Chapter 17

. But as time goes by, he gets worse and worse. And I do not know how long I can live with him. I want to call him but mama hasn't left yet. I do not want my mama to hear what I'm going to say to him. After a while, my mama said farewell because she said she was going to get some plutocrat transferred by her American swain from America. Yes, she has a swain and the man is veritably kind so I did not expostulate presently. She has also been suffering for a long time since my father left us. " I will go ahead,son.Johnson is so veritably pushy. He wants me to take the plutocrat he transferred right down. I need it too, but I promise I will come back then," mama said. " Alright! Take care, mama " I also said farewell to her. When mama left I was looking at myphone.I dithered to call Ransom again. But I was led by fear. I did not want to hear the hurtful words from him. I do not want to argue with him presently. I just concentrated my attention on my son. I could not take my eyes off him because he really took a picture of his father's face. " Where is your father? Why hasn't he come home yet?" I asked while looking at my baby. " Do n’t worry, baby. Your father will also come home because I know he can not stand you," I added. Suddenly two maids came to deliver food tome.A maid named Beth donated to take care of the baby so I could eat. " I will take care of your baby,Ma'am. Eat now," Beth said gently. " Oh! I can do it," I refused. "Ma'am, we will be scolded if you have not eaten because of our negligence," Beth responded calmly. " You aren't neglecting me. I'll take care of mama and pater

," I said to her with a smile. "Ma'am, I am soliciting you," she prayed me. " Alright. I am going to eat and you take care of the baby," I answered. I sat across from the table and ate. But I still could not take my eyes off of my son. He looked at me veritably keenly while Beth was carrying her. " My son is really cute. I noway get tired every time I see her, Beth," I said with a smile. " Perfect combination of your faces, Sir,Ma'am," Beth replied with a smile. I smiled at what she said and felt a exhilaration. I do not know why I was thrilled to hear that. But suddenly Ransom came to my mind. Where is he? Why did not he indeed call? Why hasn't he come home yet? I want to hear from him himself that the woman I talked to is just lying. I just soughed while looking at my phone. I wanted to call her but I knew we'd just fight. I formerly know his geste

and I know he really wants to hurt me with his hurtful words. " Where is Sir Ransom,Ma'am?" Beth asked curiously. " Ahm, still busy at work," I prevaricated. Indeed though the verity is that I do not know where my hubby is. But indeed so, I still hope that he'll get home. I know that his heart will also soften especially when he sees Baby Yumi. A many moments latterly, someone knocked on the door of my room. I snappily uncurled myself up and stood up to open the door. I hoped it was Ransom. I took a deep breath before turning the doorknob.And My mama in law appeared in front of me. " Hi Camilla! Where is the baby? Can I carry her? ” she asked with a smile. " Yes, come in, mama " I answered with a smile. When she entered, she incontinently approached the baby and carried it in her arms. It was so beautiful to watch the two people that have been a part of my life. And I was surprised when Beth suddenly asked her about Ransom. I wanted to cover this girl's mouth with tape recording. Beth was really curious and I was embarrassed by her question to my mama in law. " Why hasn't Sir Ransom come home yet, Madam?" Beth asked. She was silent for a moment and she looked at me before she spoke. " Ahm, busy at work but he'll come home soon," she replied with a smile that was obviously forced. " I formerly answered that question of yours, Beth," I said. " Ahm, yes,ma'am. I am sorry if I am too curious," Beth apologized. " It's fine, but coming time you will be tattling," Ransom's mama responded forcefully but calmly. " Just kidding!" she tried to smile. Suddenly the door opened and we were both surprised when Ransom appeared in front of us. As usual, this man lowered again. He looked at me seriously and turned to his mama and tried to smile. " Eventually, you ’re then now! “ his mama said. " Yes, mama . You saw that I am then so are you happy now?" he asked with a smile but his face showed signs of being forced and obviously bothered. He approached his mama and kissed her on the impertinence and said farewell to take a shower. I just soughed and felt sad. He did not indeed carry the baby or indeed look at her face. Is his heart really that hard? Our child isn't at fault then. In fact, it was his fault because he took advantage of my drunkenness at that time. The fact that he was also drunk wasn't enough for me. His mama looked at me and I tried to smile at her. I do not want her to notice or see that Ransom and I aren't okay. I also know that she loves her son toomuch.And I know that his father is the only bone

who criticizes his miscalculations. A many moments latterly, Beth's phone chimed. Ransom's father was calling and was looking for my mama in law. Mommy said farewell to me and left. I took baby yumi and carried her in my arms. Beth was just smiling looking at me so I asked her why she was smiling. " I noticed you were smiling earlier. Why, Beth?" I asked. " It's delightful to look at you. One of my dreams is to have a child,Ma'am" she replied with a smile. " Uhm, that will come to you too, Beth. Right now you are still youthful. How old are you?" I asked. " 19 times old,Ma'am," she answered. Beth is a working pupil. Ransom's family allowed her to work in order to support her studies and also help her parents. Because their life in the fiefdom is so delicate, her parents can not go to shoot her toschool.I know that because they talked about it in the history. " Of course,Ma'am. I'll really prioritize my studies. I do not indeed have a swain yet, hehe!" she said with a smile. " That is good," I replied. " I did not suppose that baby Yumi would come into my life. For me, she's a blessing that I did not ask for but came. I am so veritably blessed to have my son, Beth," I said to Beth with a smile. Beth smiled at what I said. I really can not ask for anything further than to raise my son well and see her grow up. I'll do everything for her and I only wish that her Father and I can get on well. A many twinkles latterly, Beth said farewell because she said she had commodity differently to do. She promised to come back soon but I did not shoot her back. " I will just call you when I need you. Rest first, Beth," I calmly told her. She thanked me profusely before leaving the room. While I was staying for Ransom to come out of the restroom. I was allowing of what to say because I did not know how to deal with him. Our life is different now because Baby Yumi is then and I do not want her to witness our fight.