Ceasar lll

Continuing Ceasar pov...

I got irritated hearing that the others were following me " scram!" I shouted at them but they looked unfazed. " Do you really want to scare her and leave a bad impression of yourself to her?" Asked Cedric and yes I became hesitant. " Whatever it is I'm sure she must have a reason why she went to Damian and not your or any of us" said Adrian and I didn't care if she has a reason or doesn't have a reason. Even after doing my best to help her she still thinks of me last when needing help. "Do you really want to show her a side of you that might change her mind about you?" Asked Peter, a very important question this idiot asked.

"I will hide nothing from her. Unlike her I am willing to show all sides of myself to her and it's better to know now if she can handle me or not?", " okay you go do that but we're coming with you...for her sake" said Cedric and I didn't care if they'd be there or in a zoo to the other side of the world, right now I wanted answers and I pray that for her sake she answers all of them...

It didn't take long to find the library and allowed the fool to enter first and the others, making me last. I saw how surprised she was, she must've never thought that Damian would talk to us and we'll she isn't wrong cause I made him talk. Just knowing that she had that much trust in him annoyed me to no end. No matter how bad she thinks it is I wouldn't care, whatever she needs help with I would help her without wasting any second. There were less than fifteen students in here and I don't want them to hear or see what's about to go down "scram!" I shouted. They wasted no time hurrying towards the door even leaving their books on the library tables.

I made my way to the table she was sitting in, I saw how she read my mood making her both nervous and angry. "Why are you here!" She asked with her voice a little bit too loud. I could feel how her anger grew by the second freeing itself from my gaze and my over protective anger. Her nervousness was completely gone and got replaced by anger as she stared back at me. Her gaze was unwavering. To think it hasn't even been a full week yet we're already challenging each other not daring to look away as it will be a sign of submitting. Today I might be seen as a bad guy but as long as it makes her know that I care and I'm serious about being in her life I don't mind.

"Ho? You don't see anything wrong with what you've done?" I spoke and I know I sounded a bit amused and my tone was different from how I looked " I asked you a question Ceasar and I suggest you answer it quickly while I'm still in the mood to talk" I could feel it in my blood she is refusing to go down. 'If you go high I'll go higher' I read it from her posture, one of the things I love about her. Despite her shortcomings she never backs down when there's a fight in front of her. I didn't answer and we stared at each other for what felt like the longest of time " we were just curious about what you wanted to tell Damian" said Adrian trying to calm the situation with involving himself. "there is nothing wrong with being curious but this? This is unacceptable and very invading " she answered Adrian while still glaring daggers at me. " You specifically said that he is the only one you can tell this and need this 'type of help '...why?" I couldn't hold it anymore and it is exactly that line of hers that bothered me the most from everything she told Damian.

" Yes Ceasar I did, is there something wrong with that?"

Bam!

My hand slammed on the table that was in-between us, she didn't expect that action and so it startled her. Even jumping from her seat. I felt a bit guilty for making her do that"Ceasar I think you need to calm down " said Cedric on the side, hearing his words made me smirk. " Don't worry Cedric I'm very calm right now. I just wanted to break her tough act" I don't know why I said that because I know it must've been hurtful. "Well you're scaring her" added Peter and the glare she gave him while she finally stood up from her chair. "Scaring who? Do I look scared to you? Or maybe you're forgetting what I did to you" she chuckled seeing his twitching eye while trying to look unfazed.

"I don't know what you guys wanted to prove for coming here but you're wasting my time so I suggest you also scram" Damian immediately pulled a chair and sat down. I didn't miss how he looked very annoyed by everything, maybe I over reacted a little and shouldn't have put my hands on him. "Does this imply that you trust him more than me?" I asked her hoping for an earnest answer" this means nothing so scram!", "you don't get to order me around like that!"

"And you do? Why because you see me as your maid!"

That took all of us by surprise especially me, in my mind I wondered how did we get to this" I never said that", "you don't have to say it Ceasar actions speak louder than words,". I sighed, now calmer than I was a minute ago " I didn't mea-" she didn't let me finish " it's better for all of you to leave". I was very disappointed in myself when seeing the tears rush out of her eyes. My face registered a pained expression and it was obvious that she hadn't realized them. This was bound to be a disaster and it's frustrating cause they told me, I was told and look at the consequences. I ended up hurting her. I should've never come here and trusted that whatever it is she'll end up telling me in the end. It hasn't been a full week yet I'm already feeling entitled to everything about her which is obvious that she doesn't like that.

" Okay...if that's what you want then we'll leave".

I left them and as I expected for him to say something that would stop me nothing happened. It was a selfish wish, I know it and seeing her not doing anything I felt betrayed and a bit humiliated. I shouldn't be feeling this way but I can't with her, she has a way of just bending my emotions. Sometimes she makes me feel like a small child in Love for the first time, I know she is clueless about most things about relationships and I shouldn't blame her but still. I really can't help but feel this way that I even ended up making her cry like this. I wish to do nothing more than to hug her and lay her head in my chest. I want to apologize but I know that now is not the time, I'll talk to her when she has calmed down.