Noah's POV
Fuck!
.
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Fuck fuck fuck fuck fucking hell!
Why was I like this?
I lost it? I completely lost it there.
One more second with her and she would've been bent on that bike in no time.
And the worse thing was that she didn't stop me. She just sat there, frozen.
I mean, not a bad thing after all.
But still!
She should have stopped me or cursed me or did something to make me leave her, but she freaking closed her eyes.
No wonder that son of a bitch was all over her that day.
God knew what could've happened to my Cupcake if I wouldn't have stormed in at the right time.
But today.....today it was different. Her eyes told me to not stop. Like they wanted it.....like they wanted more.
The way her body shivered under my touch. The way her eyes couldn't leave mine. The way her eyes told me that she knew what exactly I wanted at that moment.
It took all my will power to not kiss the hell out of her right there at the moment.
Oh boy, I had a long way to work on my self-restraint, or else someday she'd probably be screaming my name on this fucking bed.
And that day won't be far if it carried on like this, I'm telling you.
But I shouldn't have left her like that though. She stood completely frozen there even after I left, probably cursing me.
I chuckled when I remembered her expressions. She was looking at me with so many emotions.
But none of them was fear, that I was pretty sure of. I had seen fear in her eyes one time but today the emotions were of not fear.
Something different, something hard to decipher I was lying on the bed when dad stormed into my room, without my permission, I might add.
He opened the door and his eyes landed on me and then his face broke into a stupid grin.
"How did it go?" he grinned while coming to sit with me on the bed.
"What?"
"Oh shut up! Tell me did you ask her out? Did you express your feelings? Did you invite her here to our place?"
"No? " I shrugged "Huh? WHAT HAPPENED NOAH BLACK TELL ME EVERY SINGLE DETAIL."
"Nothing much, I'm telling you."
"I did that whole drama thing only for you to do 'nothing much'?"
"Umm...pretty much," I winked.
I could see him getting more and more annoyed and impatient every second, but what? I freaking enjoy getting on his nerves.
"Noah, don't get on my nerves and tell me what the hell did you do?" he asked through gritted teeth.
"Geez, okay chill," I chuckled "I kinda screwed it up again, you know?" I started.
"What did you do this time?" he sighed in disappointment.
"First, I went closer to her and grabbed her by her waist, and boy, she smel—ahem ahem, and then I kinda...a little bit...made fun of her height when she wasn't able to climb on my bike."
Dad stared at me, his mouth wide open.
I continued, "And then we reached here. I again went close enough to her that I was even able to smell her breath. We stared at each other for a while and then when I wasn't able to control myself anymor—"
"YOU KISSED HER," dad jumped up from the bed and squealed.
"Ummmm.....no?" I scratched the nape of my neck.
"Huh? Then WHAT?"
"I backed away and came back home, leaving her there.......alone."
"Are you really that dumb or do you do it on purpose?" dad asked as if he couldn't believe what he was hearing.
"I am not dumb."
"Yes you are my child, you had the best opportunity to impress her. You could've asked her for ice-cream or at least walked her to her door. But you, my dumb child, made things even worse."
"Do you think I'm not regretting it? Stop reminding me again and again."
"Alright, but you have to make it up to her now. Do something, take her out, or anything, but this ain't gonna work like this, son."
"Yeah, okay."
"Well, at least you did one good thing by not kissing her and then leaving her there. That would've been worse, you know?"
"I know..."
"Alrighty, then. Plan something else that you're sure you wouldn't screw up. Goodnight," he said while standing up and walking towards the door.
"Night."