Reagan’s POV
Trigger Warning: contains unwanted sexual intercourse at end of this chapter.
I had closed my eyes, as the obvious lust from these men was not a sight that I wanted to see. I could tell what was going to happen, I am their new toy, and everyone wants to get a chance to play with me. Yes, I get it, I knew what was going on here. That doesn’t make it any easier to deal with mentally. It would have been much better in private, one on one. That would have been the very best outcome for me, but once they saw Aaron get a shot at me, the walls fell down. None of them can contain their lust, and I know for a fact, that I will not be leaving this office without them each getting a shot with me. I will say that Aaron was very good, and the best so far.
Darren wasn’t bad, but it hurt when he slammed right into me. I wasn’t prepared for that to happen, I gave one small moan, and he just drove into me. Like he didn’t have to be gentle with me or care about how much that would have hurt. He was a pretty big guy, everywhere. He should have thought of that before he just rammed into me like that. I was still sensitive from Aaron, and it was not what I would have liked. But once he was in all the way to the hilt, and then started slowly moving, he felt great. He later set a pounding pace, and what really helped was Clive. I could tell that he wanted my first time here to be with him. He made no secret of his wanting me, from the get-go. I had asked him if he could go next, before Darren. But he said no that they were going by ranking. He said as Gamma, he will be my next. Darren was set in stone, with or without my consent before he just dove in. At least Clive asked for permission, that gave him a lot of points. He was a good kisser and it helped to soothe my emotions after what the Beta was doing. It had hurt at first, but Darren eventually set a good rhythm. He was not caring at first if I enjoyed it, or not, but he finally got there. It was because of Clive though, Darren seeing what Clive was doing as he thrust into me, helped.
Let's face it, my enjoying it, would go a long way for any of them. Even Aaron made sure I liked what he was doing to me, and I did, so far he was the best. Clive touching me, had me responding very well to him. It was like he cared, and he wanted me to enjoy what he was doing. I think Darren finally clued in because as Clive went to suck my nipple back into his mouth, Darren worked my clit, and I came screaming. It had felt so good, and my hand that was in Clive’s hair clinched down and pulled on it, and I could see that he responded to that too. He liked it, and I was going to do it again for him, someone has to be in my corner, and I know that Clive was going to be the one. Plus I saw him as he was standing next to me. He was just as big as Aaron was, and I was almost licking my lips in anticipation of being with him.
Clive also was working himself out seeing me get fucked, kissing me made him excited, and I caught his moan in my mouth as he came. I smiled at him when he rose up, he wanted to last for me and knew from his excitement at being able to get with me that he might not. He wasn’t taking any chances on his turn. I saw Darren deliberately bump him as they passed each other, and I didn’t like that, but the room stayed calm, and I guess Darren was just messing with Clive. I also saw that Clive was prepared to clean me up. I appreciated that. Being treated like a piece of meat, or an object to be used, was not a good feeling to have. I could tell that out of the four of them, Clive, and maybe Aaron would be the two that took the best care of me. I needed them too, I needed to be protected, as I was no match against three very angry and jealous she-wolves.
I focused on Clive as he started slowly touching me all over. His hands caressed me as he went. He gave everything attention like he wanted to memorize everything about me. My waist, my arms even, stroking my hands and bringing them to up his lips to kiss. He was trying to seduce me, and I was happy to let him. Other than my true mate, the warrior back in Silver Blade, no one had ever taken the time to touch me like this. To show me that I was cared for, and loved. I was eating it up, and I felt him getting harder and harder against my thigh. Every caress now is causing me to give a gentle sigh, and when he raised my hand up again and kissed the pulse point inside my wrist, I almost melted. Clive continued to touch me, and kiss me. Taking his time to try to seduce me as he went. I loved it, and I was glad about it.
Clive’s hands are great as he caresses my breasts, before dropping his head to lick and suck on them, and my breasts have always been sensitive. He has been the first, other than my mate to notice that too. He doesn’t just want to have sex with me, he wants me. He wants me to enjoy him, as much as he enjoys me, and I have to say that I am very happy about that. He puts thought into this, and he is working me up very well. No one else had even tried to kiss me, which made it more of a business deal, which it really was. I know I should be fully aware that it will probably only be Clive who kisses me, but it made it easier on me, to mentally deal with this situation, with how he was treating me. It is not ideal. I am ashamed of my current status. Nothing can be done about that. Blake wanted me punished, and this is the ultimate punishment, it really is. But Clive was making up for it until his moment was ruined.
“Dude, could you hurry up, what the hell are you doing? She is here for the sole purpose of fucking us and giving us pups. You do not have to try to treat her like you want her to fall in love. I am hard as a rock right now, and I need to cum. Get the hell on with it, or get out of my way” Michael growled out, and we could all tell that his wolf was on the surface. He was about to phase, and I was scared. I dried up in an instant in my fear. Would he attack Clive? What will happen to me here if he did? Goddess, my mouth is dry, and I did not want to sleep with him, I didn’t want that jerk to touch me at all. I have a feeling that he will hurt me, and that he will never wait for me to be ready for him. If his intention was for him to get me pregnant, he needed me to be ready for him. He won’t get very far in me if he doesn’t, but I could care less about having his pups. He is the biggest asshole in the room, which is weird, as he was also the lowest rank.
“Shut the hell up, Michael. We each are getting a turn. I want to take my time and enjoy her. She was enjoying it, and now she isn’t. I will have to start all over again” Clive fired back at Michael.
“She is not your mate. She is not precious, or delicate. She is a strong Alpha she-wolf, and she can take it. Just move, I can get mine, and I can leave you all here to dick around with her as long as you want to. But I am NOT going to stand here with my dick in my hand waiting for another half an hour while you try to seduce someone whose sole purpose here, is to have our pups. It is a waste of your time, and mine. Stop trying to romance her, and just fuck her. Either you do it, or I will” Michael growls back at Clive, and I am scared to keep laying here across the desk. I sat up and turn my back toward Michael. I do not know what is about to happen, but Delta Michael needs to calm the hell down. This isn’t a race, and I am sorry that he is the low man in the unit, but I didn’t choose for this whole thing to happen either, I thought I would get a pass today since I literally just got here. Clive hasn’t taken that long with me, they have all had about 10 minutes or so each.
“Michael, calm the hell down. You will get your turn, but you should be aware that you are not allowed to hurt Reagan. She is not here for you to torment or cause her any pain. If you do hurt her, then you can just go ahead and stay with your girlfriend Jennifer from then on, OK. Calm the fuck down, or we will just be the ones that Reagan has pups for, as you will no longer be allowed to have sex with her. Clive is right, if you don’t get her excited, she will be dry, and it will not feel good for either one of you. Think, before you speak, Michael” Aaron said to him, and he was clearly angry. Aaron was still at the side of the desk and never put his clothes back on. He has been standing here next to me since he got done, almost like he was ready to protect me if he needed to. I appreciated that from him, and I gave him a nod. I am totally Ok with Michael being removed from the group right now. The rest of them will be fine, but something about Michael scares me.
“I have things to do Aaron, can I please go now, before Clive? Goddess, he is acting like she is more valuable than she is. She had an option, she chose to do this herself, rather than die. This was HER choice. Can I please get my turn? Jennifer is screaming at me through the link. She is mad about Reagan being in here with us. Jennifer lives with me, and she has a temper, she is going to tear my house up. You guys know how she is, and she is pissed off right now. I wouldn’t have put it past one of those jealous she-wolves to have come by the office, to try to sense what we were doing. If one of them scented that we had been having sex, they will all three be trying to destroy our stuff right now” Michael told Aaron, and I can see that Aaron knew exactly what the girls in question were willing to do.
“I know what you meant Michael, but Tabitha isn’t allowed in my room. So none of my stuff will be getting torn up, but I see your point. That is just not a good enough reason to be so ugly to Reagan. It is up to Clive if he will allow you to go before him. Just so you know, I wouldn’t. If he won’t, you will either wait, quietly. Or you can leave to go have sex with Jennifer, which should calm her down. Especially if she is so worried about your having sex with Reagan. It is not our fault that none of them have gotten pregnant yet. I am still waiting on my mate, so I have been using protection with Tabitha” Aaron told him. Michael points at me, and we all got his point, clearly, he did not care if he managed to get me pregnant. I can see that Aaron wants to explain himself to Michael now.
“Look, Michael, Reagan is strong, very strong, I can feel it. No regular she-wolf that I have ever met, will be able to produce stronger pups, than Reagan. I cannot tell you all how I happen to know this, it is just a gut feeling for me. But I am willing to change my mind, and let her bear my children too. I may even do it after I meet my mate. I know, I know that she cannot be trusted, hell she roofied my own cousin. I heard what they said, and I will never make her my Luna. But, she has one of the strongest aura’s coming from her, that I have ever seen in a female. Hell, even stronger than some male Alpha wolves that I have met. I know that she will help create some of the strongest pups ever seen. That, in turn, will help us to grow our pack to become much stronger and fiercer than we have ever dreamed. We will be a force to be reckoned with, and with her father’s money, we can grow stronger so much faster than we could on our own. So, Michael, she cannot be harmed. We also need to keep an eye on the jealous she-wolves in the pack too, because they will be gunning for her as well” Aaron said, and I can see all the men relax. They had already made their plans long ago, but they are being put into action now, and they are all very happy about it. Clive and Darren are nodding in agreement with Aaron.
“Reagan is the exception. I want strong pups. One day my pup will take over my pack from me” Aaron growled out to Michael.
I tightened my hands on Clive's neck the moment the words left Aaron's mouth that he could go next. I would prefer to honestly skip Michael altogether, but I know that won’t be happening for me today unless he really messes up. I looked up at Clive, and he said, “Don’t worry beauty. He will not be going before me, it is my turn to be with you.” He gave Michael a glare and started all over again, but this time with a more direct route. Michael kept his mouth shut, but his anger was rolling off of him in waves. I just wanted to be done with today. I want a bath, and then a shower. I do not feel clean anymore, and I don’t know if I will ever feel clean again after all of this, it was a lot to deal with, and I really just don’t want to anymore.
Clive kisses me, and starts to rub my clit with his finger as he kisses me, it feels pretty good. When he tangles his hand up into my hair and keeps me pressed to him, I get up to speed quickly. Clive lets go of my hair and lay's me back down on the desk, I feel his fingers slide into me to test and see if I am ready, and I was. He gives me a smile, and said, "I will take more time with you next time beauty", and starts rubbing his cock up and down my dripping lips, coating himself to make it easier on me. I appreciated his thoughtfulness, and I spread my legs more for him. He kept hitting my clit with the silken head of his cock, and that felt really good. Clive slid into me, and it was perfect, not too hard, and he stilled to let me get used to him. He may even be bigger than the Alpha was. His stroke speed increased, and he pulled me down closer to him. He then leaned forward so that with every stroke it hit my clit, entering and exiting, and I can really deal with this. This feels great.
I felt a mouth latch onto one of my nipples, and I opened my eyes to see Aaron’s head bent down over me. He rose up and let my nipple go with a wet sound. He stayed bent over and then grabbed the back of my neck to give me a kiss, and Clive took that moment to start rubbing and then pulling on my clit. Aaron caught my moan in his mouth as his tongue teased mine. I put my arm around the back of his neck too, so he would know that I wanted more from him. Clive started pounding into me as I let go of Aaron to lean my head back and scream out as I came, clamping down on Clive and he managed to make a few more thrusts into me before he roared out his pleasure to the room. I can see Aaron getting harder right before my eyes, and I know why now, as soon as Michael is done, Aaron is going to close this party out too.
I am going to have to tell them that I cannot do this every day, I am already sore, and very uncomfortable. I am super sensitive, and I hate to feel Clive pulling out of me. That means Michael is coming, I turned my head to look in Michael's direction, to see if he is still mad and out to punish me for things out of my control. I realized when I couldn’t see him, that he had already come around the desk already while Clive was pounding into me, and I didn’t see him. I guess Aaron’s face in front of mine, blocked my view. I wasn’t expecting him to grab the back of my thighs like he did, and then slam into me. He did it even harder than Darren did, but since he was smaller than Darren, it was not quite as bad. I wasn't prepared for him to do that to me, and I screamed out in pain as I was hurting from the last three.
Both Aaron and Clive tensed up at my scream, and Michael was taking his frustration out at having to wait. He was rough, and he was angry looking down at me like he was indeed trying to hurt me. I had thought that this might be OK for me, this situation I was in. I probably would have, if I didn’t have them all coming at me on the same day. Maybe one a day, or something, but not like this, Goddess, never again. I was not enjoying it, and the way he was doing it let me know exactly what he thought about me. I was drying up quickly. I didn’t want this, I didn’t want him, and he still kept going. My drying up on him angered him even more and he roughly reached out and pinched my nipple very hard, trying to get me wet again. But he was too rough there too, and that hurt as well. I am fully miserable now, and I know just how bad my life is soon to be. Right now, some of them care because I am the “new” girl on the block. They all want their turn because of it. But I will lose my shine quickly, especially with this kind of treatment.
I turned my head and focused on looking at the door as I prayed for Michael to go ahead and finish already. I am dry, and already achy down there from being used like this today. Him continuing to thrust into me like he is, is really hurting me, and I know that he cannot be enjoying this either, but yet, he keeps going. I know he is just punishing me at this point, he is mad that he is the lowest rank here and had to go last. Mad that he had to wait so long that his girlfriend is tearing up his place in jealousy. She must suspect that it wasn’t a meeting, and what Aaron had planned to do. I don’t think that he was thinking about his unit seeing him do it, and wanting to get a piece of me too. I kept my eyes trained on the door, and tried to keep my whimper of pain in, but it managed to come out. I just focused on the door, and let the tear fall from my eye. I was hurting, and this was the worst thing that has ever happened to me.
I can feel it when Clive feels my emotions, and he said something to Michael, “You are hurting her. You can’t just jump on someone like that, she needed a little heads up that you were going to slam into her like you did. She is not enjoying this, it cannot feel good for you either.”
“It is my turn, I will do what I want. I think you have forgotten that she is just a party favor. Everyone here can have her. She is not special, and as long as I finish, I am good. I could care less if she does” Michael growled back at him, continuing to thrust into me.
I kept my mouth clamped shut, as I would not let this asshole know how much he is hurting me. I know he is getting close, he is more swollen now than before, and I am praying for it to be over soon. My mind is all over the place, and I swear to the Goddess, that my having to endure this, was all Raven’s fault. I focus my anger on her, if I hadn’t been so desperate, I would have never done the things that I did. Look where I am now, I cannot even look at Michael, or he would see my tears falling from my eyes, and that would make him even happier. I hear him growl out as he releases, and I am glad when he steps back away from me. I do not want to be here anymore. I am sorry for what I did, I wish I could go back to last night, and just be smart enough to stay in my room. Things will have to change here, I cannot take them all ever again, on the same day. I will beg Aaron, and Clive if I have to, for them to help me. But I cannot go through this kind of nightmare again.
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