Chapter 16 First Time Expectations
Lana's POV
I was feeling nervous as Arden and I walked down the hall to his apartment. This is the day that I will lose my virginity to my professor. He is not just a professor in my eyes, he is more than that to me. My safest place. Hearing what he said after class just made me want him more, he wants more than s^x with me. My heart was fluttering because he wanted me.
He opened his apartment door and then he allowed me to walk inside first. I placed my satchel on the sofa. "Would you like anything to eat or drink?" he asked as I turned around to face him. He placed his laptop bag on the ground beside the coffee table and he took off his gray suit jacket.
"I just want you," I said as I bit my lower lip. He gave me a little smile as he draped his jacket over the back of the sofa.
"We should do it in the bedroom," he replied, gesturing towards the hall with his hand and his other hand was inside of his pocket.
"After you, professor," I smirked.
His smile widened, and it made me just want him even more. "Very well then," he said as he began to walk down the hall, and I followed after him. He stopped at the door on the right and he placed his hand on the door handle. He looked at me with adoration. "Are you one hundred percent sure?" he asked.
"A thousand percent," I replied. He opened the door and then we stepped inside.
The bedroom was bright, it had light gray painted walls. The bedding on the double bed and curtains were white. There wasn't much to see here. I walked further inside, just looking around. "I am ready when you are, there is no rush," he said, and I turned around to face him. He was standing beside the open door.
"Is this your bedroom?" I asked.
"No, it's the guest bedroom. If you want to stay over, then you can sleep in here," he shrugged.
"Where would you be if I slept over here?" I asked.
"I would be next to you if you wanted me to be," he replied.
"I'm ready," I said as I turned to face the bed. I felt his arms wrapped around my waist from behind.
"Have you taken your birth control pills?" he asked so low, I could feel his chest vibrate against my back.
"Yes," I said, which was barely a whisper.
I felt his breath against my ear and he started placing soft kisses down my neck and then his hand moved the collar of my slightly cropped top to the side, exposing more flesh, and he placed soft kisses on my shoulder.
I let out a shivering breath, closing my eyes as his touch and kisses sent goosebumps throughout my body. My core is throbbing with want. He stopped kissing me and I opened my eyes. His hands were now resting on my hips. He pressed his hard bulge against my lower back. I gasped.
His hands lifted the end of my top, all the way until it was over my head, leaving me in my black bra. He discarded the top on the ground. His hands were on my arms and then they moved towards my hips again, but instead of them remaining there, they moved all the way to the front. I let out a moan. He undid my jeans and pulled them all the way down, exposing my black lace thong. I kicked off my sandals that I was wearing.
I felt warm breath against my right ass cheek...and then I felt him place soft kisses on both of my ass cheeks. His hands gently roam my legs. He moves my jeans further down and I step out of it. I turned around as he stood up straight, looking into his hungry, darkened blue eyes. He cupped the side of my face, leaning towards me, he pressed his lips against mine, pulling inches back again. "You are beautiful," he said very low.
His hand moved to the back of my head and then he untied my hair from being tied up in a ponytail. He threw the elastic band on the bedside table and then he leaned down and kissed my collarbone softly as he pulled down the strap of my bra. Its funny that I don't feel any fear around him when he does this to me, but when it was Brady, I felt that fear.
Arden's hands moved to my back and he unclasped my bra, he pulled away and looked down as I took my bra off, throwing it to the ground. He stared at my breasts as if he was in awe of them. I didn't even feel shy or nervous anymore. His hands cupped my breasts and he squeezed them, making me moan in return. He looked at me before leaning in to kiss me again. He walked me towards the bed and I felt the edge of the bed behind my thighs. I sat down on the bed, without breaking the kiss, and he is now bent over just to hold the kiss, his arms let go of my breasts, placing them on either side of me on the bed. He pulled away.
"Make yourself comfortable," he said, and he stood up straight. I moved to lie in the centre of the bed. I watched as he undressed himself, his firm muscles in all the right places, his abs, and then his hands settled on his pants as he undid it. His hard bulge was visible. He took off his pants with his boxer briefs and my eyes widened as his length sprung free and it was big.
He moved closer to me as he continued to stare at me. This was it, this is me saying goodbye to being a virgin. I am doing this with the man that I want to be with forever.