Chapter 30 Chapter Thirty
Something Ryder wants? Ryder hasn’t said anything about that to me. Does he want me to be with him and other guys? Does he want to share me in a relationship?
“Does Ryder want that?” I ask whispering.
Reece nods his head. “We all do baby.”
“Who is all?” I ask feeling unsure.
Reece leans in whispering his breath hot on my neck. “Me, Raikin and Ryder. We have wanted a girl we can share for a long time. We want one girl we can love, kiss, take on dates, share sexual pleasures with and I think you are the perfect girl baby.” He kisses my neck once and I shiver. “Is that something you think you would want baby?”
I don’t know Reece and Raikin, not well anyway. I mean honestly, I don’t really know Ryder either. There is just something about these three guys that makes me want to be with them. I could fall so easily for them. I already fell for Ryder. I am already in love with Ryder. I could see myself falling in love with Reece and Raikin too. I think I could be their girl. I know they would take care of me in all ways sexual and not.
I nod my head slowly. “Yeah, I think I do want that.”
Reece kisses my neck again once, twice, and then a third time before taking my lips in a sweet passionate kiss. I could get used to this. This could make me the happiest girl in the world. Having three incredible boyfriends, three brothers that already know and love each other that aren’t jealous of each other. This could be a perfect relationship.
Reece pulls away giving me a quick peck. “You are incredible baby.”
“Are you sure Raikin and Ryder want this too?”
Reece smiles. “I am very sure. We have wanted this for a long time.”
I pull him into a hug, pulling myself tighter against him. He wraps his arms around me gently rubbing the back of my head. I snuggle into his chest feeling his warmth spreading through me. We stay like that for what feels like an eternity.
Knock, knock, knock. “Come in.” I say, and it’s muffled against Reece’s chest.
“What’s going on here?” Ryder and Raikin say at the same time. Reece and I pull away from each other and I immediately miss his warmth.
Reece smiles winking at me. “We were just getting to know each other.”
I can’t stop the laugh that escapes my mouth. I guess that’s one way to word it. If anything, I learned just as much about Ryder and Raikin as I did about Reece. I wonder when Ryder was planning to tell me that him and his brothers were looking for a communal girlfriend.
Ryder narrows his eyes at me, the corner of his mouth lifting in a small smile. “You guys look comfortable.” Ryder says motioning to mine and Reece’s legs overlapping one another.
Reece smiles at me, and I feel my cheeks heat a little. “We are very comfortable.” I say, looking behind Reece to look in Ryder’s eyes.
Ryder doesn’t look jealous. He doesn’t look mad or upset that me and his brother are all tangled up together. Ryder looks happy and maybe excited. Once thing I know for sure is he is looking at me, like I am the most wonderful thing on Earth, and I will never get over the love and joy I feel from that. I wasn’t one hundred percent sure that he would really be okay with this whole brother and me relationship thing, but now, I am sure.
I scoot back away from Reece a little on the bed, and he helps me untangle my legs from his. Ryder helps me stand up once I am free from Reece. He pulls me against him, wrapping his arms around me in a tight hug. I expect him to kiss me, but he doesn’t, he just holds me. Which feels just as good as any kiss he could have given me.
I lay my face on his chest, his heart beating steadily in my ear. Everything else fades away. Reece and Raikin stay completely silent, and I feel like I could stay like this forever. The only thing that could make it better, is feeling all three of them holding me at one time. “I love you baby.” Ryder says after a few minutes of peaceful silence.
I look up at him, and he kisses my forehead. I give him a warm smile. “I love you too Ryder.”
“Well, that’s no fair, where’s my hug and my I love you.” Raikin says and I look over to see him pouting. His bottom lip sticking out far enough to make his look humorous. I can’t help but laugh, Reece and Ryder join in too.
Raikin stops pouting, his lips turning up in a smile. Ryder let’s go of me, and I walk over to Raikin, pulling him into a hug. Raikin pulls me tight against his body, and I love the feel of his hard chest against my cheek.
He shouldn’t expect an I love you, at least not yet. I know I could love him, but I have only known him for a day. I need time to get to know him better, I need time to get to know all three of them together as a unit. Especially if this relationship thing is going to work.
He kisses the top of my head, and I smile against his chest. They are all sweet, in their own ways. They look so much alike, they could honestly pass for triplets if you didn’t know any better. I can’t wait to get to know them all better as individuals, and together.
Raikin pulls away and I smile at him, kissing his cheek before turning to face Ryder and Reece who are both sitting on my bed. They both smile at me. “Can I ask you guys something?” I ask looking at each of them.
They all nod their heads. “Of course, baby, ask us anything.” Ryder says looking directly into my eyes.
I take a deep breath, trying to get my courage up. I know Reece says they all want to be with me, but how do I ask for confirmation and then admit that is something I want. It sounds selfish wanting three guys, three brothers to be exact to all be mine. When they only get me in return. Now that Reece mentioned it though I don’t think I could get the thought out of my head if I tried.
They are all staring at me, waiting patiently for me to ask my question. Reece I’m sure has already guessed what I am going to say or ask, but he isn’t rushing me. “I, well, me and Reece were talking earlier. We were actually playing truth or dare, and we talked about something, that I just want to ask you guys to be sure it is something you want.” I start, my voice more confident than I currently feel.