Chapter 27 Chapter Twenty-Seven
\-Lilly's POV-
Before I came here, I had never had a boyfriend. I mean not a real boyfriend. I had a guy that asked me out, he took me on a couple of dates and we kissed a few times, held hands some but we never did anything else. I don’t even think he ever touched my butt. I had never had so much attention from any guys at any of my previous schools. All of my friends were girls, not that I had a ton of friends to begin with.
I don’t know when I changed, or maybe I was always like this and just didn’t know. Maybe my mom’s sluttiness is genetic. Something about me is different. Moving here, spending time with and getting so much attention from Ryder, Logan and the other guys woke something inside me and now I don’t know how to turn it off.
I don’t even know what that was earlier with Ryder and Raikin. The flirting and touching during the movie got me worked up. Raikin kept touching me, his body heat setting my skin on fire, as if I wasn’t wearing any jeans at all. Reece kept staring at me, with the most intense dark eyes, studying my body. It was like I could feel his stare burning across my skin and I just couldn’t take it anymore.
After the movie was over, the questions they asked the things they said. My mind and body were overwhelmed, I felt like I was my body was on over drive. I had to get away from them. I needed a little space to breathe, to calm down. Then Ryder brought the food to me and just seeing him got me hot and bothered all over again. I couldn’t stop myself. I had to touch him; I needed to feel him in me.
How did I get myself into this situation? When did I become the kind of girl that liked being fucked by one guy and watched by another? After sucking Ryder’s cock, I wasn’t expecting him to fuck me. I didn’t even know he could recover that fast.
Then he picked me up, started kissing my neck and I tilted my head giving him more room. That’s when I saw him, Raikin was standing in the door. It was cracked open just enough for him to see exactly what I was doing. I was so caught up with sucking Ryder’s dick I didn’t even hear my door open. I didn’t know how much he saw, but there was a hunger in his eyes when we made eye contact, and I didn’t care that he was watching.
Raikin watching made everything hotter. I felt sexy and wanted. I was so wet, and desperate for Ryder for Raikin. I wanted him to see everything; I wanted him to see how badly I wanted them. I didn’t know if Ryder would care and in that moment I didn’t care. I just wanted it so bad.
Then Ryder told me to kiss Raikin, and I knew in that moment I was screwed. Screwed because I know things will never go back to the way they were before. Ryder was just as excited as I was, I saw it in his eyes. The way he looked at me. Like I was the most incredible thing in the world.
I love him. Ryder is mine forever. He may not know it yet, but I know I will never be able to let him go. Not after everything that has happened.
My phone dings pulling me from my thoughts and I roll over to my stomach on my bed propping myself up on my elbows to look at my message.
Logan: Hey baby. I miss you. What are you up to today?
What am I up to? How would I even explain what I have been up to today? I was fucking Ryder, then his older brother Raikin got involved? Yeah, that pretty much sums it up. Oh, and his even older brother Reece got jealous because he didn’t get to join in on the action. Logan would never talk to me again. Not that I ever could or would tell him the truth.
Me: My other two step brothers came home for Christmas break, mom wants me to get to know them.
Logan’s response is immediate.
Logan: Reece and Raikin came home? Seriously?
I wonder how well he knows them. Reece and Raikin acted like Logan is the worst possible person to be friends with, but he has been nothing but nice to me. Calvin, Logan. Aaron, Harrison, and Brandon have all been incredibly sweet to me. Even Brandon’s older brother Blake was nice to me.
Me: Yeah. Mom woke me up early this morning. So I could meet them or whatever.
Logan: Wow. They literally never come home for anything. I think Reece has come home once since he went to college and Raikin hasn’t come home at all.
They never come home? Not even for break? I wonder how mom and Curtis convinced them to come home then. I know meeting me couldn’t have been the only reason.
Me: They said they wanted to meet me, but I don’t know why they are staying the whole Christmas break.
Logan: Me either baby. If you get tired of them, you can come and stay with me. (winky face)
I can’t help but laugh. I don’t think I will get tired of them, but I do plan on seeing my guys over break. I have gotten used to seeing them at school all the time. I don’t think I can spend the whole break without seeing them.
Me: Lol thank you. I will definitely keep that in mind.
Knock, knock, knock. “Come in.” I say without turning around to see who it is.
“Oh damn, I could stare at this all day. You don’t need to wear pants ever again baby.” Reece says standing in the doorway.
I roll my eyes. I forgot I was still wearing Ryder’s T-shirt and only his T-Shirt. “What do you want Reece?”
Reece strides across the room stopping at the end of my bed. “I want to get to know you baby sis.”
I turn over sitting up to face him. “Well get to know me. I told you; you can ask me anything you want. I will answer the questions I feel like answering.” I say giving him the most innocent smile I can. I know asking me questions isn’t what he meant, it’s written all over his face.
He narrows his eyes at me. “Fine, how about we play a game baby sis.”
I cross my legs in front of me, my shirt barely covering anything. “What kind of game?”