Her Future

🌿 AURORA 🌿

I met him ,I met Lorenzo after all these time .

It hurts so bad ,I always thought I was ready to meet him one day because all I held in my heart for him is hatred .

Hatred for all the pain he's caused me .

For leading me on and making me believe We had a future together .

" I'll see you soon ,I have a meeting to attend to " Damon said and kissed my forehead.

" Are you okay love ? He asked with concern.

" Yes I'm fine " i said getting on my tiptoes to kiss his lips .

Immediately he left , I went to my room and that's when the weight of emotions rammed me and I burst out crying.

His words and our memories rushed into me ,the pain and I burst into tears .

" I hate you Lorenzo ....I hate you soooooo much "

" Aaaaaaaaaaaahr " I screamed in frustration as I cried .

As I switched on the shower on myself in the bathroom and stood under it ,I cried my eyes out .

Why was he back ? Just when I had life all figured out .

He's back to ruin me again .

What did I ever do wrong ? I wondered as I hugged myself close .

After the time at the bathroom ,. Ordered for an ice pack which I used on my eyes to help with the swell .

I stayed indoors and didn't even join others for dinner .

I was not ready to face Lorenzo again .

No matter how much I tried to pretend like I wasn't effected by the past ,the more it hurts .

" My love " Damon called as he walked into our room .

" Damon " I called sweetly while covered up with the bed sheets .

He got on the bed holding my hands.

The back of his left hand moved to my neck as he checked if I was okay .

" You are burning up pretty bad " he said with concern .

" I'm fine Damie ,I just need to rest maybe I stressed too much with the preparations for our wedding" I said and his eyes softened in my direction.

" Everything is going to go smoothly." He said Carressing my hair and I smiled softly.

" You should rest , have you eaten ? I asked with concern.

" I'm not hungry , ate lunch late " he said and I gestured for him to join me in bed .

He moved close and I cuddled into him .

" You smell nice " I said with a chuckle.

" Ah ,it's a good thing you think so then " he laughed and I blushed .

The next morning ,I joined his mom to check on some stuffs before going to the pack doctor with Savannah to check on her baby .

" I can't wait for the baby to join us ,you and Zain will begin a family together" I said smiling.

" I'm sure it won't be long before you and Damon have your own pups" she said and I just smiled sadly .

We have been trying and I haven't taken in no matter how much we try .

It hurts me because deep down I'm worried about the possibility of not being fertile .

It scares the shit out of me ,so I have ignored the thought for long .

Damon and I have gotten ourselves checked by the pack doctor who assured us that everything was fine with us medically.

If everything is fine with us ,then why can't I have my own baby ?

My eyes stung with tears and I controlled myself , crying in front of Savannah will make her feel Terrible for bringing up the subject .

" Hey baby " Zain Walked over to us as they exchanged kisses which turned into a makeout.

" Really Guys ? I'm still here " I said playfully and they turned to me and laughed playfully.

" Sorry Luna ,I just missed Savannah a lot " Zain said scratching the back of his neck .

" It's okay Zain " i said and walked passed them towards my room .

They're so cute together and their life's are not complicated.

Just the both of them and their baby , so why can't my life be like theirs ? Why is mine filled with pain .

I ignored the stinging feeling and as I walked towards my room ,I bumped into him .

Lorenzo in the halls , he looked different as I took my time to stare at him .

He had a stumble on his jaws now .

Stress lines on his forehead and he had lost a little bit of weight but still managed to look handsome.

I controlled myself and tried to walk passed him as he called .

" Aurora " he called and I stopped on my tracks .

" I ...

We need to talk " he said calmly and I turned with both hands folded against my chest as I stared at him in disbelief.

" Talk ? With you ? I asked pointing at him as I laughed bitterly.

" You must have lost your mind Lorenzo " I spat and made to leave.

" Auro ...Auro Please wait " he held my hand and turned with my hands meeting his cheeks angrily.

His hands moved to the spot where my palms was imprinted .

" We have nothing absolutely nothing to talk about Ren !

" You hurt me ,you broke me into a million pieces "

" Do you have the slightest idea how I nearly died ? Each day ,each breath I took felt like a million knives piercing my heart ....' I trailed as my Voice shook emotionally.

" I spent the nights awake trying to figure out ,where I went wrong . What I didn't do right that made me deserve the shit you put me up with ..."

" And now , now that I have Damon you have come back to ruin me ?

" I'm sorry Aurora I swear ... I can explain. Just please ..." He trailed .

" I don't need to listen to any shit that comes from your mouth get that into your thick skull ! "

" I'm getting married tommorow and will appreciate you stay within your limits . " I spat angrily and made my way towards my room with tears rolling out of my eyes .

How dare he think ,he can waltz his way into my life , leave and come back as he pleases what am I to him ?

A personal play toy or what ? The nerves " I rubbed my forehead Angrily .

TBC