Chapter 30 030
Dimitri
"Let me help you," Seraphina murmured, her hand still wrapped around my aching cock. Her touch was driving me insane, her soft fingers stroking me with increasing confidence.
Every instinct screamed at me to say yes, to let her take me in that perfect mouth, or better yet, to sink into her tight pussy and fuck her until we both passed out, but the rational part of my brain, the part still worried about her health won out.
"No," I said firmly, gently removing her hand even though it physically hurt to do so. "You need rest."
"But you're—"
"I'm fine," It was a complete lie. My cock was so hard it was painful, my balls tight and aching for release, but I could handle it. I had survived worse.
"Come on, let's actually wash and get you to bed."
She pouted but didn't argue further, letting me soap her body with gentle hands. Even that was torture. Running my hands over her soft skin, her full breasts, the curve of her ass.
By the time we finished, I was pretty sure my cock had turned purple. I dried her carefully, then wrapped her in one of my shirts.
The sight of her drowning in my clothing doing absolutely nothing to help my situation. When we finally made it to the bed, I was wound so tight I thought I might snap.
"Come here," I said, pulling her against my chest as we lay down.
Maybe if I just held her and focused on her warmth and the steady beat of her heart rather than the softness of her body, I could get through this.
She curled into me with a contented sigh, her head resting on my shoulder. Within minutes, her breathing had evened out, her body going limp with sleep.
Good. She needed this. She needed to rest and recover fully, bond or no bond. I, on the other hand, was fucked.
My cock hadn't softened even a little. If anything, having her pressed against me, warm and soft and smelling like sex made it worse.
I could feel every curve of her body through the thin shirt and I could smell her arousal still clinging to her skin despite the bath.
I tried to think of anything else. My pack. Battle strategies. The upcoming council meeting. But my treacherous mind kept replaying the past hour, the sounds she made, the taste of her on my tongue, the way her pussy had clenched around my fingers.
Fuck.
I shifted slightly, trying to find a position that didn't press my aching cock against her, but there was no comfortable position. Not with how hard I was.
Just endure it, I told myself. She's asleep. She needs rest. You can handle a little discomfort.
Then she moved.
It was just a small adjustment, but the result was catastrophic for my self-control. Her ass pressed directly against my cock, the soft flesh molding around my length perfectly.
I bit back a groan, my hands clenching into fists. Don't wake her. Don't you fucking dare wake her.
I stayed perfectly still, barely breathing, praying she wouldn't move again, but my cock had other ideas, pulsing against her ass, probably leaving wet spots on the shirt from how much I was leaking.
Just a few more minutes, I told myself. Once you're sure she's deeply asleep, you can slip away. Handle this yourself quickly and quietly.
Then she moved again.
This time it wasn't just a small adjustment. Her hips rolled back against me in a slow, deliberate grind that had my vision going white.
"Seraphina," I groaned, my hands flying to her hips to still her. "Baby, you need to stop—"
She did it again, a slow roll of her hips that dragged her ass along my entire length, and this time, I heard the soft, breathy moan that she definitely tried to hide.
Realization hit me like a lightning bolt.
"You're not asleep." I growled.
She moved again, more boldly now, and I could hear the smile in her voice. "No."
"You little—" I pulled her closer, grinding my cock against her ass roughly. "You've been awake this whole time?"
"Maybe," Another roll of her hips, and this time she didn't hide her moan. "You were trying so hard to be noble. It was adorable."
"Adorable," I repeated darkly. My hand slid down her stomach, heading for the hem of her—my—shirt. "I'll show you adorable."
"Please do," She arched back against me, her ass grinding harder. "I can feel how hard you are, Dimitri. How much you want me. Why are you still holding back?"
"Because you need to rest—"
"I've rested," She turned her head, her eyes meeting mine over her shoulder. "Now I need you to fuck me."
Whatever restraint I had been clinging to snapped like a dry twig.
I shoved the shirt up around her waist, my hand immediately going between her legs. She was soaked, her pussy dripping wet and ready for me.
"Fuck, Seraphina." I groaned, my fingers sliding through her slick folds. "You're drenched."
"Told you I wanted you." She gasped, her hips bucking into my hand.
I found her clit, rubbing tight circles that had her moaning and grinding back against my cock. My other arm wrapped around her, pulling her tight against my chest as I worked her.
"This what you wanted?" I growled in her ear. "Wanted me to stop being gentle? Wanted me to use you?"
"Yes!" She was writhing now, caught between grinding on my fingers and pushing back against my cock. "Please, Dimitri, I need you inside me—"
I didn't need to be told twice.
Gripping my cock, I positioned myself at her entrance from behind. She was so wet I could feel it coating my tip, making everything slick and perfect. With one hard thrust, I buried myself to the hilt.
We both cried out, her at the sudden fullness, me at the incredible tightness of her pussy gripping me like a vice. She was so fucking tight, so hot and wet, that I nearly came right then.
"Fuck," I groaned, holding still to let her adjust. "You feel incredible."
"Move," She demanded, pushing back against me. "Dimitri, please move—"
I pulled almost all the way out and slammed back in, setting a brutal pace immediately. My hand found her clit again, rubbing in time with my thrusts while my other arm banded across her chest, holding her in place.
"This what you wanted?" I growled, fucking into her hard enough that the bed shook. "Wanted your alpha to fuck you like the needy woman you are?"
"Yes!" She was nearly screaming now, her pussy clenching around me with every thrust. "Harder, please harder—"
I gave her what she wanted, pounding into her with everything I had. The sounds were filthy, skin slapping against skin, her wetness squelching around my cock, both of us moaning and groaning.
My fingers worked her clit relentlessly, rubbing and circling and pressing until she was sobbing.
"You're taking me so well," I praised roughly. "Taking every inch of your alpha's cock like you were made for it."
"Was made for it," She gasped. "Made for you—oh god, fuck, I'm going to—"
"Not yet." I slowed my thrusts slightly, my fingers gentling on her clit. "Not until I say so."
She whined in protest, trying to push back harder, but I held her in place. I wanted to draw this out, wanted to feel her coming apart around me when I finally let her.
"Please," she begged. "Please let me cum—"
"Beg nicer," I thrust particularly deep and she cried out. "Tell me how much you need it."
"I need it so much," She sobbed. "Need to cum on your cock, need you to fill me up, please, Dimitri, please—"
Close. I was so fucking close. Her pussy was gripping me like she never wanted to let go. It was hot, slick and perfect. My balls were drawn up tight, my release building at the base of my spine.
"Touch yourself," I commanded. "Play with those perfect tits while I fuck you."
Her hands flew to her breasts, squeezing and pinching her nipples the way I had taught her. The sight of her touching herself, combined with the feeling of her pussy squeezing me, nearly pushed me over the edge.
"Dimitri," She moaned. "I can't—I need—"
"Cum," I commanded, my fingers pressing hard on her clit as I slammed into her. "Cum for your alpha right fucking now."
She shattered with a scream, her pussy clamping down on me so hard I saw stars. I kept fucking her through it, my fingers never leaving her clit, drawing out every wave of her orgasm until she was shaking and sobbing in my arms.
"Good girl," I groaned, feeling my own release building. "Such a good girl, taking me so well—"
Her pussy pulsed around me again and I lost it, slamming deep and holding as my orgasm ripped through me. I came harder than I ever had in my life, pumping her full of my seed, marking her from the inside out.
We collapsed together, both of us shaking and gasping for breath. I was still inside her, still half-hard, and I never wanted to leave.
"So much for letting me rest." Seraphina said eventually, her voice hoarse from screaming.
I laughed, pressing a kiss to her shoulder. "You started it."
"Worth it."
I had to agree.