Chapter 53 53

Chapter 53 53
Aspen 

DAY TWENTY SEVEN 

The moment we got into the apartment, I removed my hand from Killian’s and then I ran to the bathroom. I wanted to puke and I just could not hold it in any longer. I spent about 10 minutes in the bathroom and then I returned to the sitting room to meet Killian standing in the same spot. 

There were blood droplets on him. The stains were all over his body and some were on me as well. But they were so much more on Killian. “Are you feeling—” 

“You should not have killed him. You should have called the cops.” I interrupted Killian from saying whatever he wanted to say. 

“He tried to rape you.” I felt cold chills go down my spine. 

“But that does not mean that you should have killed him. I told you to stop. I asked you to stop.” 

“And what were you expecting? That I'd listen to you?” Killian suddenly snapped at me in anger. He raised his voice at me. He had not done that for over three days. He had not raised his voice or even scolded me or anything. 

“Yes!! All you had to do was listen to me. You don't have to act rashly all the time.” He just killed a man. In the most gruesome and disgusting way ever. He did not even flinch as he fired bullets at Alexandre’s dead body. 

Killian scoffed, “Don’t think too highly of yourself Aspen. Do not think that you have the right to tell me what to do. I do not have to listen to you. I do what I want, understand?” He asked angrily and I gulped. Killian was getting angry at me. 

“I'm your wife. I have every right to call you out if you do something wrong.” I uttered and Killian laughed in a very mocking manner. 

“Wife you say? You keep forgetting the circumstances in which we got married.  It was not out of love. It was not out of any fucking obligation. I fucking bought your cheap self. I paid for you. So know when to draw the line as my fucking wife. You are not that important Aspen!!” My mouth opened only for it to close again, because no words came out. I was beyond shocked. 

I stood in shock at his insults and I had never felt so insulted and degraded. “Or is it because of the sex? Are you now thinking highly of yourself because we are fucking?” He stared at me in disbelief and then he laughed. 

“Women. So typical.” He hissed. “There is nothing special between us. We are not close Aspen. You have no fucking right to tell me what to do. You were contracted to act as my wife. So act like a fucking employee. Do not allow the sex to get into your head. It was just sex!!!” 

“It was simply nothing and was just the regular fucking. You are just a hole I fuck and use. You are nothing more and nothing special. My slut, that is what you—” 

“Killian!!!” I suddenly called in a loud voice and I lifted my hand and slapped him. Hard. 

“How dare you raise your hand at me?” He growled and I lifted my hand and slapped him again. Even harder than the last time. 

“Aspen, if you raise your hand on me again, I swear I will—” I did not allow Killian to finish his words when I slapped him again. The last one was harder and hotter. 

“What are you going to do exactly?” I asked him, my eyes full and glistening with tears. But I was not going to allow them to drop. Not in front of Killian. He just proved to me that everything I did with him was a mistake. I regretted everything. 

“Kill me? Are you going to blow off my head just like you did with Alexandre? Are you going to keep shooting me until my veins spill out? Go ahead and do it. I'm standing right in front of you. This will not be the first time and you will be lucky this time because you are not going to miss your shot.” There was no Brooke to push me aside and take the shot. 

“So do it. Kill me! That's your specialty and you will not even feel a thing! So go ahead and kill me!!!” Killian's jaw worked and there was raw anger in his eyes. 

“Did you even think that I like you? Why? Because we are having sex? Oh please, I only use your dick to get off. Nothing else.” I drew out word for word. So it would sink in Killian's head. 

“What could I possibly want from a man like you? You are heartless and you lack humility! You are incapable of loving. You are a monster, Killian.” I said and Killian looked at me in a narrowed gaze. 

“You are a sick monster. You need fucking therapy.” I wanted to slap him again. I wanted to keep slapping Killian. How dare he say those words right to my face? Was he trying to use the sex that we were having to degrade me? That was exactly what Killian did. He made me feel like a complete fool. 

“Aspen, watch your mouth.” 

“I will say whatever I want to say. And you can do your worst!! What is the worst thing you can do? Add me to the list of your victims? Go ahead and do it. I fucking hate you!!! And I'm glad that you have decided never to have children. It would be a shame for a kid to have a father like you.” Killian’s mouth parted and I immediately regretted my words. But I wanted to hurt him the way he hurt me. 

I turned and walked away to my room,  slamming the door shut behind me. The moment I got in, I fell to the ground and burst into tears. Fucking Killian Davenport.