SHE

SHE
     We ended up fucking all night, I had only read that in books, I had no idea that it could happen in real life, and that it would happen to me. Abed wasn’t tired, neither was I, every time we came it seemed like we craved the other even more. Our bodies sleeked in sweat and mixed with our fluids, we continued to explore each other’s bodies.
  Naked and tangled in his arms, under the sheets, I realize this was the life I wanted for myself, sleeping next to the man I love, perfectly content. His hands tighten around my waist, I chuckle quietly, he was so adorable.
 “What are you laughing at?” he says in the most sexy morning voice I had ever heard. It left me shivering. I look at his face and he had a brow raised in question.
“Again?”
I felt my face redden, and I bury it in the crook of his neck,
 “I always want you.” I murmur, taking in his scent, it was a mix of various scents, and it was good that I bury my nose there.
 He picks up my hand, guides it downwards, in between his naked legs, he presses my hand against his manhood that was already hard, a little groan slips from him when my hand came in contact with him, like I wasn’t touching him all night.
 Taking the hardness in my hand, I wrap around it as far as I could go, moving my hand up and down, slow and steady, he inhales sharply...
 “Baby girl...” he groaned in that thick morning voice I loved to hear,
“Yeah?” I whisper, leaning away so I could see his face for myself, his eyes were shut and his face pulled into an expression that told me he was enjoying it, it was a beautiful expression, as if halfway to a sneeze and he wasn’t quite there yet, I loved the expression, so I keep my eyes on his face as I pumped my hand, going faster, 
 “fuck..fuck..baby girl...” he groaned,
His whispers are so sexy, it pushes my hand, I pump harder, faster, moving up and down, I felt it just before I saw it, he jerked in my hand, and sputtered his seed on my hand, spilling everywhere.
 “Fuck baby girl.” he murmured, cupping my face in his hands, his eyes still shut, a thin sheet of sweat glistening on his forehead, slightly out of breath, he plants his mouth on mine, giving me a big sloppy kiss, I reciprocate, kissing him even harder.
 “I love you so much.” he whispers when our mouths disconnects. 
I doubt there was anything on earth that could have stopped my cheeks from cracking like the way it did after.
“I love you even more.”
We argue over who loves the other more until the growling of my stomach interrupts us both, he wants to cook for me, but the growling of his own stomach makes us pause, and we both burst into pearls of laughter.
 “We should order something, and take a shower before it comes.” I tell him, he agrees, we order a bunch of random and different things before hopping into the shower, hoping to finish before the food arrives.
 We end up playing in the shower, giggling like kids as we play with the suds, and the water, until I was pink and my throat raw from laughing so hard. I had never seen him smile so wide, he looked genuinely happy, I felt myself falling in love with him over and over again.
 “The food beat us by a lot, but we can reheat it.” he announces, tightening the bathrobe around his waist as he marches towards the microwave. I found myself smiling as I watched him.
 My eyes land on the bag he brought with him last night, it was still right there, where it fell out of his hands. I pick it up, to find the cutest of jackets, I smile to myself, already planning the outfits I would wear with them.
 “Greg and many other scouts already started reaching out after the few minutes on the show.” I start, I had done it because I wanted to see what acting was to me now that I didn’t need it as a clutch anymore. To my surprise, it gave me the familiar rush, but even better this time, I felt different, I was more comfortable, I realized it was my passion.
 He paused, looking up at me with a gentle smile,
“I don’t know if this anything, but you killed it in those few minutes, we all knew you were good, but you knocked it out of the park this time, and speaking as a director, I have a few roles I think would suit you.”
 Something in my chest flickers to life, something that resembled Connor with his lens, I found it, it was never hidden in the first place, I just didn’t think of it as anything more than a clutch... I see it now, it was my passion.
 “I think you would have to discuss that with Greg.”
He gave me a proud smile,
 “Still going with Greg?”
I shrug, “He is an asshole, but he is worth his salt, we only have to keep a working relationship and never speak on anything asides work.”
 He comes around and kisses my mouth,
“I love that you can now cuss without thinking, and you aren’t wasting any time in saying someone is an asshole.”
A laugh tumbles out of me as he sets the table for both of us, I sit down, the food smelled amazing, the man in front of me was even more amazing.
 “We are going to get a lot busier, and reporters are already dying to find you, if they see us coming out of the same house...” he shakes his head as if the thought was frightening.
“I don’t care that they see us coming out of one house.” I tell him as I take a spoonful of food,
His eyes widen, as if trying to tell me that was not how things were before, but that was before, I was living for myself now, I didn’t care what they thought of me.
 “Before we get busy and barely have any time to go on dates, do you want to join me? I want to go on a month long trip? Just traveling and seeing the world, I have gone to different scenic places, but I never allowed myself to enjoy the view, I want to enjoy the view and the journey from now on.”
 His smile is beautiful, and proud, he picks up my hand and kisses the top of my hand, his eyes sparkling.
“I would go anywhere with you, you only have to ask.”
My heart swells inside o my chest, at the start of all this, I thought my life had come to an end, but it was only just beginning, now I was better, my career was better, there was no more bitterness at my parents, they made their choice, I made mine, to forget them. Sitting across me and looking at me with so much love in his eyes was the most beautiful man in the world, the break did a lot for me, and I was grateful, after all my story was only just beginning.

THE END.