35 - Begging

“The truth of that Mr. Montevidad, tonight we would have come here first and tomorrow we will leave. Thank you so much for your kindness to me and my son. ” I really want to be thankful, that the Lord has given me the chance to see his face in person. ‘It’s just that, this is Jai’s uncle and this is Ermel’s brother.

"Okay," sparingly came out of his mouth after I thanked him. He just seemed to ignore what I said because he stubbornly left me and continued to walk.

I was left destitute. Is this person really like this? I don’t know what he is. If anything, that's better. Because if he shows me kindness like Esan, I might not forget him and it will be hard for me to forget him.

A few moments later I heard that they were beating Jai. I called the boy to rest. Jai still refused but immediately followed when Jayar himself pushed it.

But my plan to leave the next day ‘didn’t work out.

“But Mom, why? You don't love Daddy anymore? I thought, you’ll be happy because Dad is here. ” Jai started crying when we were in the yard.

It was as if my heart was smiling. This is my fault. It's really my fault. I can hurt him a lot with what I do now.

“But baby,‘ don’t you love Mommy? Like what I’ve said before ... It’s just you and me. Daddy is gone. ” I knelt in front of him so we could watch.

His innocent tears fell like rain. It flowed one after another on his innocent face. He was like a child kidnapped by someone he owned.

“I-I thought ... H-we're happy. I thought we were one happy family. ”

I can't help but cry. It hurts when I see my child hurt. I wanted to tell him the truth, but I might have hurt my son's innocent feelings even more. I hugged him and carried him. We are leaving.

“Daddy! Daddy! ” She kept crying and called the man. He doesn’t lose my arm, but I feel what he wants. He wants his Daddy even though Jayar is not the real father.

"Ate, poor Jai." sniffing Mela's tongue.

I just bit my lip so hard. I am the more miserable. I don’t want to conclude right away but I feel that way. What if I fall too deep? How do I lift my heart when that happens? What if he takes Jai? Lots of questions in my mind.

"Jai," Jayar said. Standing outside his car outside the gate.

The boy let go of my arm and ran quickly to the man. She burst into tears as she hugged Jayar's knee.

"Satisfied?" it came out sarcastically out of his mouth. It was as if he was implying that I was together.

I averted my eyes and quickly wiped away the tears. God! I don't want to look at them.

“Daddy please beg to her. I don’t want to go. I want to stay with you and Mommy. I want to be our family, happy. Please, please? Stop fighting. Don't fight Mommy, so we won't leave. ”

I want to repent. I shouldn’t have taken Jayar’s picture that night.

I heard him step closer to me. I didn't want to look at the two of them, but my eyes were really treacherous because they still looked. I saw him formally, quietly and firmly with the stares given to me.

I was swallowed by saliva. ‘Those stares of his seem to be always on the soul. It was as if my endurance and strength were being dug up. Damn that stared! If I don't like one part of her body, it's eyes.

He passed me. I can not believe. Why if he behaves like his child? My heart sank in those moments. But I was surprised at the last thing he did.

"I'm begging you, please stay." He did not look back. I could not feel in his voice ‘your pleading. His tone is commanding.

I would not. But when I saw the poor face of my little angel, my heart pounded. Can I see that my child is hurting? No.

I immediately decided that day that we would live here with this man. I hope my heart will not betray me. It's up to batman!

What happened in my son's life was shocking. Imagine, from rag to riches? But ‘I’m not in it, just the kid.

Jai was overjoyed when he had his own nursery room full of toys. They both went shopping and he bought everything Jai wanted. He spoiled the child.

He also hired maids as if we were newlyweds and ‘I shouldn’t get tired of the big mansion. Fate is playful. The person I try to avoid is deliberately approaching me nof my delicious pinch.

"What are you going to say?"

My eyeball wants to rotate despite my trembling right now. Somehow, he passed me and left. It was like I was the next to him.

"If you want to leave, okay go." he has no emotional language. “Just close the gate after you leave. I don't have a guard to close. ”

“The truth of that Mr. Montevidad, tonight we would have come here first and tomorrow we will leave. Thank you so much for your kindness to me and my son. ” I really want to be thankful, that the Lord has given me the chance to see his face in person. ‘It’s just that, this is Jai’s uncle and this is Ermel’s brother.

"Okay," sparingly came out of his mouth after I thanked him. He just seemed to ignore what I said because he stubbornly left me and continued to walk.

I was left destitute. Is this person really like this? I don’t know what he is. If anything, that's better. Because if he shows me kindness like Esan, I might not forget him and it will be hard for me to forget him.

A few moments later I heard that they were beating Jai. I called the boy to rest. Jai still refused but immediately followed when Jayar himself pushed it.

But my plan to leave the next day ‘didn’t work out.

“But Mom, why? You don't love Daddy anymore? I thought, you’ll be happy because Dad is here. ” Jai started crying when we were in the yard.

It was as if my heart was smiling. This is my fault. It's really my fault. I can hurt him a lot with what I do now.

“But baby,‘ don’t you love Mommy? Like what I’ve said before ... It’s just you and me. Daddy is gone. ” I knelt in front of him so we could watch.

His innocent tears fell like rain. It flowed one after another on his innocent face. He was like a child kidnapped by someone he owned.

“I-I thought ... H-we're happy. I thought we were one happy family. ”

I can't help but cry. It hurts when I see my child hurt. I wanted to tell him the truth, but I might have hurt my son's innocent feelings even more. I hugged him and carried him. We are leaving.

“Daddy! Daddy! ” She kept crying and called the man. He doesn’t lose my arm, but I feel what he wants. He wants his Daddy even though Jayar is not the real father.

"Ate, poor Jai." sniffing Mela's tongue.

I just bit my lip so hard. I am the more miserable. I don’t want to conclude right away but I feel that way. What if I fall too deep? How do I lift my heart when that happens? What if he takes Jai? Lots of questions in my mind.

"Jai," Jayar said. Standing outside his car outside the gate.

The boy let go of my arm and ran quickly to the man. She burst into tears as she hugged Jayar's knee.

"Satisfied?" it came out sarcastically out of his mouth. It was as if he was implying that I was together.

I averted my eyes and quickly wiped away the tears. God! I don't want to look at them.

“Daddy please beg to her. I don’t want to go. I want to stay with you and Mommy. I want to be our family, happy. Please, please? Stop fighting. Don't fight Mommy, so we won't leave. ”

I want to repent. I shouldn’t have taken Jayar’s picture that night.

I heard him step closer to me. I didn't want to look at the two of them, but my eyes were really treacherous because they still looked. I saw him formally, quietly and firmly with the stares given to me.

I was swallowed by saliva. ‘Those stares of his seem to be always on the soul. It was as if my endurance and strength were being dug up. Damn that stared! If I don't like one part of her body, it's eyes.

He passed me. I can not believe. Why if he behaves like his child? My heart sank in those moments. But I was surprised at the last thing he did.

"I'm begging you, please stay." He did not look back. I could not feel in his voice ‘your pleading. His tone is commanding.

I would not. But when I saw the poor face of my little angel, my heart pounded. Can I see that my child is hurting? No.

I immediately decided that day that we would live here with this man. I hope my heart will not betray me. It's up to batman!

What happened in my son's life was shocking. Imagine, from rag to riches? But ‘I’m not in it, just the kid.

Jai was overjoyed when he had his own nursery room full of toys. They both went shopping and he bought everything Jai wanted. He spoiled the child.

He also hired maids as if we were newlyweds and ‘I shouldn’t get tired of the big mansion. Fate is playful. The person I try to avoid is deliberately approaching me n