26. Talking to Ava

26. Talking to Ava
Jade’s POV

After the conversation was over about the past, my parents told me that we should wait until the Royal Family comes to meet me to hear the full story.

Currently, I am just sitting in my room thinking of reasons why I had to get sent away.

I am not sure I want to hear it. It still doesn’t make any sense to me as to why they had to send me away.

Everyone in the werewolf world knows about the royal family and I am well aware that they have a son that is older than me.

If the danger was that bad, why did they only send me away? It is really hard to believe that with all their resources they had to send me away to be protected.

For now, I think I should keep my guard up around them. Although they are my biological family, I do not want to get attached to soon to them.

If they thought I would just accept them as my family just like that, they are completely wrong. They have to earn my trust first.

I hear a knock at my door and just say, “Come in.”

It is Ava, she looks like she has been crying since I last saw her.

Right away I get up and hug her, “Ava, please don’t cry, I hate seeing you like this.”

She pulls away from my hug and stared directly at me.

“Jade, I can't help it. I know how badly you talked about wanting your mate. So, if Julian and you think you can repair your relationship I will back off. I don't even know how I can continue being with him, when he kept me in the dark about all of this.”

I let out a sigh.

“You know, there isn’t a bond or relationship as you called it to be repaired. The reason our bond didn’t fully break in the first place was because we hadn't used my real name.”

She stares at me in confusion, “But Jade, are you sure you want to give up on the bond just like that? Aren't you afraid of regretting not trying to work things out?”

I give her a sad smile.

“Ava, if anything this taught me that I can’t rely on a man for my happiness. To be completely honest I thought that my mate would fill a void that I have always felt. I was completely wrong about that, even my wolf doesn’t acknowledge Julian as a mate.”

I sigh and say, “Even if, Julian had accepted the mate bond, I don’t think I would've been able to be with him. He has been with you intimately, and I don’t know how I would feel to have known that my mate had been sleeping with my sister. Some things are just not meant to be.”

Ava just nods her head, just accepting what I said. She knows when my mind is made up nothing can change my mind.

“Well little sis, I hope you find what you’ve been looking for. I only want you to be happy.”

I give her a genuine smile.

“I wish you the same. I know you need time to process everything with Julian and take the time that you need. But if you decide that he makes you happy and you want to be with him, I will support you. You don’t need to feel weird about it in any way.”

She lets out a huff.

“I don’t know what I am going to do about that. At the end of the day, he shouldn’t have kept that from me. I can't trust him right now and I don’t want to see his face.”

I nod in understanding. She also needs time to heal. This caused a rift in their relationship and if they decide they want to be together they are going to have to put some work in.

The thought of them, ending up together doesn’t hurt anymore.

Pulling me out of my thoughts she says, “Well I just wanted to check up on you and have a little talk. I need to clear my head for a moment.”

I just say, “Alright, I get it. Take your time and do whatever you need to do.”

She gives me a tight hug and walks down stairs.

I drop on my bed face down, just exhausted with everything going on in my head. I feel so many things that have to do with my biological family have been left un answered and that is making me restless.

I suddenly hear a text notification arrive on my phone. I check and see that its Levi.

Levi: Hey angel, just wanted to check in and make sure you are okay. I know this morning was crazy and hope you are holding up well.

Me: I guess I am as good as I can be with everything on. I just would’ve wished things didn’t turn out as messy as they did.

Levi: That’s understandable. Just know I am here for if you need someone. I also know many ways I can take you mind off things 😉.

Me: I will keep all that in mind. Thank you.

Levi: Anytime, beautiful.

I set my phone down. I think about the night I had with Levi. We had a wonderful night or at least I know I did. Too bad it was ruined by that arrogant Alpha in the morning.

Maybe I could make it up to him some way. I bite my lip and decide to bite the bullet. I grab my phone and decide to text Levi.

Me: So, how about you come over now? I mean you did say anytime, right?

I wait for a reply but a few minutes pass by and he us not responding. Maybe he got occupied with something.

I decide to hop in and take a quick shower. When I come back to my room, I have a small towel wrapped around me.

Stepping into my room, I see Levi comfortably laying on my bed with just a pair of shorts on. He sends a mischievous smirk my way, looking me up and down.

Almost immediately I notice a tent has formed under his shorts, I can clearly see the shape of his member letting me know he doesn’t have any underwear on.

I lift an eyebrow at him and try to tease him. “So, you either came from a run or you were either expecting to do something that required little to no clothing.”

He stands up and approaches me with a smirk on his face. “There were so many things that I had in mind for this morning but we were interrupted before I could try anything.”

He comes up behind me and rubs his hardness against my ass. I bite my lip trying to contain the groan that was about to escape my lips.

Levi spins me around so that I can face him. He says, “I can only imagine that today probably was a hard day after what I saw when you left and in no way do I want to take advantage of your vulnerability. So, if you want me to stop, please tell me.”

I turn and look into his eyes and see the honesty behind his words. With a smile on my face I say, “Levi, if I didn’t feel up to it, I wouldn’t have asked you to come.”

He bites his lip and says, “You know, last night was amazing, I wish the night had never ended.” I just chuckle remembering last night.

Levi turns me around and pulls my back flush against his front. I can feel his hardness against my back and he starts kissing and nipping my neck.

I tilt my head giving him more access to my neck. He growls in approval and suddenly moves down towards my marking spot and starts to lick and suck on it.

I thought that spot would only be reserved for my mate, but I can't deny the pleasure he is making me feel. It feels so good that a moan escapes my lips.

Felling completely turned on and ready for him, I pull Levi and push him on the bed and I straddle him before he can even react to my sudden action.

My bare core is against the hardness under his shorts. I am surprised my towel hasn’t come undone with my abrupt movements.

I start grinding myself against Levi, hearing him let out a groan in appreciation.

When I can no longer tolerate the barrier between us, I make a move to start removing his shorts and Levi pulls off my towel leaving me completely naked on top of him.

Levi kicks off his short when they are low enough and then looks up at me with curios look. Probably wondering what I will do next.

I bite my bottom lip and grab his length in my hands stroking him a few times before lining him up at my entrance.

I let out a slight hiss, while Levi groans when he slides inside me.

I start sliding myself up and down Levi’s length, building up my pace. Levi’s hands roam my body. Leading them up to my breast and massaging them and suddenly tugging and slightly pinching my nipples.

To show him how good his touch is making me feel I start to bounce harder on his cock.

Levi lets out a growl and says in a hoarse voice, “You’re so fucking perfect Jade.”

His hands suddenly grip my ass tightly and he starts thrusting up meeting my movements.

I start to feel the familiar buildup in my lower belly, and before I know it, I come undone on top of Levi while he stills and lets out a load groan, spilling his seed inside me.

I collapse on top of him to catch my breath for a second when he suddenly flips me under him without disconnecting us.

He gives me a devilish smirk and asks me, “You, didn’t think I was done with you already, did you?” I giggle and respond, “I was hoping you would say that.”

Without holding back any longer he begins to kiss down my neck towards my breasts he starts licking and sucking on one and massaging the other making me moan. He then switches sides making sure to pay equal attention to both.

Before I know it, I feel him twitch inside me letting me know he is ready for another round.

After 2 more rounds we are exhausted and I even let Levi stay with me, with the condition that he would leave very early in the morning, so no one catches him here.

We share a few more kisses and make sure to get cleaned up before going to bed.

Once we are lying in bed Levi pulls me in his arms cuddling with me and placing a kiss at the back of my head. I then hear his breathing getting steady letting me know he fell asleep.

Before I fall asleep, I begin to worry about the situation with Levi and I. We haven't really talked about what is going on between us, and I'm not sure if I am ready to be in a fully committed relationship with everything going on.

I might be over thinking, but I can’t help but worry. I care for Levi and the last thing I want is to hurt him.

With the decision to talk about it with Levi tomorrow I drift off to sleep.