Chapter 25

I immediately approached her because I felt pity as a woman. She was crying so I hugged her tightly. I said goodbye to Alpha so that we would go out first so I could talk to her. I invited Romania to the Tower to breathe.She also got fresh air to make her calm down.

"Come with me so you can feel better," I said softly.

"Alright, thank you" she was still crying. 

When we arrived at the tower, I heard her breathing deeply. She was sobbing from crying and I caressed her back. I make her feel that everything will be okay.

"Just cry until you feel better," I said calmly.

"I know it hurts a lot because I've been through the death of a loved one. It's so painful that you just want to sleep and never wake up," I added.

"It's so painful, Anastasia. It's so painful because Dylan and I have many more plans. I want to start a family with him. But why did the Goddess take him back from me right away? Why?!" she asked me, crying.

I can't answer right away because I don't know the answer either. I don't know the answer why my parents were taken away from me too early. I only know one thing and that's only one person who caused all that and that is the merciless Alpha.Fate is unfair is really unfair to me.

"We can't control everything, Romania. All we can do is accept reality.There are times when time really tests us, so you should always be strong," I advised her.

"Why does everything have to happen? Why Dylan? Why not the others?!"she said emotionally.

"It was his destiny. He was destined to die that night. And I know it hurts you so much that he was suddenly left in the air. But there is nothing we can do because even though we have many questions as to why, we can't get back the things we lose," I answered.

I feel the pain she feels at that time. I feel so sorry but I can't do anything. The only thing I can do is listen and talk to her.

"Do you think Dylan will be happy to see you like that?" I asked.

"Don't be discouraged, Romania. You're not alone because I'm like you, but we have to move on with life," I answered.

"I will only remain silent when justice is done for his death!"she said emphatically.

I was very surprised to hear that from her. I could see myself in her at that time.

“But Alpha Ashton did nothing! He didn't do anything,Anastasia!” he said emphatically and emotionally.

I gasped at what she said. I stroked her back and calmed her down. I promised her that I would help her get justice too.

She smiled at what I said and hugged me tightly. After a while we decided to go back inside the castle to rest.

When I entered the room I was still thinking about Romania. I understood where that pain was coming from. I felt her desire to get justice for her husband's death .I took a deep breath before lying on my bed. I was just staring at the ceiling at that time.

"Let go of me!!!" I shouted.

I tried to free myself from the rope that was tied to me. While mom and dad were mercilessly murdered by the Alpha in front of me.The Alpha smiled and looked at me and laughed loudly. His hands were bloody while laughing like a demon and I was very shocked and screamed at what he did.

I could clearly see how he beheaded my parents. I screamed at what he did and woke up from that bad dream. I was very surprised when Alpha Ashton's face appeared in front of me and I slapped him strongly. He was very surprised by what I did. My knees were shaking and my whole body was full of sweat.

"Are you okay? Did you have a bad dream?" he asked worriedly.

"Why are you here?!" I asked him firmly. 

"I'm sorry. But I've been knocking for a while and you didn't open the door for me. The door was open so I went in and I found you sleeping," he explained.

"I'm already sleeping, right? Why are you still disturbing me?!" I said annoyed.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean it," he apologized. 

I held my breath and was very surprised when he suddenly hugged me. Anger built up in my heart while remembering that dream. I wanted to kill him right away to end everything.But I know It's not the right thing to do.

My fists were only clenched at that time because of anger. I wanted to hurt him again and again and it disgusted me to think that the man who hugged me was the one who mercilessly murdered the my family.He needs to suffer and pay for everything he has done. So even though I want to kill him, I prefer to torture him first and make his life miserable with me.

I will spin him in my palms until he goes crazy to me and when that happens, I slowly see him suffering until he dies.

I promise myself that he will become miserable.

 When he let go of hugging me. We looked at each other and I immediately took back what I said to him.

"I'm sorry, Alpha. I shouldn't have reacted like that. I just had a really bad dream," I said softly.

"It's okay.Anyway,What is your dream, Anastasia? May I know?" he asked.

"I dream about my parents. I saw how they were murdered mercilessly but I don't remember the events," I lied.

I heard him breathing deeply and caressing my back. He held my fist that had been closed earlier and he looked at me.

 "Just relax, Anastasia. I'm just here and I won't leave you, okay?" he said calmly.

I held his chest as I looked at him seductively.

"What if I will kill you now?" I said in my mind.

I heard him breathing deeply because of what I did. He shook his head at me and stopped my hand.

"Just don't,please," he said.

But I still didn't stop caressing his chest.And he was very surprised when I pulled him closer to me. I was really shaking with anger at that time. But I still tried to calm myself down. I immediately kissed him hard and he didn't let go.I kissed him hard and slowly took off my bra.

Suddenly I remembered my bad dream. His demonic face that mercilessly murdered my parents .My kiss became more violent and I guess he didn't notice it because he was just going along with me. But when I smelled something strange about him, my heart suddenly beat faster for reasons I can't explain.And I tried to fight it but I couldn't do it so I suddenly pushed him away from me.

"I'm sorry, Anastasia," he apologized innocently. 

"What's that smell!" I said in my mind.

He immediately stood up and apologized but I pushed him away from me. I begged him to leave me alone because I wanted to rest. I couldn't really understand what I was feeling when I smelled the strange smell coming from him.

The next morning I woke up early and  decided to go to the forest. I chose to leave the castle. I didn't disturb him anymore after what happened last night. I wanted to be alone and think about how to carry out my plans.

While I was walking, I felt hungry. I remember that I had just left without even eating. I endured the hunger I felt but while I was walking I saw a Deer. I smiled at what I was thinking and I attacked without hesitation because of hunger.The wolf inside me grew stronger every time I drank blood and ate the organs.