28. Not a monster
CHAPTER TWENTY EIGHT
NICOLE’S POV
More tears spilled down my cheeks as he threw my dress away. I can't believe I was willing to believe he had a tint of goodness in him or that I had actually started to feel a tad bit of attraction towards him.
"What? So you are crying now?" he let out a laugh that was scaring the hell out of me.
His lips claimed mine once again and for a moment I had to admit, it was addictive and the way his lips roughly moved against mine was turning me on. Deep down I was still a bunch of confused mess. I fucking loved his touch but the thought of how he was going to take me without my consent scared the shit out of me as his lips left mine. I couldn't move or even blink my tears away. I could fight back but it would be useless because he had the upper hand. All I could do was just wait for him to exercise his will on me.
"Please Dominic,” I pleaded in a small trembling voice.
"What babe? You don't like me touching you?" His hand was unclasping my bra. I watched him throw it to the side.
"Just stop, please. I know you are not a monster. You are a good man," I tried once again but he just laughed.
"Good Man? Me? I’m a monster darling and the one thing you have to know about people like me is that we always take what we want, always, “his teeth sank into the crook of my neck, biting into it. I was definitely going to wake up with a hickey tomorrow and strangely enough, I didn't mind at all. Actually I was sick to be thinking just how sexy that would be.
"Dominic just stop," the words slipped off my lips in a rather scared whimper.
"Was this what he did to you?" he questioned sucking the crook of my neck as I bit back a sudden moan.
In a sweet way, his lips felt hot against my skin, awakening fiery sensations that were too sweet for me to admit.
"Did he make you moan like how I make you?"
Did I moan? I pressed my hands against the hardness of his chest, ignoring the electrical ripple flowing through my arms.
"And did he do this?"
His lips moved downwards, licking all the way from my neck to the place between my exposed breasts.
"Dominic," I whispered realizing I had actually stopped crying.
The way his tongue snaked in between my breasts was lighting me all the way to the depth of my core. His lips moved to capture one of my nipples while his right hand closed over my left nipple squeezing it. A loud moan rushed off my chest and oddly enough I wasn't in the least embarrassed to want the very man I should be scared of. My hands grabbed the back of his head, as his tongue skillfully ran over my nipple erupting more moans from me. I arched my back against the wall, as his torturous lips trailed over to my belly. He stuck out his tongue, letting it run over my navel and only the aching need between my legs could attest to just how good that felt.
"Fuck Nicole," He growled, and honestly it felt so fucking great hearing him sound so hoarse.
All I could do was arch my back more while moaning simultaneously. It should scare me how my body reacted to his touch but I wasn't. I craved it. I wanted it. I yearned it.
Suddenly his lips reclaimed mine, my navel already missing the warmth of his tongue, as he cupped my butt cheeks, lifting me so that my legs were wrapped around his torso. His rock hard aroused dick pressed against me and I badly wanted to feel it inside me. He carried me to the bed, laying me down in it. His middle finger found its way to my undergarments rubbing against the thin material of my panties.
"You are fucking wet," He growled the obvious, inserting one finger inside me.
A moan of pleasure escaped my lips as he inserted a second finger. I couldn't wait for him so I began grinding against his fingers.
"Hmm... That feels so fucking great babe," I muttered incoherently.
Precipitously he withdrew his fingers, his lust-filled eyes finding mine. He quickly got rid of his shorts, his cork springing free and goddammit, it was so huge that I mentally gasped. How was it going to fit inside me? He towered over me, his cork teasing my entrance.
"Dammit Dominic," I mumbled in frustration.
He was about to get inside me when suddenly he stopped all the lust gone from his eyes.
"I can't do this. I’m not a monster Nicole. I can't take you against your will as much as I want to. I just…I’m so angry right now and you cannot be the receiving end of it no matter how much I want it to be," he rolled on the other side of the bed.
He can't just turn me on like this then act like it's nothing. I sat up, rolling him over so he was facing upwards, a look of surprise crossing his handsome features.
"What are you doing Nicole? “He asked as I positioned myself on top of him.
"Nobody leaves a lady this turned on, “I breathed.
"Are you sure about this?" He asked after a few seconds of studying me.
I nodded eagerly. If only I had known this night was going to be the cause of all my nightmares. If only I had known the repercussions of this night I would have never consented or gotten on top him.