entanglements 23

23. Alyssa

The days after that were bliss and it was during that time that Sky and his mom moved in with us and the big house git a little warmth.

But there was one problem, I wanted Sky too.

Him and Pietro were of the same build and stature and their only difference was that Sky was Spanish while Pietro was Italian.

Sky was my step brother and I knew that there could never be anything between us and I also knew that if he knew that I was crushing on him and I had a boyfriend, he would get disgusted with me and so, I didn't work on it.

I hid the feelings and it was also confusing to me.

After being with Pietro for three months, I knew that what I felt for him was love and he himself had already said the words.

Pietro had already told me that he loved me.

Though I hadn't said the words back when he said them, it was only because I didn't want him to think that I had said then because he had said it and so, I had decided to wait and pick the best moment to tell him that the feelings were mutual.

So, if I loved Pietro, why was I crushing on my step brother? Why couldn't I stop staring at those abs when he came down the stairs?

Why did I always make sure that we met along the corridors and in the kitchen?

Why does my clit twitch whenever he is near me? Does he see it in my eyes? Maybe he died and if he does, he masks it well.

Was I a pervert for wanting both of them for myself? I knew it was absurd but that was what I wanted. Too bad it would remain that: a fantasy.

I was able to hold myself for three more months. Pietro had already come home and met my dad and obviously, dad approved of him since he was rich, like us, and he was from Italy and thus catholic.

We maintained the status quo for a while until that day when Sky walked into my room and I was almost naked and when he pounced on me, I couldn't stop myself.

I kissed him back and I fell back on the couch and I was ready to give myself to him then and there. I was in bliss. Kissing him felt as if some pieces of me had strayed away and they returned and clicked in place when he kissed me and held me in his arms.

Where Pietro gave me a feeling if love and security, Sky was reckless and passionate. They complemented each other and after kissing Sky, I knew that I wanted him and Pietro for myself and that was when I started scheming on how I would get them.

When papa walked in on us, I was more surprised and ashamed than I felt fear. My heart was at peace after knowing that I also loved Sky and I wanted him too. I didn't want to break up with Pietro and so, I would make sure to device a way to have them.

But my plan had to wait since I hadn't thought that papa would take Sky away. And of all places he could have taken him, it had to he Texas.

But I used the months when Sky was away well.

Every time Pietro and I were together, I would keep on mentioning Sky and I made sure that I did it so subtly and so often than he started asking me about Sky if I didn't talk about him. He would ask questions about Sky's life about where he was, if he had a girlfriend, if I knew him well and such.

And then, one day, out of the blue, Pietro told me that he was bi and I smiled. Maybe that would work for us. If Pietro was bi, it meant that if I were to convince him to take Sky for us, he, Pietro, would be the switch if Sky agreed.

"Have you ever had a threesome?" I asked Pietro one day as we lay in each other's embrace after a hot session.

"No. I am usually the jealousy type and that's why I have never committed," he had answered and my spirit dampened.

What if he refused?

"Would you like to try?" I probed.

I promised myself to stop if he showed signs of getting angry.

"Mmm… I don't know. I would be jealous seeing someone else kiss you and fuck you not unless…" he left it hanging but I needed to know.

Maybe the 'not unless' would be the key I needed.

"Not unless?" I pressed.

"Not unless we three are in love and it is something that would last but not bringing in just any stranger," he had said and I smiled.

Finally!

This meant that there was hope. Maybe I would be able to corrupt him and make him agree to having Sky as one of us.

I would leave the question of how to deal with Sky later. But once Pietro agreed, dealing with Sky would be easier since there would be two of us convincing him.

"Why do you ask?" He asked me and looked at me warily as if he knew what was on my mind.

"I would like to try. You know, experiment. Maybe someone would be willing to partner with us and… anyway, forget it. It just me spouting nonsense," I said and he lifted himself off the matess with his elbow after placing my head gently on the mattress.

He blushed a stray strand of hair behind my ear and then smiled at me.

"You have someone in mind. Who is it? Have you been crushing on someone else other than me?" He asked me and I didn't know if he was joking or if he was serious.

"No. I was just asking. Nothing serious," I said had he kissed me.

"I am your one and only. You are mine, amore mio. Don't even think about it," he had said had kissed me passionately and I knew that I wouldn't be able to convince him.

Too bad.

I loved them both and I didn't want to choose or lose any of them. All I knew was that it would hurt.

"But maybe, I would allow someone like your brother," he said out of the blue and I jolted.

It was my turn to rest my head on my hand and prob myself with an elbow and look at him.

"What?" I asked.