Chapter 16 Hiding the truth part 2
What's gotten into him? But I like it!
"No thanks, I'm not a baby. Give me that." I said while waiting for my food.
"Nope, I will feed you. Say ah..." He said while putting a spoon, full of foods in my mouth.
It's awkward but I'm loving the feeling!
"That's so many! I can't eat all of that." I said annoyed.
He will kill me by choking!
"Love, why you're so cold? Are you having your menstruation? He asks but I know that he is teasing me. He's going to laugh but he forces not to open his mouth.
"Can't you give me a peace of mind?" I wanted him to stop so that I can relax.
But to know Lance us the most stubborn man alive!
"I'm sorry Love, but what happened earlier, I think makes me crazy! Just what happened to you for the past 6 years?" He asks worriedly.
And here he comes again! Asking none stop questions. I don't like to tell him the truth because he will continue to pursue me and I don't want the twins to cry if our family will be broken.
Or let us say, the family that I created for them, will be broken.
I think they will be devastated and sad if it will happen.
I want a happy family for them. They are my life!
"I told you that I will not answer a private question. It's my life and I don't want to share it." I told him with determination in my words.
But this time he is not laughing anymore. He is seriously looking at me.
I know that he felt hurt by my harsh words. But I rather choose for us to feel hurt than the cute twins.
"What did you say? How many times that I will tell you. I WILL FIGHT FOR YOU UNTIL THE END! And that's final Nathalie. I will fight!" He said with finality.
He's fcki'n serious.
"How? If from the very beginning you are a LOSER!" I also emphasize those words.
For him to wake up in the fantasy world that he is trying to create for both of us.
And he felt hurt even more.
I'm sorry Lance. You need to stop fighting!
"Who told you that I will be the loser? Mark my words Love. I will win you, by hook or by crook... By guns or by hands... I will win you!" Then he grabbed and kiss me aggressively.
I struggled from his grip but he won't let me go.
But I felt like I'm in heaven upon hearing what he said.
If only I knew it before, that he will love me like this and will fight for me no matter what.
I will never run and left him.
But how can I fight for him? If the two of us fight, many people will cry because of us.
And I don't want to destroy my twins' happiness.
I'm confused and my head is aching.
Meeting Lance again will surely kill me in the end.
But I'm weak, I can't resist his charm. I'm addicted to his scent and my body will only respond with him.
There's no other man. Only him...
I kiss him back. And forget everything!
I only want him for now...
Only him...
I kiss him hungrily and aggressively.
Our tongues fight until both of us are panting and catching our breaths.
"Let's go to our private room," Lance whispered in my ear seductively and carry me to where that room is located.
And fire flares up and desire light up. And we both Ignites, Fighting for the lust that is difficult to turn down especially if the both of you have feelings for each other.
Wait...
Did I say feelings?
Am I loving him for the past 6 years?
I thought that it was all lust!
But this time my heart is aching and shouting for his name.
It needs to die down or else fire will always flare-up.
But for now...
We are both hungry indeed. But not for food. We are hungry for each other... After those 6 years of longing, we finally are united.
Yes, I'm a sinner...
But God knows what happened.
As of now, I can't tell Lance the whole truth. I just can't hurt the people that surround us. Especially my cute adorable little twins.
What will be our future?
I don't know but I hope that God will not be cruel to me again and will give me a happy ending this time.
But I know that it's very impossible to happen.
No matter what, at least this time I will never leave him as long as I can.
But there's always a but and fears! There's a lot of what ifs too.