ETHAN
From the day she met me last time I was totally disturbed and messed up. My sleep was all gone and I looked horrible everyday more and more.
She had hatred, disgust look and ashamed for me in her eyes. I made myself stoop low in her eyes very very low that now I can never raise a inch of myself again in her eyes.
I regret now to agree for betray her in first place with my whole family. I still remember the first time I saw her my heart skipped a beat. She made this ruthless person feel like I am alive and can have a beautiful life out of this messed and heartless life.
But even that time I was playing my role in my dad's plan which made me angry at my ownself and I got rude at her. She was just so innocent and pure and still is but now that innocence has been replaced filling with rage and disgust for us.
My so called family raised her just for getting her business in their name which is not a small amount at all. She claims 1000 crore for herself and that's why everyone just treated her as a price tag and nothing else.
Everytime I stayed with her felt like protecting her from everyone but when I got out I realised I was the main devil in her life. And to be honest it only made me hate myself but I was just a robotic boy of my dad who raised me whole life for this day.
Sometimes, I feel like my family not only used and played with her emotions but also mine. They just made me raised by hurting me badly and worse for hurting her back. I was so stupid to think my family once will show their love but no they don't care for me at all and I stupid thought they will and they do.
She loved me when no one did and I in return betrayed her, broker her heart and her trust. I broke her as a person so badly that she would have felt no one in this world can be good for no reason.
But when I saw her eyes flicker with his name I got to know he made her believe again. He made her broken heart get healed again and though I hate him I am thankful that he did.
That day those eyes which once holded love, trust and respect for me holded hatred towards me. I was broken into pieces and just let her say whatever she want's coz we were the culprit.
Alice has really a gem's heart and she always melted my stone and evil heart with her gems one. She was an angel and definitely deserves Adam her true soulmate and not a jerk, bastard, asshole like me at all.
She deserves every fucking happiness in reality and that's obviously not me who will give her but him. I lost my own gem because of my bad sins and I hate myself a lot.
When she killed my parents I was shocked but proud too that my fragile girl finally knows how to fight for her. They were for sure my parents but whatever sin they did in past and present or were willing to do in future they deserved to die.
My sister and her stepbrother are innocent and I hided the fact that the person who killed them were none other than Alice. Beacuse they truly love her and she deserves their love not hatred.
Fault was of my parents and not her who turned her into this. If they wouldn't have done this she would have been the same angelic strong girl.
She is really very strong and have a good support and love around her. Otherwise, I don't think so anyone even me could have been able to gather my shits back and fight for my rights.
She had a tough days and fights in her life and now I wish she finally gets her peaceful life which she will definitely get. And this can only be when she kills me completing her mission of revenge and betrayal which she is playing straight.
Alice let me know before attacking us, letting know a simple warning but I kept my mouth shut. I even know that my all men's are sold for her and him and I really don't care about that I am totally fine with that.
I heard this too that she is doing good in her business and reaching her heights of business totally. I am so happy and proud for her and know it's all because of him. He had love for her always and it's too obvious now.
I know it really doesn't matters how much I want her to be with me and reach success as the destruction has been already by me. I lost my place by myself and won't ever get back that in this life but I wish I get it in my new life with her only. I want to be her for my next life and live it livefully giving her every happiness she deserves but I lacked in this life.
Today, I called her after thinking a lot to come in her favourite spot tomorrow. She definetly needs justice but for me I need to get rid off my guilt. I want to die happily seeing her face, I know she won't be forgiving me but if she does I'll feel light from inside at my last minute.
She didn't agreed at all and I know she must be thinking I am playing a new game but I really don't want to hurt her anymore. I want her to get free from her mission without making her hand red in my blood coz I know everytime she killed anyone she felt very bad and literally hated herself.
I left from home early after biding bye to my lovely sister Lauren. I took one promise from her which made her confused but I know one day she will get to know everything.
I hope after me they get along with Alice and don't hate her at all. In the name of true family they will and she will only have each other from now and I want them to be together and not afar at all.
Lauren asked why am I asking her to forgive me and never ever hate me. But I didn't had anything to say her honestly, I just left leaving them for each other.
My eyes had tears but else of showing them to anyone I hided them. These tears are not just salty water but the fire, guilt, awfulness, regret and hatred which are coming out in form of my tears.
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I reached my destiny after naming my every share to my sister and brother Alex. I don't know whether she will come or not but I wish so she does before I die.
With my car I reached 2 hour's ago and recalled my life journey sitting on my car bonnet. That how I led a miserable life and made her live too.
She came as per the timing with her guards when I was just leaning on the car with my teary eyes which was red as blood shot. She stepped back seeing me taking steps towards her and I stopped feeling more miserable.
I smiled bitterly at my fortune who gave me such a blessing but I made it curse for me. I am not her anymore but she was once mine and it makes me smile and cry at the same time for not valuing it at that time.
"I am sorry Alice I know you hate me and asking for sorry no just don't make any sense but still I want to say", I paused catching my voice which was breaking every second.
"I am really very sorry for betraying you with my own family but I was blind for getting their love for me. I did what I was trained for and asked to do from childhood from now", I said looking down and my tears rolled down.
"Although you were just my mission but the time I spent with you it was the best moment of my life. I lived every moment with you as a person and not a robotic person who just works on commands", I chuckled at my luck and sucked some amount of breath which was getting lacked.
"With you I was alive and lively and I miss that me and us. I know I was the one who lost that chance by my own sins and the regret and guilt is just eating me up. I didn't knew you got into me actually I got into you so badly that my whole life sucks now without you", I smiled actually almost laughing at my ownself.
"I feel incomplete without you and I just feel like to kill myself with my own stupid hands who was once ordered to take your life. I just hate me hate myself a lot but I request please forgive me when I die I don't want to take your hatred for me at my last minute. Please forgive me think this is my last wish before dying not by your hand but by my own", I said looking at her eyes which was now getting red and was shocked seeing me break like this.
"I know you curse yourself everytime you killed anyone and I don't want to make you feel that more. And yeah promise me you will never ever hate my sister or brother because they were damn innocent", I pleaded with my hands and fall on my knees as my knees gave up now.
"They still love you and only misses you, they don't know how much big fraud and bastards our parents was nor they knew how much big asshole was I. But please keep them with you safe and secured and let them get your love which I lost badly", I looked down with my hands joined near her begging for forgiveness I guess.
"I love you Alice and I will always but I know you don't and you won't ever and that's why I'll kill myself. I really loved you please forgive me", I looked at her and pulled my gun from my back.
"Please forgive me bye and I hope the next life I get will be with you. And I want that life to be filled with love with our love and I will be your hero not your villain in that", I said and placed my thumb at the trigger holding it on my forehead.
My eyes were staring at her with love, tears and redness in them. Catching the glimpse of her fully for the last time though the tears made my vision blurred.
In fraction of seconds I shot to my head but before I lose my life I heard her say "I forgave you" and a smile came at my face before closing my eyes falling on ground like a lifeless one.
ALICE
The way he said and whatever he said felt true and tears rolled down. Though I don't love him now but once I did even a bit I did and it wasn't fake.
He died near me leaving me at shock but before I could stop him he already pressed the trigger killing himself. I cried out loud seeing his body lifeless near me.
The tears which were kept forbidden inside me and didn't came out in these days were out now. I felt alone and light at the same time taking my heart out.
He was no more alive and it was tearing me apart though I wanted to kill him myself. He killed himself by his own hands but what he said made me feel sorry now.
I wish he didn't press that trigger at all and he was alive right now. But I know now he loves me and would definelty have died seeing me with someone else.
"Am I that bad and unfrotunate that I just kept on losing everyone in my life? Won't there will be anyone for me in this cruel world?", I said to myself and in seconds a strong arm pulled me towards them.
ADAM
I was waiting in car impatiently with my friend Addy. My hands were getting sweaty and I was feeling scared thinking what if I lose her.
After few minutes I heard a gunshot and my blood just drained out of me I felt. My breaths were hitched and heart stopped for a fraction of second. I rushed after like a mad person to her and there I see her crying out loud.
She was on her knees and he was lying lifelessly with a gun shot at his forehead. She was crying as if she was trying to keep her heart out loud. Seeing her like this I ran to her unable to stop myself and engulfed her in my arms.
Her eye's looked at me and she hugged me tightly with her teary red puffed eyes. Seeing her like a mess made me tremble from inside but I stayed strong for her as she needs me.
After crying her heart out she calmed down a bit but was still sobbing. She told me between her sobs that what he said and how now she feels.
I was afraid to hear that she loves him but instead of that she asked me something else.
"Tell me that you won't ever leave me and will love me the way you do or more than that your whole life. Say please?", she asked looking in my eyes.
I was shocked but happy at the same time and without wasting wasting single second I grabbed her hands.
"I will now and always!! Each and everyday my love will only increase for you and you will be the first and last person of my life forever", I confessed and she smiled with teary eyes.
She smashed my lips with her as if making me seal my promise and hugged me tightly after getting apart. Though she didn't confessed her feelings but for now her eyes spoke loud that she do love me too.
My happiness was beyond of everything and nothing can match this ever. She is mine and now she will be only mine for now and for forever.
We stayed there till stars shine up bright and everything looked beautiful more than ever before. We grabbed our shits and walked back to our car for home for a new start of our lives.