Phantoms of the Past

I cannot believe that I am standing here, face to face with the twin sister that has been missing my entire life! How did I not remember her? This is so insane! I stare into her eyes, and I am seeing into her soul. I feel her pain. She has gone through so much pain. Suddenly, my life here seems to be perfect. I used to want to escape my adoptive fathers house. He would get drunk and beat me. The night he tried to have sex with me, I thought I was going to die. I was completely convinced Joseph was my father, and that he was a sick twisted fuck. I now know why he didn’t give a shit, cause I was never his daughter. To sell me as a sex slave to the man who he knew was my real father and didn’t even try to help reunite us was even more fucked up.

I see into Minerva’s mind, goddess, what a fucking nightmare. My twin was drugged, raped, branded and turned into a sex slave for years. She was brainwashed and lowered down into the filthiest depths of hell. As a Alpha’s daughter that is the most degrading, living nightmare anyone can go through. They even isolated her away from her adoptive parents, they’ve kept her on a leash of blindness. She has not seen her parents in years from what I read in her mind. They keep her isolated. Any time she goes home, Travis and Lucius greet her, tell her that her parents are away on assignment. They withdraw her away, taking her to a harem style house connected to the packhouse. They lavish her with anything she could want after returning home from school. After, her mind goes blank so they no doubt drug her again, but, I feel it in her body memory the amount of sex that is done. They keep her sexually active and filled to distract her away from inquiring of her parents. Anytime she asks them, they take her to bed and fuck her, so she’ll stop asking.

‘Where in the fuck are her parents and why won’t they let her see them?’ I cannot help but wonder. ‘did they murder her parents to get her?’

Watching her get tortured from the inside out was so painful. I actually gelt it but didn’t say anything. It wasn’t as painful as hers but, I felt a fire fill my body, I had to get away. I walked away when our father held her in his arms. I didn’t want to appear weak, and let Damien know that I was feeling the burning like she was. Now, the pain has gone, and I can breathe easy again.

“Damien” I call to him. He comes to my side and nuzzles my neck.

I can feel my panties starting to moisten.

“Alpha Carter and Alpha Alistaire” I address all of them. Carter looks hurt that I don’t call him father but, I think he also gets it.

“What is it love?” Damien asks me.

“Now that Minerva is sleeping, and thank you Luna Raven for finding a room for her”

“Of course dear”

“I think we should connect with the pack she was originally from to check into her adoptive parents. She apparently has been kept drugged, sexed, and isolated from them for years. It’s a high possibility that the Luthor’s killed her adoptive parents to get to her.”

“I think you may have a point” Alpha Alistair says in a grave tone.

“From what I saw of her memories, she has not seen them since she was branded as a sexual companion by the Luthor’s when she was sixteen. That’s almost four years ago. Any time her mind would remember and begin to ask they would drug her again and fuck her. She was kept in a harem house connected to the packhouse. Except for going to school, she was never allowed to leave. She was escorted to and from school by the Alpha. Alpha Lucius and Travis were the ones who regularly visited her and took her to bed.”

Alpha Carter roared so loud the house shook. Alpha Alistair placed a firm grip on his shoulder.

“Carter, they will pay dearly for the depravity they have done, we need to work out a plan. I agree, I will call over to her former pack and have them launch an investigation. Since it was Alpha Jax’s former head warrior that has gone missing. They may not even know the situation.”

I nodded my head. “Once we’re all ready for some action, I want to fight!”

“Tabitha! No!” Alpha Carter said has he glared at me.

“You don’t know me! I am one of the top fighters of this pack! I am going to fight!” I snarled at him.

 He looked in so much pain as I walked out of the room. I don’t give a shit. Those Alpha’s tore apart my life, I am not going to back down and stay home. Now learning everything, I feel like I am living in an alternate reality. Nothing that should have been is what I am living now.

I should have grown up knowing my real mother, I should have grown up with my twin, with a brother and my older sister plus, from what I heard talk, I had cousins that were staying with us that night who also were murdered.

I had a whole other life that was ripped away from me. I should have grown into being an Alpha’s daughter, living with my real family. Not a drunken dead-beat adopted dad who never gave a shit about me. I feel myself dying inside. Crying for the life that I was denied the right to have, the family that I will never know. I want to scream at the moon “GIVE ME MY LIFE BACK!” I walked straight into my bedroom I share with Damien; I wanted to scream and shout. I wanted to break down and cry. Lately I have been feeling a wall build up with my emotions, like I can’t be weak, like I can’t cry cause, I need to be strong for everyone. I don’t know when I started to feel like I have to carry the world on my shoulders but, I am definitely feeling it lately.