Chapter 52: Aurora P.O.V
His teeth sunk into my breast and I could feel everything that he felt and most of it wasn't good. Unlike Levi or even my dear sexually driven mate Lucas he wasn't escatic about the idea of marking me. Everything that I could feel was about how this could affect the pack and what the council could do the pack now that there was no 'available' Alpha here that they could have potentially married off their daughters or grand-daughter's too. He genuinely wanted to make me happy but he cared more about the needs of the pack and that hurt. He pulled his canines out of my chest and scrambled to get off but hey I couldn't because in my horny state I let them handcuff me.
"Lucas, get these off of me, now." I ordered, trying not to show how much he hurt me with his stupid, twisted way of thinking. How the hell could anybody care more about a pack then the needs of his mate? Why didn't he care more about me? I'm sure that it's selfish and not the right way for a luna to think but I always thought a mate would put you first. That a mate's sole purpsoe in life was meant to put each other first, to love each other first, to think of each other as the first and last thing before bed. Was I just that unlucky. Liam sat up and then lifted my body so I was in a sitting position. Lucas walked over and unlinked the cuff's, "Thank you." I whispered, trying not to show any emotions that I might be feeling because of the asshole next to me.
I grabbed my dress and slipped back into it with no regard for the underwear or the shoes lying on the floor and ran out of the room.Levi chased after me and grabbed my arm, "What did you feel?" he asked, worried about me.I shook my head, "He cares more about the pack then he could ever care for me." I snapped, jerking away from Levi and running to his room. They never actually gave me my own room so I had nothing of my own, no where of my own to run to when they fuck up.
I wish I had a mom. I wish I had my sister. I couldn't talk to either of them about this situation but at least I could run to them and give them a hug like I desperately needed instead of sitting in one of my mate's room alone and hoping that I will find a way out of this. I shook my head, I have two mates that love me more than anything. Why am I beating myself up just because it isn't a three for three situation. I thought that if Liam was ever going to give into me and mark me he would have done it out of a place of love not because he is so freaking worked up sexually and pissed at me that he isn't really sure what to do anymore.
I closed the door to Levi's bedroom and went to the closet. He is probabaly the closest I will ever get to calm, his smell is intoxicating and sweet while being extremely manly all at the same time. I miss him already. I miss lucas too. I wish they could be here with me, but would they even want too. Is that something that is allowed? In a normal mate situation the males normally cuddle with their she-wolves after they go through something but this is different. I'm upset with my other mate because he fucked and mated with me because he was mad while he thought about how mating me would affect the pack negatively. I could always just try it.
' Would you and Lucas be up for a cuddle session.' I whispered, through the mind link for Lucas and Levi.
A few seconds later I heard knocking on the door, each one was slightly different and I smiled. I knew both of those types of knocks. I got up off the bed in my shirt from Levi and opened the door, "Hi." I said, trying to force a smile on my face. Lucas and levi stepped into the room one after another until I was up against the bed, "Do I still get cuddles or just brooding?" I asking covered my chest. I can't help the fact that they are my mates. They do things to my body that I can't control.
"Come on little luna, let's get you into bed." Lucas smiled. It was the cutest, dorkiest smile that I had ever seen and mademy stomach do a jump. Man, these Alpha's are something else.
"I'm guessing you side with your brother then?" I asked, I wanted to know the truth. Maybe I actually did fuck up but I have never done the relationship thing and everything that I had heard about the mate bond until now hadn't been stellar. I wanted to know that no matter what he chose me and he wasn't. I still can't really understand why he would chose not to mark me. The second that I had found out we were mates I wanted to complete the bond. I wanted every single possible werewolf in the area to know that these three were mine. So why didn't he?
Was it my size? Was he embarrassed to be seen with a woman like me? I truly didn't know and I couldn't wrap my head around it. Levi pulled the covers back to his giant bed while he pulled his clothes off, "You know what you did back there was wrong and evil in so many ways, princess." Levi sighed, trying to give me a light lecture without making me feel to bad for what he was saying.
"I think you both need to apologize, personally love." Lucas scratched the back of his head. It's super clear now that I had made both of his brother's uncomfortable by putting them in middle of the fight. I wanted comfort though not to be ganged up on.
"Can I make a deal then?" I said, trying to compromise.