Ceasar ll
Continuing Ceasar pov...
The past few days have been amazing, I made sure to stick around her like glue and though she was a bit lonely because of whatever happened better her and Sera it was still nice. I may not like or care about that girl but she seems to be important to Dintle so of course I helped her with that pathetic fool that has blue hair. His story is just too pathetic, it makes me wonder why my Dintle is even friends with him. That thing does not deserve her company, smiles and care that he gives him. It used to make me jealous how she smiles and cares for everyone but me even though I never made it easy for her in the first place. What I noticed about her is that she has a bit of a mirroring personality, if you're nice to her then she will also be nice to you. If you are a jerk to her then you won't ever see her good side and I will say it feels good to see her good side.
I noticed at the dining hall during breakfast she seemed distracted, it was obvious that a lot was on her mind and there was also a bit of worry. She looked really burdened, I was curious what it is that is burdening her. Doesn't she know that I'm here for her, she must know that I'd do anything to help her or fend off whatever is bothering her so why is she not talking to me. Even though she is aware that I and the others but mostly I would do anything to help her yet she still wants to do things on her own. Is it because she thinks we will never know what she is going through. We will never fully understand. I know she struggles with being amongst us because of what she hears from everyone's mouth. I know that she struggles with fully understanding and accepting her powers. I know that her insecurities eat her on the inside while she acts like she is okay on the outside. I know it all, I'm just silently waiting for her to talk to me.
This, this I can't wait. Whatever it is that is eating her I hope she tells me quickly. I planned to talk about it with her during the lunch break but she bolted out of the class before I was able to reach her but I'm fast and decided to let her think she escaped and that is when I saw them. Her and Damian were talking and then she took off a different direction from the one that goes to the dining hall. What was she talking about, what was she telling him and why him of all people at our table cause even though I couldn't hear them I could tell that it was serious.
My body moved on its own and I followed Damian into the boys toilet, I found him washing his hands and my hands quickly reached for his collar. " What did she say to you! What is it that you were talking about" the fool remained calm and composed as if he was expecting this. It irked me, why did my Dintle choose to tell him whatever it is that she told her instead of me. "Tell me now!" I shouted and those who were in here ran out of the toilet like the insignificant cowards they are.
"Ceasar let go of me now" his voice was clear, with a clear intent and I smiled. The clear intent was a warning and my smile was cold, different from the one I always show to Dintle. How dare this fool warn me, does he know who I am and what I'm capable of. He has a bit of Adrian's personality acting like he is smarter than me, he deserves a beating. One that will put him in his place " Ceasar what are you doing ?" I recognized that the others were here. " Just stay out of it, I want this fool to tell me why he was talking to my girlfriend!", "wait like talking 'talking' ?" Asked Peter and Cedric smacked his head "now is not the time to be a fool, fool". " Tell your friend to let me go NOW!" Damian's eyes now held a dangerous glint and as much as I don't fear him it shouldn't get to that extent. I slowly retracted my hands and he quickly fixed himself.
"I do not know why you are here because if you really wanted to know you should have gone after your girlfriend and asked her instead", " yeah well I'm here asking you so you better answer or things might get messy between us " my words made him chuckled and I wondered if he was mocking me. Will he chuckle when he finds my fist smashing his face." Fine" in the end he made the right decision or else our friendship would've been ruined.
" You want to know what she said right?" I nodded while having my arms crossed. " She said: Hey sorry for stopping you from...wherever you were going, I need your help.
And I said :okay we will talk in the dining hall. I'll meet you there.
And she said :I can't share this with anyone and it's only you who can know I need this type of help.
Then I said: Okay go and wait for me in the library... please"
She needs his help? And it is only him that can know she needs this type of help? Dintle what aren't you telling me? Why does she think she can't share this with anyone. Even though I know there will be consequences I left them and went to confront her. To know that even now she has yet to trust me and instead goes for a fool like Damian really hurts my pride.
I got irritated hearing that the others were following me " scram!" I shouted at them but they looked unfazed. " Do you really want to scare her and leave a bad impression of yourself to her?" Asked Cedric and yes I became hesitant. " Whatever it is I'm sure she must have a reason why she went to Damian and not your or any of us" said Adrian and I didn't care if she has a reason or doesn't have a reason. Even after doing my best to help her she still thinks of me last when needing help. "Do you really want to show her a side of you that might change her mind about you?" Asked Peter, a very important question this idiot asked.
"I will hide nothing from her. Unlike her I am willing to show all sides of myself to her and it's better to know now if she can handle me or not?", " okay you go do that but we're coming with you...for her sake" said Cedric and I didn't care if they'd be there or in a zoo to the other side of the world, right now I wanted answers and I pray that for her sake she answers all of them.