NOT GOOD PRETENDER
ZARYA'S POV
When King water summoned me. The fear was on my chest, my knee was trembling as I managed to walk towards his chamber. I had the brains to think what would happen in that chamber. He was having a bad expression on his face. Kastrid's death was a big threat for me. He would be crueler than before. I could see it through his eyes that were now staring at me: Cold-blood.
"I have a bad day." He crossed his thighs and watched me from my feet to face. That stare… he was commanding me to undress.
I slowly unbuttoned my uniform, pulled down my skirt, and let it fall into my feet. I stood brave with my pure nudity.
"Take me." I whsipered as I looked directly into his eyes. "Take everything to me."
His jaw clenched as he settled his eyes into my entire body. I stood up recklessly, slowly walking towards me. His cold eyes were now boiling. "You've no idea how I own. Only Kastrid一"
"I can be Kastrid from now on." I managed to stand straight, avoiding the tears on the corner of my eyes. All I needed to do is to survive. Survive until I did not know myself anymore. Until I never feel the pain anymore. That was all people wich and I was not an exception.
He walked gradually towards me. I could feel my chest was drumming. My knee was weakening, but I forced myself to stand staright. His teeth gritted as he traveled the distance between us. He kissed me with full force as his hand was yanking my hair. I wanted to scream at the burning sensation of my scalp. He yanked even harder as he dragged me toward the table. He bent my body down and inserted his manhood. I closed my eyes the wave of pain crawled all over my body.
The sun will rise again even how dark the night is.
That line was kept repeating inside my head as I accepted everything. More brutal. More pain. More thrust. I never said anything. No words. No shout. No moans either. I just felt the pain until nothing I became numb.
Someone said pain can make a person stronger. The legendary Hali words.
I believed that. After I endured everything that he did. He just sat back to his swivel chair as if nothing had happened. I grabbed all my clothes and was about to leave when he talked.
"Ask Amelia for the herbs." Hali's eyes were directly staring at the monitor.
"Your wish is my command, King Water." I waited for him to shout at me because I called him 'King Water' but no response. I just went directly to the door and walked away from the chamber. I did not go to Amelia. I headed to the Omega's Quarter, at my room because I could not handle myself anymore. I felt so tired and… I looked down at my thighs. There was blood rolling from it.
I went to the bathroom of my room and looked at myself in the mirror. I covered my lips when I saw what had happened to my body. It was full of bruises. It was a good thing, I had no wounds to the part where people could see. The blood was not coming from my entrance but to my exact right thighs. He held it so tight that created a large wound. I thought it was his wolf claws that caused this.
I blinked two times as I was looking at myself. I could not believe even n my shoulder had black bruises.
What did he freaking do? That asshole!
I badly needed Amelia, but before that, I went to the shower and cleaned my body so well. I could still smell Hali's scent in my entire body. It was dirt for me. I felt so filthy.
I was unaware that after I took my bath, I fell asleep. I woke up with a knock on my door. I immediately headed to it.
"Zarya, King Water is waiting for you outside. Don't make him wait." Leo was standing straightly, being bored was written on his face. It seemed like he was knocking for so long.
"Do you have any idea why?" My voice was cracked. I just cem from sleep therefore my voice was not in good condition.
He shook his head. "Just make it fast."
I walked faster at the cabinet. I almost forgot that I had work. Fortunately, the Omega's Leader where I was assigned.
I followed Leo immediately when I was finished preparing. Hali was at the entrance of the Elemental Kingdom, he was wearing a black jacket with white underclothes, black pants, shoes, a human clothes. His arms were folded under his chest while looking around. There was no emotion on his face which I understand. He may be still in grief in Kastrid's death. After the hanging session, her body was being burned. Pyro did the performance of burning it.
"What's the matter today?" I whispered to Leo as I walked towards King Water.
"Freedom Day."
I paused walking. Freedom Day? I forgot the occasion. I could go to the city, but sad to say, Khal was not there. They went abroad because of the threats. I stepped faster to reach King Water.
I smiled at him when I arrived in front of him, but he just wrinkled his forehead as a response for me.
"Where are we going?"
"Pleasure House. I will sell you."
"What? You can't do this to me! Are you freaking crazy!" My voice was loud as I burst out in anger. A smirk was written on his face. It was too late for me to realize that he was just joking.
"We're going to Khal, Poor Little Thing."
"Khal? I thought he went abroad to一"
"You stay here if you don't want."
I had no choice, but to follow the asshole. Before we left, he stared at the tree where Kastrid was hung yesterday. I could not guess what was running into his mind, but surely, he was in pain now even if he did not admit it. I slowly walked towards him. I reached his hand and intertwined it.
"You said it with yourself. She's resting in peace." I gazed directly into his face, examing his expression. He looked down on our bonded hands bond then looked at my face.
"You're not good at pretending." He removed my hand from him. "Try best next time."
I gritted my teeth, but I did not want him to notice it. He was good than I expected. He knew if people were lying and insincere. This was insane. I should learn more about acting. I needed his trust therefore I could manipulate him.
Wait for that day to come, King Water. You will follow every single command I make without knowing it is a command. You will be my dog… worse than what you did for me.
Maybe I could seek help from Khal to teach me proper acting.