76: Not In The Mood

Chapter Seventy Six; Not In The Mood

Miya’s POV

Words have traveled how the Blood Pack had successfully conquered the group of rogues, and now they’ll be bringing some of them back to the pack to be designated some duties.

It’s surprising that they ended up doing this without any war, is that even possible?

I have noticed them train and exercise for this very reason, to fight the rogues and conquer them, but instead of fighting, there was a peaceful dialogue? That was to hard to believe, anyway, we’ll just wait for their return first.

But as I wait for their return, I couldn’t help being anxious at the same time.

It’s been three days since Jamie accused me of being a bad and irresponsible student, not only that, she sent me out of the Alpha’s house, I know if not for the fact that she had gone with some people from the hospital as medical team to cater for the injured in case of any, she would have probably came to the orphanage to chase me away, and probably from the whole pack.

I know that I may have been a little too lenient at discharging my duties, but I didn’t have any options then, if I didn’t let him drink, he’ll drink anyway, might as well help him control the cups to the minimum of two.

That was before he broke down and started telling me his life story and I was carried away so much so that I also told him mine, I don’t remember the details of all I had mentioned, but he probably knows that I am an Alpha’s daughter now,

Thoughts of that night clouded my mind and I couldn’t help drifting to the time when he had kissed me and how good it felt.

I get Sparks and lightening everywhere and I just wanted to remain at that place in that spot for ever, it was a strange thing, and even the feeling right now just thinking about it was strange for me.

It’s strange because I know what those feelings meant, feeling of helplessness, a feeling of want and need to depend on that person, constantly craving his presence, his attention, that’s how this week has been for me, and it took a great deal of self control for me not to run back to him.

Especially when I remembered him majestically sitting so elegantly in the cushion of his parlor and looked at me as if nothing had happened, as if we had not shared an intimate moment with him, pouring our hearts to him.

He just let Jamie insult me to the core without even defending me, forget it, even if he didn’t want to defend me, he could have just told her that he had forced me to drink with him but he didn’t, and I had run away from his house, nothing will make me go back there again.

I am even so glad that I had impulsively ran back to his kitchen and packed the food I cooked for him, I even packed some Raman from the cabinets in his kitchen and ran away with it, just because I am angry at him doesn’t mean I will leave myself to be hungry.

I packed the food I had cooked and ran back to hide in my room and think about how he had messed up while I eat, but I couldn’t even eat the food, so at the end, I had given it to the children and they all took small bites.

But they were so happy about it and blessed me for the rice and Raman, it was like a luxury for them and they were so happy to have received it, at least something good came out of it.

Now that I no longer work, I was left stuck with the kids day and night and they wouldn’t let me be comfortable even one bit, like right now, they were already knocking on my door.

I adjusted my mood and cleaned my face then opened the door but it wasn’t the children standing outside, it was Cherry, one of the sisters who takes care of them, she was already dressed in a beautiful mid thigh strapless party cloth covered in blue sparkly glitters.

Her hair was made in a high ponytail and she had a edge on her feet, she looked very beautiful as if she was ready to go to a party.

“Cherry, it’s you, why are you dressed like that?” That was was the first time I saw her look this good.

“What Omg, am I not looking good enough? I knew it, I should have added more lipstick, maybe I should use matching blue instead of red ..”.

She was already fidgeting and the confident look she had was cracking, I suddenly felt bad for my words and changed it.

“No no Cherry, you look beautiful, the red lipstick makes you look very sexy!”

She became a shed of tomato and she used her hand to cover her face out of embarrassment.

“You think so? Omg what if he thinks so and decided to kiss me on my his Miya”

She pat my shoulder playfully and his her face again, but I could see the excitement clearly written in her ace.

“Who are we talking about again? Is it Gerald?” It has been a while since the three of us met on our way to the book store and we had rescued his dog.

Since I was busy with work, I didn’t have time son she always goes to visit his dog and they have been spending a lot of time since then, I just didn’t know that things were moving up so fast for them.

“Going on a date are you?” I teased her but she was no longer as embarrassed, she snapped as if she just remembered something.

“It’s not a date …”. You know that’s what they always say on first dates right?

“I am serious, it’s not a date and you are also coming, that was when I noticed that she was holding a leader cloth on her hand.

“Cherry, you know I am not in a mood to go on any date these days”

That was the truth, party was the last thing on my mind, I am the opposite of party mood, and even f it’s a date, I knew I might spoil it for them with my sulking.

“That’s exactly why you are also going today!” She kept the clothes on the bed and tried to lift me up.

“What do you mean by that”