Chapter 138 Chapter 138
Chapter 138 Chapter 138
ALINA'S POV
"You!" I snapped, boiling now. "You are so disrespectful. So disrespectful, I have never seen anyone as audacious and unreasonable as you!"
"Reasonable?" He picked apart, "I should call you that but I haven't, and you dare to call me it first??"
"You had a girlfriend!" I let out, loud. "You had a full blown girlfriend, a Fiancée, and you dare- you dare to call me unreasonable. You pulled this stunt today, you're here right now, and I'm the one unreasonable?? You need a mirror, Sir!"
His smiles fell instantly, aura changing. Pissed.
Good!
That makes both of us then! He already made me mad, he had no right to be calm here!
"You're the one that pulled that stunt that night. What was the meaning of that, Alina??"
"The meaning of what exactly?" I retorted, turned, facing him fully. Still seated, both of us. Arguing from a distant. "I only did what was right, informed the poor girl what a mess you are. You're admitting this meeting is you retaliating, aren't you?"
"Retaliating? If I wanted to retaliate, you wouldn't even be able to stand it!"
"Yes! You're right, I wouldn't be able to stand your petty gestures, moving around Oxygen with a woman on your arm, getting in the news and announcing to all that you have a fiancée while still fooling around in secret with your ex!"
He paused. Smirked, then said, "Oh so, you're jealous?"
"What?" I frowned,
"You're-
"You're out of your mind." I cut him off, sharp. Glared now more than ever. "What nonsense are you saying?"
"You're jealous!" He declared even more , rising to his feet now. Smiling. Laughing. "That's what this is all about. All your drama! You're jealous. That's why you immediately left that big, not following up with our plans or even responding to my texts. That's why you've been all stand off shit and acting crazy!"
"You're delusional!" I let out, rising on my feet too. Pulse unsteady, breath..."You're crazy. How can you even say something like that? Me? Jealous. Of who? For whom???"
He laughed. Coming over, "You-
"Stay away from me!" I snapped, moving away. Putting more distance between us.
"Did you want it to be you?" He asked, taunt. "All those things you heard...were you mad it wasn't you? That it wasn't you I was going around with, going out with, taking pictures, talking to people-
"Stop. Stop saying it," I warned, glared. "You're out of your damn mind if you think that I want you, that I still want you. I don't. I didn't, and I will not, you two timer!"
I sat back down then. Huffing and pulling myself together, scolding that I even let him get under my skin and get a reaction out of me.
The rain still fell outside. Heavy. Loud against our ears if the entire building wasn't soundproofed like he said.
And there he stood. Stood a quarter half towards me, staring at me. No words. Then he said something,
"I never planned it."
"What?" I turned, "You never planned what?"
"I never planned on anything, everything that happened between us." He explained, tone serious. Expression lacking smiles again. If I didn't know, I would think he was...sincere.
"I never planned on using you, I didn't use you." He said. "It all just happened. From the start you- you just came out of nowhere! You intruded my life, my head, my mind, you moaned my name in your sleep, you kissed me!"
"W-w- what?" I stood up again, flabbergasted. "You- you're blaming this on me? This is my fault?"
"It is nobody's fault." He said, "We're just two people fate seems to be playing games with."
Pfft!
What was this one saying? Fate. Games. Since when did he use such words and with such expressions on his face??
I breathed, steadied myself. Then sat back down. Again. The hundredth time now, trying to keep my composure!
"Let's just stop talking about all of this. Just forget it."
"And if I can't?"
What?
"You have no right to say that, you have a fiancée." I reminded him, hot.
"This is all your fault." He switched, glared. Jaw tight with irritation. My eyes staring as he switched moods. "You caused all this. Where did you come from?? I was fine before you showed up as some damn Consultant."
"You're the one that insisted me on the job." I said to him, "I didn't want to come here. You made me. Now you say it like it's my fault." I scoffed. Turned away from him. Settled.
Silence in the air. A moment passed. More moments passed, my eyes turned over to him then. Seeing him right at the spot he was.
"What are you doing?" I asked, exasperated at this point. "I don't like the way you're looking at me. Go stand somewhere else, do something else." He stepped forward instead. Like he didn't just hear me say to move.
"I said somewhere else, not straight at me." I pointed out shakily, but he only came closer. Steps growing bigger, and bigger, covering more distance. Every stride more impressive, intentional than the last!
"W-w- what are you doing?" I breathed, choked as he came up close. My heart rate spiking up like crazy, throbbing loud in my own ears and just then!
"This is your fault." He grabbed and kissed me blatantly. Crashed his smooth lips and hot mouth against my own. My heart flared. Mouth parted open from shock, but that was all the opportunity he needed. He held my neck close, angled my face up at him, crashing and colliding his mouth against mine.
My senses crashed.
My mind crashed. All sensible thoughts...they all vanished as I melted into that very moment. Not realising as I held back onto him, my arms wrapping like a vice across his neck, his hair. He pushed in more, pushed me against the table behind and without warning things got rough. So damn rough...so damn fiery rough that all my skin lit up, my nerves, the hairs on my pores, they all stood up in attention as I gave into that very beast clawing it's way out of him.
Hands touched everywhere. Felt everywhere, everything soft and hard, I moaned. Moaned and threw my head backwards! Shivered as I ripped into his clothes too, his hand lifted my thighs high up, going in and meshing with the fabric of my panties.
Hot.
So fucking hot.
I was ready to lose it all. Take everything and give everything without a single straight forward reasoning! But just then-
"Boss!"
A heavy knock came on the glass. "Boss!"
I gasped, ripped myself apart from him, eyes moving to the glass walls instantly. Finding Jordan. A dark, gloomy Jordan.
"Jesus!" I jumped up, jumped off the table, his body providing a shield immediately.
The freaking walls were glass and transparent meaning... meaning he saw everything. Saw us, saw me almost half naked and this bastard's hand halfway underneath my skirt!
"Shit. Shit, Alina." I scolded heavily in my head, embarrassment and shame coiling around me like blanket.
No need to stay here. No need to hide, it'll only make things worse.
"The car's ready, boss. A cab's waiting too."
A cab.
My cab!
He called a cab- that's what he's been doing all these while this bastard hadn't left??
He made him do it??
I looked up at him, feeling all sorts, his green eyes soft and digging into mine. But I didn't have time for this. His staff was literally looking at us right now!
"Excuse me," I hurriedly grabbed my purse, pulled the rest of my skirt in place, blouse skipping a few buttons as I rushed out. Rushed away from his side, headed to the door and then out!
Stepping under the rain like that. Anything was better than standing there knowing Jordan had seen everything.
"Going?" The cab honked at me, I ripped his back door open. Getting inside as quickly as the embarrassed soaking wet idiot like me would.
But still, one question remained on my mind.
"What the hell just happened??"