Chapter 76: Past Love

Alan's POV

It turns out that was my mistake, making a promise to him because it seems as though it wasn't working.

Every attempt I made wasn't helping. He gives up easily and keeps blaming me for not making effort.

He was the reason I chose to live again and so the least I could do is to make him work again and not give up easily on himself.

It was so hard because he didn't want any therapist or instructor but me. It made me feel it was a punishment on my side.

At nights, I had to sleep close to him, to cuddle him and solicit with him because he was sober.

Most times, he throws objects at me, glasses and I get injured but nevertheless, I chose to stay.

It's the sacrifice I had to make either way to see him smile again and not having to curse himself.

Just to feed us both, I did menial jobs, something I've never done before.

He claims he had tons of money and gold in his villa but then I just didn't want to tell him his suppose killer took all of that.

He didn't tell who it was but the cops confirmed it was Bryan as the CCTV footage shows when he walked out of the house bloody.

He was still on the search and haven't been found yet. It pisses me off though to think that such people always escape the law.

I just had to adapt to the hardship because it was really pissing me off, how to attend to customers, stay patient and not having to start a fight with a bossy person.

Arghh! Now I know how my employees must feel when I order them about non-stop, disrespect them and make them feel they were never important.

I fire people anyhow but here, I prayed not to be fired. When I return home tired, I've got Darius's anger and fury on me.

He was so demanding and gets horny anytime, there was no single day I don't return that he doesn't fuck me.

Even though I was tired, I had to pleasure him, make him harden and fuck him.

I kinda derive pleasure from it, having to taste him and moan in his ears, satisfy him as he want, bath him, feed him and then sleep beside him like a child.

Never ever have I imagined I'd find myself in such situation. I have never cared for anyone like this.

Even when peris was ill, I hate being around sick people and hired someone to care for him, while we communicate on phone.

Unfortunately, Darius had me stuck with him like a spell and it's so hard to break out of it.

As long as we were safe here, I don't mind spending forever with him. I just can't wait for the moment he'd walk again.

It was depressing too and really telling on me.

However, I tried not to break down just not to dishearten him or make him feel all alone.

I arrived at work quite late and drowsy as I haven't gotten enough rest with thrusting Darius all night long and implanting my hickies on me.

My dick still throbs and I needed a break. The boss was the first I saw. This time around, I was working at a delivery company and I was more like the receptionist.

It seems as though he was waiting for me and I was nervous. It's my first time seeing him in full length.

He was always behind the desk, quiet except when I start my noise with my colleagues claiming I could buy them and this company.

I'd always hear his sonorous voice, beckoning on me to quell that disturbing noise.

I hope he intends to fire me because I've got something else to do. I recently got an offer to become a model at a company.

That would work at least.

It's rare to have him call me because I always avoided him. It turns out he noticed me today because I was fucking late.

"Good morning sir" I greeted in a dull tone as it kills me that I'm meant to be in that position.

I'd never get used to it and it's something I trying so hard to work on.

"So what's the excuse? Your grandma died?" He joked in lively tone as he gestured to me to follow him.

"I have a sick patient" I replied and suddenly threw his face at me, then lowered his eyes at my neck.

He let out a sided smile and then it occured to me that he must have seen my hickey. Shit!

He directed me to his office and while we walk, some of my colleagues were waving at me.

I'd tried my best to be friendly with them. They just can't help but fall for my pure heart.

When we got to his office, he beckoned on me to sit but I didn't that before he could complete his offer.

He scoffed at me and then sat opposite me. He questioned if I'd like anything but I refuse his offer as I needed to return to my counter.

"How's that patient of yours, Mr therapist?" He questioned staring at me and I felt I was melting slowly.

His eyes were blazing and I couldn't help but stare.

"Recovering..." I said feeling mousey and trying not to lock eyes with him.

He gave me a grin and said;

"I should have queried you but everyone speaks good about you so it's more like a warning Alan"

I nodded rising up and straining my shoulders. He should just fire me because i'd keep coming late.

He lowered his eyes at his table and then scoffed unbelievably.

"You're still the same" he muttered and I heard that loud but intended to snub him. He kind of look familiar if I were to look up close.

"If there's nothing else to say I'd just leave..."

"I like you Alan"