Chapter 40

Chapter 40
My heart was in a mess, I was so nervous, I didn't know how to pick up his topic.
Seeing that I was silent, Ethan seemed a little angry, he frowned and questioned me in a cold tone.
"Why did you seduce me, but betray me?"
"I... Ethan, I fell in love with you uncontrollably at first sight..."
Ethan's eyes were full of despair and sadness.
"But you still deceived and betrayed me, you said you loved me, but you got together with Jack..."
As he said this, Ethan choked in front of me, which made me feel distressed.
But then, I was a little angry when I remembered that I repeatedly hinted to Ethan that I loved him, but he repeatedly refused. I stared at him and said angrily.
"Don't think you're the only innocent. I took the initiative to pursue you, but you kept dragging your feet and refused to agree to my request. You also brought Jack to my side. Also, that night in the cinema, my original intention was to ask you to watch a movie, but I asked Jack to join me because I was afraid you would refuse. I explained to you that Jack applied the ointment on me that day, but you refused to believe me. And how did I know that you suddenly changed seats with Jack after going to the toilet, causing me to mistakenly think that you were still sitting next to me..."
I spoke out all the grievances in my heart in one breath, and Ethan opened his mouth in surprise.
My sad heart tightened and I almost cried.
"I thought Jack was you saying you loved him, and I helped him masturbate in the cinema. Tell me, what can I do? If I don't take responsibility for Jack, I'll be even more of a bastard!"
Ethan was silent, his face stiffened, and after a while, he still said angrily.
"That's your problem, are you blind? Even Jack and I can admit our mistakes!"
I was so wronged that tears were about to fall. I stood up and walked out with gritted teeth. Ethan also stood up, hugged me, said nothing, and kissed me madly.
On the grass beside the stream, we couldn't wait to take off each other's clothes. Ethan roared and inserted into me fiercely, and then like a beast, he pumped his huge cock into my rectum madly.
I was fucked by him so hard and painfully that I moaned loudly in the middle of the night. This was a refreshing sex. I loved it and had never enjoyed such exciting sex.
Finally, Ethan held my cock and helped me masturbate, and we both ejaculated together.
Ethan and I lay on the grass to rest for a while. His cock was hard again and wanted to continue fucking me. At this time, my mobile phone suddenly rang. It was Jack. I quickly picked it up.
Jack's concerned voice came from the microphone.
"Hey, pervert, you're still awake. What time will you be back tomorrow? I miss you."
"I miss you. I can't sleep, so I'm walking in the mountains."
Jack's voice is very refreshing and sounds very comfortable. His tone is also coquettish, which makes me very happy.
When I was chatting with Jack, Ethan was listening quietly on the side, with obvious jealousy on his face.
While listening to me and Jack talking, he glared at me hatefully, and even held my dick with his hand and started to tease me.
I knew he was angry and disliked me flirting with Jack and ignoring his feelings.
Ethan played with my dick with his hand for a while, and my dick soon became hard. He lowered his head and held my dick in his mouth and sucked it hard, which made me almost scream. I was so scared that I quickly covered the microphone of the mobile phone, fearing that Jack would hear it.
I quickly found an excuse to hang up the phone, turned around and held Ethan's dick, and finally, Ethan and I ejaculated together again.
It was already late, and we got up and dressed quickly in fear that Miranda would wake up and find something.
Sitting on the grass again, I sighed and looked at Ethan helplessly.
"I'm sorry Ethan, I admit that I still love you, but now I have promised Jack, I really don't know how to deal with our relationship..."
Ethan's eyes turned red, and he looked at me angrily with gritted teeth.
"Michael, you little devil, it's all your fault. You seduced me and made me betray Miranda and our marriage. Now you can't be responsible for me. I hate you!"
My heart was so painful that it shrank into a ball. Before I met Ethan, I was really a little devil who liked to play with boys and was irresponsible.
It wasn't until the moment I met Ethan that I decided to love someone well and never play with anyone's feelings again, but I didn't expect that I would suffer such a big blow from Ethan.
By mistake, now I have to be responsible for Jack, otherwise I will really become the little devil and bastard in the past.
"Ethan, I'm sorry. I seduced you. It's my fault. I apologize to you, but we... let's stop here."
I thought about Jack and Miranda in my heart. We both have lovers to be responsible for. We can't go on like this.
Although my heart hurts, I must stop Ethan and I from making mistakes. We two, let's just say we are not destined to be together.
After saying that, I gritted my teeth, made up my mind, turned around and walked out.
Ethan didn't follow me, and I didn't have the courage to look back. I thought he must be sitting by the stream in a daze, sad.
Back in the hall of the orphanage, Miranda was still sleeping soundly on the old sofa. I lay down on another sofa, but I still couldn't sleep.
After a while, I heard slight footsteps coming, and Ethan came in, took the initiative to lie down beside me and hugged me.
He kissed me and touched me...