"Who's Chase?" Justin asks as my fave went pale.
"I already told you it's nothing to worry about" I replied as I was feeling uneasy.
"I don't mind knowing who Chase is" he looks into my eyes as I dipped the got tea. I want to tell him who Chase is but then I'll r emember everything that happened between us and I'm trying to forget.
"Let's not talk about it!" I harshly tell him then regret why I said it harshly.
Justin stood up from the couch as he adjusted himself and left the room. I must have made him feel bad.
"Justin!" I call but immediately hear the door slam shut. Fuck it.
I debated on whether to run after him or to sit down but I followed my first thought as I flung the door open.
"Justin please hold on" I beg as I was trying to catch my breath after running to catch up to him.
He stopped walking when he heard my voice calling but he didn't turn back to look at me.
"Hey! Are you mad at me?" I place my hands on his shoulder but he flinches.
I embarrassingly removed my hands from his shoulders and he noticed how I felt.
"I'm sorry" he apologizes but doesn't look like he was truly sorry as he tucked his hands into his pocket clenching his jaws.
I knew I must have pissed him off but he was rather acting cold towards me and I couldn't bear to watch him act like this, he has never been mad at me.
"It's getting late, we should head back home" I stare at my toes while telling him.
"I just need some fresh air" he coldly replies and I knew I fucked up big time.
I've had a great day with him today and ever since my father has been gone he has stood by me and I'm not ready to lose a good person like him.
I noticed how he acted cold but deep down you would know he was hurting.
I hugged him tightly and this made his body shook because he wasn't expecting it.
I buried my face into his chest when he didn't hug me back, "I'm sorry" I apologize and he untucked his hands from his pocket and hugged me.
We were on the streets but we didn't care what others might think or say besides it was getting late.
"I don't wanna be mad at you, I can't stay mad at you" he strokes my hair and kissed me on the forehead.
"Let's go back home" I suggested and he held my hands tightly as his hands felt cold and soft against mine.
We walked side by side into the house as I made sure to lock the door immediately I got in. Fuck the cold outside is unbearable.
"You didn't finish your tea" he stares at the half filled mug in the table.
"Hmm" I replied him as I went to put on some big sweaters to warm myself.
I sat by him on the couch as he appeared to be busy with his laptop and despite the thickness of the sweater I still shivered from cold.
He noticed the way my body was and he put his laptop aside hugging me tightly and wrapping his arms around me keeping me warm.
Fuck I needed that.
"Justin?" I call wanting to tell him about Chase.
"Yes love?" He responds and my cheeks flushed a little.
"Chase was more of my ex" I blurt out not knowing where I should start from.
"Oh!, But I thought you've never had a boyfriend" he asks and I remembered me once telling him that I have never dated.
"Yeah....I told you I never had a boyfriend because I never wanted to talk about him, whenever I remember him my heart is always filled with pain" my voice crack at the last word.
"I'm sorry," he says "but what did he do to you?" He asks and I knew he was going to ask.
Chase was more of a curious type of person that loves to know every details of someone or a thing, maybe he should have studied to become a detective rather than a doctor.
"We met by chance and the moment of sadness surpassed the moments of happiness even though it was only for a short period of time but he left me and then I realized that I missed both the happy and sad moments with him" I took a deep breath, "took me a whole lot of while to forget about him and I lost interest in relationships" I stated.
"Oh! He's the reason why you don't want to open your heart to see me" he scoffs
"I will never hurt you Jane" he reassures me and I somewhat felt relieved.
"He got his way with you?" He asks and I was confused for some moment before understanding what he actually meant.
"Yes" I reply as I remember the hot scenes of Chase and I and I felt butterflies in my stomach. Damn it! I shouldn't be thinking about this.
Justin seemed to be angry knowing that I had something to do with Chase but I don't see a reason why he should be even though he isn't really showing his feelings.
The images of Chase's hot body kept on surfacing in my head and I regretted why I remembered him as I felt some wetness in between my legs and I was suddenly aroused.
I tried to keep my calm as my head was still laid on Justin's chest.
"I want to have a quick shower" he says and I lifted my head off from his chest as he stood up.
He left for the bathroom and I was left in the living room alone, he seemed to have forgot to close his laptop because he left it opened in front of me.
If I was the curious type of girl I would have tried to check his messages and chats and documents on his laptop but I rather stared at it lying there.
I soon got bored and the laptop was still on, I wondered why the screen hasn't automatically turn off by itself but since I was hell bored I brought the laptop closer to me.
I scrolled through his apps and couldn't find anything to entertain me then I came across with a solitaire game, I love solitaire games.
I played some rounds with ease under so e few minutes and as I was about to go back to the home page I mistakenly clicked on one of his minimized tabs and it was a video of naked pornstars having sex.
I widened my eyes in awe as I didn't imagine Justin to be the type of guy that watches porn, I couldn't hear any sounds before I realized that his earpiece was plugged in, could this be what he was busy watching?.
I plugged his earpiece into my ear as I continued from where he stopped.
The pornstars happened to be in the middle of a hot sex where the man was giving it to her as she was bent on the bed with her hips raised.
She moaned in pleasure as he kept on giving it to her and the image of when Chase and I were like that came through my mind and I realized my panties were already soaked like a bucket of water was poured on it only that this was slimier.
I minimized the tab as I plugged out his earpiece and tried to calm myself down but the weather was not helping at all.