Chapter 144 Rough Day

Chapter 144 Rough Day
Maddie's POV

I went to Mariko's office, but it was already home time with employees leaving. I ended up spending the entire day with Miranda, doing sketches and admin. I wanted to do the surprise for Mariko more than anything.

I knocked on his door, looking up from what he was busy with, his eyes lit up. "I thought I would have to drag you away from Miranda," he said as I closed the door behind me. I moved closer to his desk.

"Well, trust me, I tried to get away, but I managed to get more things done. Today is not my official day back at Sternpoint, but I feel like it was," I smiled.

"Let's get home to the kids, I'm sure Rose and her friend are waiting patiently for us," he said as he switched off his laptop and stood up. I rounded the desk and took the laptop bag from him and placed it on the desk. He looked at me with confusion.

"I just want this moment to ourselves before we go home," I reached under the desk and pressed a button, the glass walls turning from transparent to opaque. I moved my hands against his chest and his hands found my hips. He leaned down and pressed his lips against mine.

I deepened the kiss, and he moaned, his tongue slid into the opening of my mouth as my hands moved down to unzip his dress pants. He pulled away as I reached into his pants, freeing his hard cck. "What are you doing?" he smiled.

"I want to do something," I said as I crouched.

"Maddie..." I leaned forward and closed my mouth around his c^ck and he gasped, before I could do anything more, his hands cupped the sides of my face, and he pulled out of me, forcing me to my feet. His eyes were wide. I'm shocked. "Please, don't."

"Why not?" I asked.

"I know this isn't the right moment to say this, but I don't want to do things that were done in my previous marriage. Amber did that, and I don't expect you to do the same. I just don't want you to go to that extent of making me feel satisfied. I don't like it either because... I hate that you would have to do that to me. I lose control."

"Did you enjoy it though? With Amber?" I asked, jealousy crept up.

"Yes," he said.

"Well, I'm not Amber and I need you to trust me," I held his gaze before I crouched again.

I started slowly as I took him in my mouth again. He groaned, and then his hands were in my hair, he moved in and out of my mouth, slowly and then fast, deeper. As he went deeper, he groaned, and I gagged as he came into my mouth. I tapped his leg to free me, but he waited until he had released all the fluids, and then he pulled out as I gagged some more, his come dripped from my mouth.

"I'm sorry," he said as he handed me a tissue, and I took it from him. My eyes were watery. I wiped my mouth as I continued to taste the saltiness of his come. "Are you okay?" he crouched beside me. His one hand cupped my face.

"I'm fine," I looked into eyes that were worried.

"That is the reason why I don't like it. I don't want you to gag and I will lose control. I hope you can see that now," he said, "I did enjoy it though, and I came faster."

"Well, that does not stop me from doing it more often to you. You just have to be relaxed and know when to let go when I tap. Tapping will be my safe word," I said.

"I don't want us to do that all the time. I prefer more s^x," he smiled weakly.

"Then more s^x it is," I smiled, and then he stood up, holding his hand out to me. I placed my hand in his, and he helped me to stand up.

"Are you ready to go home to the kids?" he asked.

"I have to be. Bella will probably run to me with her sketches," I said.

That kind of went better than what I had expected with the bl^w job. He just needs to stop fearing and go with the flow. But I don't want to pressure him into anything either. So, if he wants to have more s^x instead, then I would have to just give him s^x and not explore more with him.



Mariko's POV

We drove home in silence. I was still trying to get over the fact that Maddie did that to me. She was so f^cking good at it, but yet, I didn't like that. Most of all, I don't want to ruin things because of that. I lost control and that is my fear. How would she breathe with my cck deep down her throat?

We entered the house, and we were met with laughter and a delicious aroma of dinner. My stomach growled. "Hey, you two, how was Sternpoint today?" Rosie asked as she appeared in the lounge.

"Daddy!" Bella ran towards me and crouched as she ran into my arms. Her tiny arms wrapped around the back of my neck as I placed a kiss against her cheek.

"How was your day?" I asked.

"It was fine. Cloudy and Sparkles were crying, but the other lady made them stop. I was just being a ballerina," she smiled. I pulled her closer to me and I just held her. My little girl just warms my heart everytime. I let Maddie fill Rosie in on our day. But I just wanted to be with my daughter after this day and check up on the twins.

I stood up with Bella in my arms, "Soon you will be going back to ballet school," I said. I looked at Rosie, "Thank you for dinner, It smells great." I smiled at her.

"Always a pleasure," she smiled in return, and then I followed after Maddie down the hallway and into the nursery where Rosie's friend was sitting in the rocking chair, feeding Mikayla with a bottle of milk. She looked up at us and smiled.

"How were they?" Maddie whispered.

"They were okay. A little fussy but they were great. You have such adorable babies," she said as Maddie crouched in front of her and kissed Mikayla against her little forehead. I continued to hold Bella on my hip.

Maddie stood up and went over to Marielle's crib, "She's sleeping," she whispered. I smiled and quietly walked out of the nursery and into Bella's bedroom. Angel was seated at the little table with her books out.

"How's the homework going?" I asked as she looked up at me.

"It's okay, just a lot of theory to go through," she said, "Thank you for getting me from school, the ice cream and bringing me home. I really don't want to cause any inconvenience while you're working," she said.

"I will always do it. You're my daughter too."

"And you are my big sister," Bella chimed in. I set her down, and then I stood up straight.

"Nothing will be an issue here, okay? I just want you to be happy and comfortable. I will leave work to get any of my kids when needed and that is how I get to spend time with you," I smiled.

"Thank you," she smiled shyly before turning back to her homework.

"So what is your homework about?" I asked as I sat down on Bella's bed while she was busy sketching again.

"It's some biology thing. I had to highlight all the information that the teacher had given us in this textbook and rewrite it in our notebooks. It's a lot of writing," she stated.

"You will be done with high school in no time. Just keep up the good work and you will be successful," I said.

"It cannot come fast enough," she sighed.

"Be careful what you wish for. Being an adult is hard, all the responsibilities, bills that need to be paid. Working hard at a job can become exhausting and frustrating. Some people in the working environment can be problematic too and jealous. But you just need to continue to be you. I have no doubt that you will conquer this world too with what you love. Follow your dreams and don't let anyone else tell you that you can't. Prove them wrong instead. That is a great feeling when you do prove them wrong. Don't let your past or where you came from define you. In tough situations, we grow, and we become stronger, sometimes life just doesn't go our way, but we have to persevere through it all," I said.

I hope that my talk with her helped her not doubt herself in this world. She is young and has so many things that she can achieve if she just puts her mind to it.