Chapter Forty-Nine| Let Me Make It Up To You.

Jason and I laid on the floor covered in sweat as we both regained our breaths. A thin blanket covering us that we had found on the couch. That was intense, had it been so long that I forgot how having sex with him always left me breathless?

Turning my head to the side to look at him, he was still looking up to the ceiling and it gave me time to study his side profile. Why men had to be more beautiful and given all the edges surpassed me, he turned his head around and his eyes met mine.

I felt a smile crawl up my face as we stared deep into each other's eyes, he brought his hand to my face and the pad of his thumb that did wonders on me moved softly against my cheek.

"How are you feeling?" he asked and I grinned slowly.

"Like I'm ready for round two," I said and he chuckled before looking under the sheet that covered his lower half and shaking his head.

"Well I'm semi-hard," he said and I got on my knees crawling downwards.

"I could help with that," I whispered before pulling off the sheet that was hiding a hard worker... get it?

"You really don't have to do- oh fuck," he hissed as my mouth had already swallowed him in, moving upwards, I darted my tongue out and licked him around his head before sucking it softly. "Liaaa," he groaned and I hummed around his shaft making him jerk up a bit.

I licked the underside of his dick before tracing his veins with my tongue while jerking him with my hand, pushing him in my mouth again, I bobbed my head until I felt him hit the back of my throat repeatedly.

His fingers were threaded in my hair pushing me down further while his lips murmured rants, asking me to stop while his actions did the opposite. I could feel his nails ding into my scalp with how rough he was but I didn't mind, I enjoyed the pain.

My jaw ached with how wide my mouth was open for him, pleasuring him was always one of my favourite things to do and looking up right now and seeing how he can barely keep his eyes open had me leaking for him.

My hand went to his heavy sac and I gently massaged it as I sucked on the head of his dick, lightly grazing it with my teeth, tempting him to cum in my mouth like he did in my pussy, there was something about it that always turned me on. His cum on me, in me, it didn't matter where but I was always greedy for it.

He twitched in my mouth and I pushed down on him further, he thrust his hips up and hit the back of my throat and I watched as his eyes closed, his orgasm washing over him and his semen pouring down my throat where I happily swallowed, some of it escaped dripping down my chin but I got most of it.

Licking him clean, I sat up and wiped my mouth smiling down on him.

"I got a little carried away," I said innocently and he chuckled, pulling me down on him.

"That was amazing, you aim to please don't you?" he said against my lips and I grinned pecking his.

"Yes sir," I purred and he kissed me.

"I just came Lia, have mercy," he playfully groaned and I giggled while sitting up.

"Sure old man," I grabbed his shirt and wore it, getting up from the floor he held my foot.

"Seeing you in my shirt is a sight, but I'd rather have you walking around naked," he said and I laughed, shaking his hand off my leg. Walking into the kitchen I grabbed us a bottle of water and threw him his bottle.

Walking back into the living room I sat on the couch while he still sat on the floor. Something had been probing my mind for weeks after I left him and I hadn't really been talking to my dad either, but I had to ask him.

"Jason, what did you do with those files I left you?" I asked taking a sip of my water and he leaned against the coffee table.

"I burnt them," he responded and I looked at him shocked, why would he burn them, they were leveraged against Rick and- "I don't want to be like your dad, Lia. That's his game, not mine."

Well then I guess I really am my father's daughter, nodding in understanding I felt a bit of pride in him that he chose to be the bigger man.

"That is so hot," I responded and he chuckled, shaking his head. "I told him about mom being around," I said and he grew quiet. "He looked shocked but a bit of him seemed happy she was back, I think he's going to look for her or is looking for her."

"What about you?" he asked and I sighed while drinking my water. "Don't you want to look for her?"

"I thought about it a lot, but I eventually came up to the conclusion that I don't need her, well not now anyway. And if she had any desire of knowing me she would have reached out a long time ago," I said and he stayed silent.

"Well that's her loss," he muttered and I nodded.

"You're still not off the hook," I said randomly and he cocked his head to the side. "It hurt a lot that you didn't believe me but I understand why you didn't. You hurt me a lot but I can't stay away from you," I admitted, my voice coming out shaking. "And I'm willing to try again, that's if you want to and if you don't want to it's going to hurt me a lot but I'll get over it," I said wiping away a stray tear.

"I love you, Lia," he said and my breath got stuck in my throat. I looked at him and he came closer to me and placed his big manly hands on my face. "I love you so much and I'm an idiot for never telling you earlier. I'm an idiot for treating you like some fuck toy when you were way more than that. I'm an idiot for hurting you repeatedly just because I couldn't get in touch with my own feelings when you had all yours figured out. I'm sorry for being the worst to you when all you ever were was the best to me and for me. I'm sorry that I wasn't able to love you the way you deserved because I was too selfish, but if you will allow me to, I want to show you what it could really be like between us," he said and I watched as his eyes became glossy as he said everything.

Laughing through the tears I pressed my lips against his, it was a salty kiss, how we both ended up pouring out our feelings was a wonder to me but I was glad we did.

"I love you too," I whispered against his lips and hugged him tightly. We stayed in that position for a long time and I felt him press his lips against my bare shoulder.

"Let me make it up to you."