After some time, Victor broke away from her. He lifted himself up on his arm and leaned over her, tracing his finger gently down the side off her nose, touching her lips and moving up along her jawbone as he looked at her. He loved this girl. There was no doubt about it. Though he had not been able to bring himself to tell her. But he knew he was madly in love with her. I wish she wasn’t involved in any of these. I wish Caesar did not know her. I wish she wasn’t born in this town. I wish…..and he heaved heavily. So many things I wish were running through his mind. He held her close to him, running his hands through her hair. All this time, Selena had felt his uneasiness. Even though he was good at hiding his feelings, she felt his restlessness and worries as he held her.
Because of the growing presentment of danger which hovered above them, she suddenly had the strangest feeling that something was going to happen to them. Something bad will separate them. Something they wouldn’t have control over. She stiffened with fright and took Victor’s face gently in her hands, her lips quivering a little, she said;
“Make love to me, Victor. Now…..I don’t know what will happen tomorrow. We might not have this chance again.”
He looked down at her puzzled.
“What are you saying, Violet? Nothing would happen.”
But she shook her head, her eyes worried and frightened.
“I know, I know. But I can’t wait any longer.” She said as she began to undo the front buttons of his shirt. She undid it and slid her slim hands over his naked chest and she heard him draw in a deep breath. Her eyes blazed up at him. “Take me. Take me, my love……can’t wait anymore.”
Their lips met again and he felt her hunger and desire all the way down to the tips of his toes. He pulled away and looked into her eyes. Those violet hues were smoky and dilated with desire. He slid his hands to the front of her blouse and arched an eyebrow. She smiled softly and bit her inner lip. This was all the reassurance that he needed. His eyes still boring into hers, he began to unbutton her blouse. She held him with her eyes which were surprisingly bold and provocative.
Victor undone her blouse and bra and slid them off her. He swallowed hard as his eyes settled on the mound of her full breasts and the dusky rose bud of her nipples. Unable to resist himself, he bent down and took one inviting rosy nipple into his mouth. She arched her back on the bed and moaned, grabbing his head hard to her breast, curling up her feet. Victor suckled on the nipples until she was heaving heavily like a woman in labor. He was charged up now. Quickly, he rose from the bed and took off his shirt and unbuttoned his pants. He stood massive and naked in front of her, his manhood stiffening hard.
“Is that for real?” She exclaimed, her eyes wide as she gazed at his rock hard penis.
“Yes baby, that’s for real.” he replied.
“I’ve……I’ve never seen anything like it.” she stuttered and she moistened her lips with her tongue.
Victor, who at that time did not really pay attention to what she had said, came over to the bed and knelt over her so that his penis was pointing at her mouth.
“Ever tasted a man before?”
“Yes, I have.” she lied easily. How was he to know apart from kissing and smooching, she had never gone this far with any man before. She was a learner in all this. But she didn’t want to know these. She loved him and was willing to please him in any way she could.
“Would you like to taste me?” His voice was thick and husky.
She nodded.
Victor swallowed hard. He placed his hand behind her head and raised it. She opened her mouth and his penis slid into her mouth. She began to suck on it, tentatively at first, then boldly, and then fiercely. She sucked him so hard until he was really hard and trembling.
“You are driving me nuts, Violet.” he grunted.
“Am I?” She asked innocently.
“Yes! Oh fucking yes.
“Touch me, Victor, I want your hands inside me. Touch me.”
Victor bobbled his head. Deftly, he slid off her skirt and panties. Her panties were soaking wet. His fingers played on the entrance of her vagina, then slowly it delved in. She was terribly wet. He began to thrust in and out of her. She began to moan, her eyes blinking rapidly……her hand held his hand and assisted him as he drove his finger into her. His fingers were slicking and moist.
“Fuck, I’ve got to have you, Violet,” he panted, his eyes leery with sexual desire. “I can’t wait! Christ! I can’t wait any more.”
“Then take me! Don’t waste any more time!” She hoarsely pleaded.
Victor raised her hips and spread her legs. Then he mounted her. There was a brief pause as he realized how tight she was. This was her first time. She was a virgin. He narrowed his eyes at her, but she nodded her head, encouraging him to go on. He braced himself and plunged into her. She congested her face as a quick sharp pain washed over her and she opened her mouth to scream. Victor sensing this quickly bent his head, covering her mouth with his, swallowing her screams. He began to plunge into her, deeper and deeper, moving his hips rhythmically.
Soon, her body got adjusted to the manliness of him and she began to follow his moves. She stuck her tongue in his ear and he felt her hot breath and the words, “This feels so good, Victor ! Take me! Harder!”
Victor was more than happy to oblige. He drove his big penis in and out, then around and around until Selena was moaning and her heels were wildly shaking the bedspread.
“Oh, Victor, don’t stop, please don’t stop.”
“I won’t Violet! I won’t.”
Selena felt him pounding himself into her, harder and harder, and soon she was shivering and clawing his back in ecstasy, her legs gripping Victor’s thrusting hips, her body extracting every drop of his spurting seed.
It took them several minutes to catch their breath and when Victor kissed her mouth and held her tight, Selena murmured, “I’ve never thought love making would really feel like this.” she said breathlessly.
“This is just a tip of the iceberg. It is even more better than this.”
“It is?” She peered into his face.
“Yeah!” He replied to her.
Selena was quiet for a moment. She had heard lots of talks about sex and lovemaking but she never knew it would be like this. There was no word to describe how she had felt when Victor was inside of her. Suddenly, thought came into her mind and eyes widened. Victor felt her stiffened in his arms, and he turned his head to look quizzically at her face.
“What is it?” He asked.
She drew in a long, slow breath.
“Baby…….i hope…... .hope……” she babbled and kept quiet. There was fear in her eyes now., Victor narrowed his eyes on her.
“Violet, what is it? Is something wrong?”
She shook her head.
“No……no it’s just that I’ve heard a lot of stuff…..” she laughed huskily but Victor could hear the nervousness there. “Don’t laugh at me Victor. I know I’m naive about all these kinds of things. But I’ve read some stuff online and I’ve listened to some women gossips in town,” she wrung her hands, shrugged and grimaced.
Victor, confused more than ever now, smiled warmly at her.
“Violet, will you for the love of God just tell me what the problem is?” He said gently.
She drew in a sharp, deep breath.
“Victor, I hope you won’t get tired of me?”
Victor stared at her, shocked.
“Why Violet? Why would I do that?”
“I don’t know…..” she stuttered. “You know, you never told me you love me. You never told me how you felt about me,” She made an exasperated gesture with her hands. “So now that we’ve had sex, things might change between us. I mean how you really feel about me. But I want you to know something. No matter what happens, I will never regret what happened between us tonight.”
Victor was stoned silent. It wasn’t as if he didn’t understand what she was trying to say but something told him he must tread carefully. He knew Selena was not dumb. She wanted him to confess how he really felt about her. Women need assurances and Selena, no matter how strong willed and tough she is, was still a woman. Now that they have had sex, telling her he loved her would remove any doubts in her mind about him. But for now, Victor knew he can’t tell her how he felt about her especially because of the secret he was hiding from her. So instead of saying anything in regards to what she had said, he took her hands in his own and pulled her body close to his own.
“Selena, you don’t have to worry about anything, everything will be fine,”
She arches an eyebrow.
“Victor ……” she began but he closed his mouth over her and kissed her hard, putting all his passion and desire for her into the kiss. Soon, he felt her moaning into his mouth, her breath coming out raspingly.
“Let’s do it, again Victor. I want…..I need you in me.” her voice sounded like hot fudge.
Victor did not say anything. He spread her legs wide apart and guided his stiffening manhood back into her honey pot. This time he found her hot, wet and pulsating. She began to wriggle under him. Victor groaned with pleasure and buried himself deep into her hungry body.