife." My voice broke. Fuck it!

"I love you too Hubby!" It hugged me tightly and my tears flowed again.

"We should be going now. We will spend time together with our babies."

As we rush to our house we don't care about the other who's trying to ask what happened. Instead we leave together with our babies and go to the nearest playground. Perfect! There's no one here.

As we ready everything my wife who is leaning on my shoulder, while our babies are making cute sounds Infront of us. We chuckled and kiss our babies.

As the sun slowly setting down.

"I love you mark, i love you so much my husband. Thank you for everything. I will always love you." As i hear that coming from my wife. I teared up again.

"I love you too, wife! I love you!" After i said those words i kissed her and i feel the other's is here and they get our babies who's starting to cry now.

It's like they feel their mom's gonna leave us. We kissed till we make it. We hugged each other so tight. Fuck! Darn!

My wife is starting to lose her tight hug and i hugged her even more as my tears keep coming down on my cheeks. As i stare in the sky i feel her when the wind is surrounding us.

"AHHHH NO !! NO !! WIFE !!" I shout so load as i hear the other's crying.

On September 23 20 **

As i hugged my wife cold body, i feel like i have no reason to stay here anymore ...

DAYS HAS PASSED ....

IT'S HER BURIAL DAY.

Everyone is here standing as we watch the coffin where my wife is. We are crying silently. But suddenly. The triplets are starting to cry louder.

They are infront of me. Mom, dad and kristina is carrying them but they wouldn't stop. It's like they feel everyone's sadness. My poor babies. They lost their mom, they didn't even see her. I'm sorry babies ...

We are all on the house mom and the other's decided to babysit the babies cause i think they know i wanna be alone.

I sat down on our bed while drinking beer. My wife ... Our memories keep on coming I can't even breathe properly! I wanna see her! I want to see my wife!

As i finished the 5th bottle of beer. I suddenly fell asleep ...

I woke up when someone keep on calling my name. Where am i? Why is it so white?

"Mark!" I froze when i hear that! I can't be wrong! That's my wife voice! I stand up and keep looking.

"Wife! Where are you ?! Please let me see you! I'm begging you!" I'm crying while shouting now.

But i once froze when i finally see her. She's there, standing beautifuly with her white dress. Smiling at me. I ran to her and hugged her tightly. And i feel her do the same.

"Please let me come with you! Please wife!"

"No, you can't. Please i want you to see them achieving their goals. I want you to guide them. And please do what we dream for them." As I stared at her face that full of tears. Just like mine. I realized that I still have our babies.

"And mark. If you met someone who will give you the happiness we never had. Keep her. Don't lock your heart just because of me. Love again." Smiling it says but no! I don't want to re -marry again!

"No! I will always love you! Only you! Please wait for me! I'll follow you once everything is ok!"

She smiled. "As you wish my love. Now go and take care of yourself and our babies. I'll just watch you from a far. I love you." As she said that she slowly fading.

No! No! No! Please! Wife!

And that was the last time I talked to him. Until it became ok that everyone learns to accept the fact karisa died. And her parents? They are sad and shocked when they know the news. And everything is ok now. They are taking care of our babies. They said they should take care of our babies cause they didn't do it in my wife. They are regreting everything ...

And so many years has passed. I died and joined my wife as we continue our journey in heaven ....