SHITS AND PLEASURES
HALI'S POV
My grip on the steering wheel tightened when I viewed Zarya moving out of Colden's car. I pushed her away. I was not a man she dreamt of. I could not love her. My scattering pieces would never be repaired.
I followed them with my gaze. No emotion could be seen on my face. Colden's face was the same, kind and generous, however, the stretch on his lisp was more radiant than before. Good for him, he was happy.
Why are you watching them, Hali?
In an instant, that question popped inside my head. I smirked in disbelief.
"Yeah! What the hell am I here?" I quaked my head before I opened the car engine. The noise it created. Once again, I gazed at Colden and Zarya.
What makes them laugh? Anyway, that was none of my business.
A few minutes later, the hell I was not yet going. What was freaking happening to me? Does my damn dick hardening?
I touched my crock to look if it was big or hard, but it was in a normal state, meaning he did not want to fuck. Perhaps, I was just worrying about Zarya. Worry? It was not included in my fucking vocabulary. I did not see her for days.
I caught myself opening the food of the car and moved out. It was too late for me to realize that I was walking toward them. Zarya gave her a look at me. Her eyebrow automatically formed a wavy curve.
"Hali." Colden waved her hands to me. He did not even know how to be mad. Heck.
"Why the damn are you doing outside? Get inside. Someone might snipe you from nowhere, Fucker." I was looking at Colden, but honestly, I was talking to Zarya. I dragged Colden to the apartment. I never threw a glance at Zarya. I felt he was following us. Well, her little cunt could not do anything when I moved inside the apartment. My money was used to rent that, therefore, basically, it was not her.
The frown was obviously written on my face when my eyes met what was Zarya doing. She was typing something on her phone. I sued my power to see what was that. My nose almost release a cloud of smoke when I saw he was texting Khal. She was asking if he was fine, even inciting him in the apartment to drink? Then, what? The next thing would be fucking after being drunk?
"Hali, your hand." I came back to my senses when I hear Colden's resentment. I was not aware that my hand was gripping his shoulder tightly. "Is there anything wrong?"
I ignored his question. I hurried toward Zarya and grabbed her phone.
"What the hell?" the annoyance was automatically traced in her expression.
"Is that the right manner for an omega to her king? I can puni一"
"I don't have a king." She raised her right eyebrow, recklessly got her phone from my hand, and turned her back on me. "Unless Colden marries me."
I gritted my teeth as the corner of my lips rose up. I swear I am going to fuck her hard for saying that to me. I was about to respond to her rudeness when Colden blocked my way. "I'm sorry, but… can you please go?"
My mouth opened as the disbelief was in my system. "Are you out of your mind?"
"Sorry." His low and sweet voice was irritating the hell out of me. "Just let go of her."
"Let go?" I almost whispered in annoyance until I let out my anger. I tried to be calm, however, a chill and relaxed attitude would never be written in my list of moods. "Are you two dating! You, Motherfucker!" I pointed at Zarya. "You have an agreement with me. Note that I am not the one who down his knee and plea to seek help!"
"I don't care! You go and fuck yourself!" Zarya screamed back at me.
"What the damn! How dare you curse me! I am the Alpha King of一"
"Alpha King of Assholes and Bullshits!"
I pulled all I could to have patience. She was pushing me to my limit. I stepped in closer to her. Colden struggled with me from getting near.
"Get move, Coward!" I and Colden had face to face. If my mindedness remain in me for the next minutes, I could crack my teeth due to gritting.
"No. You will not gonna hurt Zarya again." Colden raised his head to me.
For the first time, he fought me. I glared at him with my burning fire. My hands closed compactly as my jaw clenched.
"If you don't move. You're the one who'll be suffering." I stepped one, threatening him.
Colden looked back at Zarya. That Poor Little Thing did not even shiver for me. She changed into being brave. Unlike before, one shout and she would cry. Now, she looked at me with confidence as if telling me, she would beat me back.
"Go on. I was beaten by yours in many training. Do you think it will hurt me once more?" Colden never fights me back, even if I hit him, he would just shield or run away. This woman made her strong and it was a warning for me. However, I would never be Hali if I surrendered to him, thus I was about to punch him when Zarya spoke.
"Let's talk."
I gazed at her. No reason at all, my heart jumped as if that were the better words I heard for the whole day.
"No. He'll be一" Colden stopped talking when Zarya held his arm.
"Just talk. I promised." Zarya gave him a small peck on the cheek.
The fuck?
My adam's apple moved up and down. She never did that to me. "Tsk." I scoffed with sarcasm. "Sweet as fuck."
Zarya turned around, walking inside the apartment. Colden was left outside. When the door slammed close, I immediately hurried toward her. I was about to kiss her when he punched my face.
"The heck!" I touched my bleeding lips. Her punch was not like before. He could knock out a man if it was not strong.
"I said talk!" She let me face her back and swayed towards the kitchen. My teeth created fiction as I saw her well-formed butt. Although her height was small, I could not change the fact that she was attractive. When I thought of a guy gazing at her at the office, it made my blood boil.
You bring her to this mission and yet you want her to stop?
Since when did I talk to myself? Annoying!
"Sit." Zarya dragged the chair backward. She was threatening me like a king and she was a servant.
"The hell." I could feel the waves of little pain in my cracked lips. I settled myself in front of her. She boiled a soup and placed it near me.
"Eat."
I scoffed in irritation. "You have no right to command me."
"I don't mind if you don't want to eat. Be hungry, then." She put another bowl in her place, licking her lips from up to down. "Hmm!" Her grin was not teasing me, but no matter what she did, it aroused my freaking balls.
She grabbed a spoon, ate deliciously, and blew it due to its hotness. Her cheek formed a circular structure. I leaned my elbow on the table and unconsciously watched her with a small smirk on my lips. I supported my chin with my palm. I could not count the seconds that passed. I never mind, I was just gazing at every move she made.
She stopped sipping the bowl when her eyes landed on me. "Colden just bought this in the restaurant this morning. Isn't it delicious?" She peeped at my bowl. "You don't like it?"
"Did you bring me here to eat a soup?" I removed my hand from my chin.
"I and Colden are on good terms."
I straightened my back. I could not take my gaze away from her. "And?"
"I will find a way to have an exchange for your help."
I opened my mouth, finding words to say. I ended up in silence. I had always something to say. No idea why I felt like getting rid of her in my life. A hush filled the environment.
"Don't you… say anything?" She blinked two times, waiting for my response.
"No need to pay me. I owe you." I blew the air that I never knew I was holding. "I will be here until you succeed with your revenge. I will still be your trainer and一"
"You won't throw me in the bed and punish me? You won't do such things beyond my likeness? You won't slap me until my cheek is burning?"
I quaked my head as my way of saying 'no.' I stood up and turned around. "Just go where you'll be happy. Good luck, then."
Every step I did was heavy. I could not captive her for her whole life. I would never be the man compatible with her. I should cut this before everything got worse.
"Is that so?"
My feet stopped walking. I did not look back. I was just listening to whatever words came out of her mouth.
"Hali… you can't get me away from you."
My eyes became blurred as I gulped my saliva.
"When I need someone, you were there. When I was broke, you stayed... How can I take myself away from a person who became my company while facing those scary days?"
I slowly faced her, stepping near her. "Listen. I can't be with you forever and you can't stay with my side一"
"Why? Because I am just a whore and you are a king? A long omega who一"
"No." I gazed directly into her eyes. "Because I can't do romance. I do fuck." I looked out the window to avoid seeing the tears rolling into her face. "The woman I will love is not yet born."
Call me some sort of shits. I will never be Hali if I will be attached to only one woman.
"So… is this farewell to our intimacies?" Zarya's tears streamed to her face. I had no knowledge of why I wanted to wipe those tears and said, I was just joking. I stayed strong, with no emotion.
"Zarya… that's not intimacies. It's pure shits and pleasures."