Chapter 29

Tyler

I stood up from my desk in my home office and hit it. Damn it, she always got the good guys. I am not a good guy. I don't even think I am good enough for her. She is so pretty, sexy, hot and smart. So perfect.

When I thought I had the chance since she broke up with her boyfriend, she was asked on a date. And she said yes, damn the guy and damn her too.

I thought if I told her how I felt, she might reject me cause she just got out of a relationship. But I was wrong, she wasn't really sad about her breakup.

I wanted to really kiss her yesterday night when we were watching a movie. I was still happy a little, since we cuddled but that's not what I want. I want her in my arms always. I want her underneath me...

Screaming my name...

Begging me to give it to her...

Raise my kids up with her...

I don't even know if she has feelings for me other than friendship. I sighed and flopped down on the chair. I am just wondering how my kids would look like when they arrive. They are coming to this world in less than three weeks. They definitely will be gorgeous, their mother is, I must admit.

I am sure you know the woman I am talking about, and if you don't know, it's Techna Winters.

Well, surprise, surprise. I think I have liked her since we were kids. Yeah, I liked her at middle school and since I thought I liked Melissa the feelings just got hidden somewhere in my heart and now it has resurfaced.

At first when we met again at her interview after we slept together, I didn't really take a likening to her because of how she treated Melissa at middle school or how Melissa said Techna treated her.

And I am thinking Melissa just made a fuss and lied about it.

I know I treated her badly at first, but when I found out she was pregnant with my kids, I took her in and cared for her and my babies. I am not really the bad guy. I am still angry at myself for not protecting one of the triplets.

I let a tear fall and I sniffed. I am not the type that cry, but damn it, loosing my child was painful.

I still think I am not good enough for Techna. She might not even like me in that way and I am in the mafia, and because of that she might be in the danger, my other babies might be in danger too. I need to add to the security.

If and only if I get a chance to tell her how I feel, I think I would just tell her and let it off my chest because I need to let it out. Even if she doesn't feel the same way, even if that will hurt so much.

I think I sound like a woman right now and I don't care.

"Hey bro. What got you thinking? Or who? " I scowled at Troy and flopped back down on the chair.

"What do you want, Troy? Make fun of me again? Let me be, man. " I shoved him away.

"No can't do." He took a seat right next to me. "So is it about Techna? "

I groaned and looked away. "Leave me alone or I punch your nuts. "

"So it's about her then? You love her don't you? "

Maybe it's time to let it out now. I sighed and looked at my brother, we were so much alike. "I wouldn't say love, but I know I like her a lot."

"Bingo! "Troy fist bump the air like a child getting video games as gifts. "Since ages, Tyler. So what's up now? Have you told her? "

"No, I don't think I can. " I shook my head.

"Why not? "

"I am not good enough for her, Troy. I am in the mafia, dangerous. She doesn't even like me in that way. " I sighed and ran my fingers around my hair frustrated.

"You don't get to decide that, bro. I know she likes you, and you better tell her before its too late."

"It's too late. "

"Why do you say that, you haven't..."

"She went on a date with a guy, a week after she broke up with Jake. " I said almost in anger. I feel like punching the guy's face.

"You can still tell her. She is the one that will decide what she wants..."

My phone rang and I saw it's one of my security men that guards Techna. I swear if anything happens to her and my babies... "Yes?! "I snapped.

What I heard made me widened my eyes and they turned to rage. My heart broke into million pieces at the same time. "Contact the other units! I mean right now! " I ended the call and threw my phone across the room.

"What happened Tyler?... Fucking tell me what happened, damn?!

"Techna has been kidnapped."

I threw my fist at the wall. "And the guy she went on a date with is no where to be found. "