Ceasar (4)

The rest of the day she acted like I wasn't there and it looked like whatever they talked about, her and Damian it went very well. My eyes never left her figure, seeing how her roommate was smiling brought a longing smile on her face. That ungrateful girl still doesn't talk to her, if it wasn't for her she would've been aimlessly walking around with no one to call a friend. Maybe she is really good without her, I deemed her unworthy of being her friend from the very beginning.

During dinner time I wasn't surprised to see her absent at the dining hall and saw her roommate with Jacob going to some lake party. So it means she's alone, I can't let her sleep alone so I rushed to mine and Cedric's room to change into pajamas. I plan to cuddle her to sleep today, wether she likes it or not. I went to her room while humming a tone even I am unaware of.

I went to knock on her door and after a few seconds I heard "It's not locked" I opened the door and saw her laying on her bed wearing purple pajamas, she looked so cute and adorable. I saw how her eyes took a round shape as she scanned me from top to bottom "you look so adorable!". I'm really glad that she thinks so and I'm not ashamed of the joy I feel from hearing her say I'm adorable. It is good and means I'm perfect for hugging and cuddling. " I prefer handsome but thank you"I'm lying, "well you are both" for now I'll smile but I'll remember this when I'm teasing her.

As calm and beautiful this moment was I had to do what I came here to do "About what happened at the library I want to admit that I was wrong, although I don't fully understand why you did what you did it doesn't mean I should act like a jerk or try to overpower you in any kind of way and...

Please don't ever say or think that I only see you as a maid in fact I had completely forgotten about that... aspect. I admire, care and love you for who you are, I don't care about anything else but you so please forgive me. Having you mad at me for half a day has been horrible" I was expecting some resistance like most girls would do but she simply opened her arms wide which meant she wanted a hug, I didn't waste even a second and with a small smile on my face we shared our first hug as a couple.

I whispered against her ear"Baby does this mean you forgive me?" Her beautiful face immediately turned red when she heard what I called her. Sometimes I forget that I am her first boyfriend and it is such an accomplishment for me, these little things I do that make her blush are my heaven " Yeah I forgive you B-Ahem..." It took everything in me to not laugh at her, it was very awkward on her side since she has never said it to anyone and that makes me happy. I am her first and her forever, there won't be anyone else but me. I was about to tell her why I came wearing pajamas but she surprised me. Although her bed wasn't too big she shifted leaving a gap for me to squeeze in.

After laying on the bed with her with one side of my butt I noticed that she had something in her mind. It looked like she wanted to ask something " when are you going to kiss me?" My saliva got stuck in my throat and I started coughing, never in my wildest dreams did I ever Imagine a question like that from her "Wow (cough) I wasn't expecting that (cough) you were so direct but if my baby wants it then I'm willing to give", "I never said I wanted it I'm just asking cause you used to be a player and should've done this long ago but you haven't. Why?" I scratched my head not expecting her to call me a player. Is that really how she perceived me.

" I didn't know that you saw me as a player but I guess what you're trying to ask is what's so different about you?" She nodded while still having a cute frown on her face " you're different and I think everyone knows whether they like you or not. You're not just some girl you're unique and beautiful but unlike most beautiful things you don't break. You're like a diamond, you don't try to shimmer like gold to be seen. So of course I'm going to be different when with you."~~

(Back in the presence)

Why does she have a small smile on her face, is it because of what these insignificant things are saying?

"Did you hear? It appears she had an ancient book that was lost a long time ago..

"Yeah I heard it appeared to her because of her powers..

"Tch some chosen one nonsense this is!

"Yeah it's not just any ancient book, it holds information about all races, warewolves, ware-cats, warefoxes and many other shifters..

"Not just about us shifters, all the supernatural races!..

"Crazy how they allowed a book like that to get lost but it's good that she has it now..

"Who's they?..

"I don't know?...the book holders!?..

"What's so great about it? It's a dumb ancient book with information and we already have information about every race. Just go say hi to the library once in a while...

"Fool! There's more to it than just information!..

"Yeah like what?..

"Like secrets of each race that were lost, secrets that we may never ever learn about..

"So she really has such a book?..

"Man that's dangerous knowledge!..

"What if those secrets are how to end a race?..

"Like the witches?..

"Or better yet the warewolves..

"Yeah I don't think she'll allow that since she's entangled with one..

"Tch traitor!..

When did this happen and why does everyone else know about this but me. No I think I would've known if something like that happened so this must be fake, a fake rumour? I looked at her one more time, she was very calm while trying to suppress her smile from widening even more. Normally these whispers get to her and I'd notice how she'll try to ignore them but this is different. She is acting as if this is a good thing. It can't be a coincident that this happened right after her and Damian talked so this must be related to that. Don't tell me that this is what she wanted from him, this is what she wanted him to do for her. But why and for what reasons would she want a fake rumour for and one like this.

Maybe she wants to cover what happened to her, it really made her popular and everyone was talking about her so maybe she wanted this fake rumour to make everyone lose interest in what happened to her. No I don't think that is the case, she knows that it was going to die down and it was starting to die down. Everyone was quickly losing interest in talking about it but they still talked about her, how they think she isn't worthy of sitting with us. Maybe she did this because of that, to appear worthy.

I never expected this from her, I thought things such as fake glory wouldn't interested her but a lot has happened to her and nobody is perfect so I shouldn't judge.