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ABRM43

CHARLOTTE

Something was not right. Ever since we had sex in the hospital room, Benjamin was suddenly quiet. He brought us out of the hospital. Joe was waiting for us outside. “You can go, Joe. I'll need to take my wife somewhere. Please, pick up Charlie from school.” Benjamin ordered Joe. Joe nodded his head then walked away.

He opened the passenger side door for me. Once I settled in, Benjamin hopped into the driver's side. The car ride was awfully quiet. “Ben! Where are we going?” I asked, while playing with my fingers on my lap. I was nervous. For some reason, it felt like I had done something wrong.

He might have seen it. Because the next second, his free hand was on my hand. He gently caressed the back of my hand with the pad of his thumb. When I looked up at his face, he had a gentle smile on his face.

Usually, he had that smile on his face whenever he was either with me or with Charlie. It was kinda embarrassing that sometimes, it made me feel jealous. Sometimes I was jealous of my own son because on the past, I was the only one to make Benjamin smile this way. Now he had two reasons to smile that way.

“Don't worry, Tinkerbell. I am just taking you away for a while.” my cheeks burned at his response. I wrapped my arms around his arm and rested my head on his shoulder. Time with him was nothing but beautiful.

He stopped the car at a beach. We were staring at the sunset. “How would you feel if we had sex in the back of our car?” He asked, making my heart go all wobbly. Biting my lower lip, I turned my face to the side.

“What?” He asked, chuckling.

“Didn't we just do the deed in the hospital room? You are telling me that you are horny again, after a few hours, and ready to go. What are they giving you, Viagra or something?” I asked, annoyed at the increase of his sex drive.

I whimpered when he placed his hand on my thigh and started squeezing my thigh. “I can't have enough of you, my love. I want to have you all the time. Taste you, love you, kiss you, worship you, devour you, in every single way possible. But if you don't want it, it's also okay.” The way he told me how much he wanted me, made my heart skip a beat.

“But anyone can see us.” I argued. It was the only reason I could think of. He chuckled, then he placed one of his hands on my thigh. He squeezed my inner thigh, knowing well what his touch would do to me.

“Your husband is Benjamin Leblanc. I have my own ways. Just say yes. I'll make sure to pleasure you and no one else sees you.” He replied, rubbing my inner thigh. I shivered under his touch. Biting my lower lip, I nodded my head.

Ben stepped out of the car and went straight to the trunk. While he was getting something from the trunk, I went in the back of the car. Benjamin came in with the glass covers. He covered the whole car in five minutes.

Benjamin came into the car. He grabbed my arms, pushed me on the back seat and pinned me. My hands were pinned above my head. “So how do you do this? You on top, or me?” His eyes darkened with lust as he asked me that question. I couldn't help but giggle.

“I'll be on your lap.” I whispered softly, my cheeks burned, but I was not embarrassed at all.

Smirking mischievously, he pulled us up. Benjamin was sitting on the seat and he pulled me on his lap. This time, I decided to be the bold one. I cupped his face and smashed my lips on his. While kissing him passionately, I started unbuttoning his shirt. Benjamin pulled my skirt up. He grabbed my blouse and I suddenly pulled away. “Ben, we have a teenage son at home. You don't want to look him in the eye and tell him that we did dirty at the back of your car. Not happening.” I sternly growled at him.

He let go of my collar and raised both of his hands in surrender. “Alright! You're the boss today.” He whispered seductively, making me smile again. I buried my face in the crock of his neck, kissing and sucking his sensitive skin.

Once he was done unbuttoning my blouse, he cupped my breasts and started massaging them. While I was grinding myself on his lap. This throbbing hard length was growing underneath me. “Fuck! I can't take it anymore.” He growled impatiently, pulling a condom out of his pocket. He handed it to me.

I pulled away from him and unzipped his pants. Then I rolled the condom on his length. Holding his shoulders, I braced myself. Benjamin was holding his length against my core. I couldn't stop myself from moaning as he rubbed the head of his cock against my entrance, to lubricate it more.

Then he gently pushed his length inside of me. I moaned his name, throwing my head back in pleasure. My eyes almost rolled in the back of my head. Maybe it was the years of frustrations that I was trying to extinguish.

As always, he filled me so perfectly. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he buried his face in the crock of my neck. “Don't leave your marks. I don't want to explain this to Charlie.” I growled at him, or rather, moaning as he pleasured me.

I started bouncing on his hard cock. Each thrust was hitting my sweet spot. “Well, he is a smart kid. He knows how he came into this world.” Benjamin growled at me, squeezing my ass. I pulled away just to see his smirk. He was teasing me.

“Well, too bad because none of us have any idea how he actually came into this world. Now shut up and fuck me.” My response zipped his mouth for good. He only used it when he was supposed to. He didn't say anything after that. Our moans and the clapping sounds of our thighs clapping together killed the silence in the car. At that moment, I didn't really care if anyone was around, watching us.

…

I was sitting on his lap in the driver's seat of the car. His shirt was still not buttoned up. I was playing with the curls on his chest. My cheek was pressed against his chest. His heart beat at a calm and soothing rhythm that calmed all the roaring storms in me. “Are you feeling better?” He asked me, as if I was the one who needed care in any way.

I looked up at him and found him staring at me. The way his eyes filled with admiration, adoration and love for me, It took my breath away. “You're asking me as if I was the one getting chemotherapy at the hospital just a while ago. I'm fine, Ben. It's you I'm worried about.” I whispered softly, pressing my palm against his breast.

He pressed his lips against my forehead. They stayed connected to my skin for a good minute. When he pulled away, my heart skipped a beat. “I'm fine. As long as I have you by my side, nothing can go wrong in my life.” I giggled in a girlish way when I heard him.

He had always been very good with his words. Always making my heart flutter. “I am right here, Ben. Don't worry.” I replied, rubbing my hand against his chest. His heart rate went up. And I could feel him getting aroused again. He inhaled sharply then readjusted me on his lap.

I wrapped my arms around his torso and hugged him tightly. He had one of his hands on my neck and the other one on my back. His gentle strokes on my back made the scenery more beautiful. “We need to talk, Tinkerbell.” Suddenly, his tone was serious.

I pulled away to look at him. His face was stern and his eyes held a kind of concern, a fear, that made his heart go crazy. “What is it, babe? Why are you so nervous all of a sudden?” I asked, concerned about his well being. My first instinct was to press my palm against his forehead to feel his temperature. He grabbed my hand and kissed my knuckles.

“Nothing's wrong with me. I am fine.” My heart was at ease when he answered my concern.

“Then what is it? Why do you look so nervous all of a sudden?” I asked again, while trying to comfort him.

He rubbed the back of his neck. As if he was searching for the right words to tell me what bothered him. “Benjamin! Since we are married, there aren't supposed to be any secrets in between us. And technically, we have been together for around fourteen years. There shouldn't be any hesitations between us. I am your wife. Just tell me whatever is bothering you.” I tried my level best to break the wall that I had built in between us.

Benjamin cupped my face with both of his hands and pulled my face closer to his. So close that I could count his lashes. “I didn't know how to tell you. I was worried if I'd lose you. Right now as I am willing to tell you, my heart is beating so fast, as if it's at the brink of death. The only reason I'm still breathing is because I'm with you.” At this point, his words were starting to concern me in the worst ways but one of us has to be brave enough to handle things. Besides, the way he was sweating, I could believe he would pass out any moment.

“Ben! Just tell me. We'll figure it out together.” I tried to comfort him. I watched him lick his lips then he took a deep breath, as if trying to brace himself for something.

“On our honeymoon, one of the condoms broke.” At first, I was too shocked to even react. He looked like Charlie. I saw a reflection of our son in his eyes. Whenever Charlie did something that he knew would get me angry, he would tell me about it and close his eyes tightly. Benjamin was doing the same.

I couldn't help but giggle at him. I ruffled his hair, just like I would do to Charlie. “That's what was bothering you? Benjamin, aren't we married now?” I asked in a low tone while trying to control my laughter.

“You're not mad?” He looked so cute when he asked me that question with an innocent look on his face.

“No! We are two adults. We have been having too much sex since the honeymoon. Accidents happen. Who the fuck cares. We are two adults, trying to build a life together.” I replied calmly. To be honest, I never wanted him to wear a condom but he did, so I didn't stop him.

“I thought you would be mad because you are trying to build your career all over again because I made too many mistakes.” The smile that appeared on his face, he was finally released from the cage he was in.

“What else to expect after having sex together like this? I never liked birth control. We were trying to be careful but then again, Charlie was never planned, and he is still our miracle child. The force that fought every evil power in between us that broke us apart, then brought us together in ways that we never thought about. It's our child. Besides, you and I never wanted one kid.” I gave him a long speech just so he would stop worrying.

He pulled me to his chest and kissed my forehead again. “I wasn't there when Charlie was born. But I swear, I will stand by your side if we have conceived again. I will take care of everything so you won't have to give you your dreams because of me again.” He was my hero, trying his level best to please me.

How couldn't I have fallen for him again after all those years. A man like him is every woman's dream but a fate like ours was nothing but a nightmare. “I wouldn't trade the joy of being a mother for my career and my hard work. It's worth every second I have spent. Charlie is the reason that kept me strong enough to keep on living after we divorced.” I didn't lie about my feelings at all. I heard him sigh in relief. He pulled me to his chest again and kissed my forehead. As if I had taken a burden off of his shoulders.