Memories

Shannon's POV

He kept on kissing me, and though I tried to push him off.

He pulled me closer, while I stood still in his arms.

Since I won't return any of his kisses, he would just have to let me go' I thought within me.

"I never had the chance to feel the taste of these lips that night because you had annoyed me, but now! Now that I know the taste, I find myself wanting more" He said

'The nerve of this bug head' I thought, as I pushed him away angrily.

"More!? You make me laugh! If you want more, then look for an slút on the highway, They are a lot of them there" I said.

"I find that I don't want a slut if I did I would have found one already for myself don't you get it,

There are a lot of girls wanting me to notice them, but I don't want anyone of them" He confessed.

I can't believe this stupid Ex-boyfriend of mine thought I was going to accept him back into my life after all the hurt he had caused me.

"Listen and listen to good 'cause I won't say it again, I don't want you close to me. Just stay out of my life! I mean it" I yelled at him, before going back into my house the only person who came to my mind was Lucas, he had been of great help to me over these past few days and he was evwrytjingbi needed in a man.

I stood by the balcony, touching my lips.

For two years I had always tried to recollect what had happened that night, to know every little detail, but each time I try. It all becomes so blank and I feel dazed, it had been a pain and nightmare I have to follow or feel for all my life.

Something I had never told even my best friend Keegan, I just couldn't tell her.

The asshole had not even left my front yard when I heard him and it was not pleasant.

"So I took a go at it, I kissed her and It felt so good. I just had to know if what am doing is worth it and it was worth it", I heard him say and not just that he was smiling.

He had come to use me again, damn he had come to make my life miserable, but I would not let him do that to me, never again.

I felt miserable, he should not even have shown up he has made my day sour just by looking at his face right now.

I called my best friend she would console me I knew for sure.

" Hello Keegs, I wish to talk with you," I said and just on cue, my baby girl was on her way for me.

I felt so guilty making her drive the long distance because of her pregnancy.

"You sounded slowdown on phone why are you, sad baby?" Keegan ran to me and stoop to my level although it was not an easy task she went down to my level.

"It's Eric he returned today and it wasn't the best experience," I said to her.

"What did he want this time of the day, doesn't he have some work to do?" she asked in her feisty style.

Damn, I love this girl she was just like this all the time ready to fight for those whom she loved at all times.

"Remember I told you he was an abusive ex? The thing I never explained to you in detail is what he had down to me when we were dating, he had drugged me at some point and he had his way with me and for sure I won't up feeling sore but when I asked him he refused having touched me" I said sobbing I could stop sobbing for sure.

"What?" she asked in anger.

"Yes and then he began to insult me, saying I was a whore and I had been sleeping around and he even went as far as having pictures of me being naked as he promised to tell everyone he could of how loose I was Keegs" I cried even more as I began to stutter, I couldn't bring out a coherent word my entire body was shaking.

She held me and I felt warm but I could not be able to talk and she stopped me from talking anymore.

"Don't bother, but have you told Lucas about this?" she asked me.

My heart shattered, I couldn't tell Lucas, what would I tell him? How do I begin to explain to him that I had a past like that?

"I can't tell him that how would he see me?" I asked as I shifted from where I was seated.

"I know that everything that is happening is wild and you think Lucas wouldn't be able to handle it but I want you to know that you can be able to tell him and he would help you out, that punk needs to be thought a lesson, he just shouldn't come here and threaten you or have his way with you," she said.

It made sense to me but how do I start that kind of conversation with him? We just became official two weeks ago and he had fought a lot of fights for me and now how was I going to do that?.

"Won't it be weird?".

" No, it can never be weird I tell you, everything would be fine don't be like that my love, remember I am always here for you" she consoled me and I couldn't have prayed for any better friend than she.

"Do I tell him immediately or what?" I asked I just wanted to know when it was that I was going to tell them and how I was going to tell him and how I would begin.

"Everything would be fine my love," she said.

"Now tell me how did you enjoy your marking ceremony?" I asked her

I just had to make sure the atmosphere changed.

"Oh come see my mark" she happily showed me the two canine marks on her neck.

"This is beautiful, did it hurt you so much?" I asked her wondering how it felt having those canines deep into her skin.

"It pinched a bit you know how it is when you go for a hospital checkup that's what happened, he was so sweet to me and gentle as he carried me to our room that night and then many things began to happen you know" she started asking if I understood why she was meaning.

"Hush Keegs, I don't want to have to hear of your lovemaking spree with Cruise," I said laughing because of course having to hear of that was going to make me star struck.