Chapter 169 Absolutely
POV Sebastian:
“You’re beautiful,” she says. I look at her face bathed in moonlight and swallow hard. She only thinks I’m beautiful because she can never see herself through my eyes.
“You’re beautiful, pepper.”
“I love when you call me that.” I kiss the palm of her hand.
“You’re the sweetest man I’ve ever met. Never change, Sebastian. Not for anyone.”
“I won’t.”
I hold her hair and gently move it to the left, exposing her neck. I kiss her skin, feeling her pulse against my lips. I touch her back, caressing her, sliding my hand up and down her soft skin. She smiles at me; I smile back. With my thumb, I massage her lower lip and soon feel her tongue wet it. Her eyes are living flames lighting the night. Her smile hypnotizes me; her eyes bring me to my knees.
“You’re perfect,” I say, holding her breasts.
I lower my head and draw one nipple into my mouth, sucking slowly, enjoying her soft gasps. I’m in no hurry to adore her—I want to do everything slowly, calmly, to stretch our connection for as long as I can. I switch breasts, circle my tongue around the hard tip, lift my head, and her eyes are locked on me. I smile and take more, sucking hard, making her mouth open as low moans escape her lips.
“Sebastian.”
Her body rocks back and forth, making the friction between us perfect. I scatter kisses over her body and soon reach her mouth. I move quickly, switching our positions and leaving her beneath me. Her eyes become witnesses to everything I do to her body, just as her words become the sweetest pleas to hear right now.
I stick out my tongue and trace a wet line from between her breasts to below her navel. I grip the sides of her pants and pull them down her legs along with the lace panties. I open her to me and, for a few seconds, admire her arousal spilling from her pussy toward the cleft of her ass. I lick my lips, already imagining her taste on my tongue. Looking at her, I lower my mouth to her sex, feasting on her slick, losing myself in her scent.
“Heaven,” I moan in appreciation. “Your pussy is heaven.”
I suck with more focus, wanting to get drunk on her taste. Maya moans, dazed, her body becoming an object of worship for my mouth. When I notice the subtle spasms in her body, I slide two fingers inside her and slowly suck her hard clit, giving her her orgasm. Her hand grabs my hair and presses my face to her pelvis. I keep licking and sucking everything she gives me, too lost in her scent, too addicted to her taste.
“Sebastian, don’t stop. Please, don’t stop,” she begs, and I love the desperation in her voice.
I sink my fingers deeper, doing my best to touch her in the place that will unravel her into moans. My hand soon gets wet, my fingers swimming in her arousal. I speed up, making her scream and surrender to the pleasure I’m giving her.
“Sebastian, I need you inside me,” she asks, and I feel like the luckiest man in the world to have this incredible woman wanting me with the same fervor I want her.
I haven’t had sex in months; I can’t even remember the feeling of being inside the warm body of a woman. Everything that happened blocked my human needs. I tied my pain and my broken heart to it all. For a while, I believed I’d never be with another woman again—but here I am, before the most incredible and crazy woman I’ve ever met, the woman who makes me feel special, who makes my heart race just knowing I’ll see her every morning.
Being with Maya lets me be whoever I want, without comparing myself to my brothers, because she makes me certain she likes me as I am. Her free way of being loosened the bonds around my heart. I’d give anything for her to be my woman, but I couldn’t have her just for myself—not when my brothers feel the same way.
There will be no tomorrow for us, but I’m content with today.
I stand and unbutton my pants, letting them fall to the floor. Maya’s eyes light up, admiring my body. I pull off my boxer and smile as she licks her lips at the sight of my erection. My face heats up imagining her sucking my cock. I stroke slowly, contemplating her body that aches for mine.
“Sebastian, come.”
“I like seeing you beautiful and naked, begging,” I say, spreading the drool along my shaft.
Her eyes follow every movement, and I enjoy keeping her attention fixed on every little thing I do. I crouch and pull a condom from my pants pocket, tear the foil, and pause when I see Maya propped on her elbows with a provocative smile on her lips swollen from my kisses.
“Did you plan to bring me here, Sebastian?” My face heats up, but I smile.
“Absolutely. I did.”
I roll the condom down my shaft and lie over her, kissing her mouth until she forgets anything that isn’t the two of us. I guide my erection to her entrance and, looking into her eyes, I push inside her. The heat of her pussy welcomes me, sending shivers through me. I open my mouth and let out breaths of pleasure. Watching her, I increase the rhythm of my hips, making her moan my name and pulse around my cock.
“Perfect. You’re fucking perfection, pepper.”
I attack her mouth and lose myself in the woman who didn’t just free my heart—Maya freed all my torments and uncertainties. I don’t know what my life will be without her, but I know exactly what it would have been if I’d never met her—and it would have been sad and bitter.
“Sebastian, I—”
I deepen the kiss, not wanting to hear her confession. I wouldn’t be able to hear it and not return it. It would be impossible to let her go after confessing that I love her too. Because that’s what I feel for the crazy redhead who walked into our lives—love.
I continue our connection, swallowing her pleas along with her moans, and when our release finally comes, I look into her eyes, showing everything I can’t put into words.
I love you, pepper.