Chapter 39

Chapter 39
Olivia's P.O.V:

"I can't lose control. " I said in my mind trying to get a grip on myself.

My body yearning for something which is going to bring thousands of troubles for me. Which would be the defeat of me.

"Finally." Lucas smirked taking steps toward me.

I wanted to go away but my legs were feeling wobbly.

Heat spreading my whole body, making my skin burn this time.

I knew if I ignore their touch my skin would burn more but I needed to. I can't do something which will destroy me.

My abdomen started hurting and my body was facing an unbearable burning sensation.

It was like someone poured a bucket of acid on me.

How do I fight this heat! All the situations are against me.

Why Moon Goddess had to put me in this kind of situation.

Why!

I got out of my trance when I felt a pair of arms on both sides and warm breath fanning on my neck.

The burning sensation on my skin was lessened in seconds. In fact, it was replacing with tingles.

My eyes betrayed me by closing themselves feeling the soothing feeling.

"Olivia, you can't give up." A voice rang inside my head and my eyes snapped open only to meet Alex's dark ones filled with Lust.

"Beautiful." Alex murmured and caressed my cheeks giving a chill to my whole body.

My emotions were ready to betray me and the mate pull ready to destroy me.

Forbidden desire taking over me making me weak.

"No, Olivia. We can't let this happen. Bear the pain but don't let them mark us." Eleanor said and I pushed both of them with using everything I could use to fight this mate pull.

As I lost their contact was lost, the burning became 2 times more worst.

A whimper left my mouth unintentionally as the pain was started to be unbearable.

I knew it would happen, every time I would try to resist the mate bond, it would happen.

A female werewolf is most vulnerable when she's on her heat and that's why I was slowly losing my strength.

I didn't know how long I would be able to fight them.

"Don't fight, it will hurt you more." Benjamin came pulled me closer by my waist.

Our bodies pressed against each other, and the burning was getting replaced with tingling.

The pain might be unbearable but if I let them mark me I'll hate myself and I don't have anybody for me except for my own self so I can't afford to hate myself.

"I'm okay with the unbearable pain." I shouted and pushed him away.

He looked at me a little shocked but there was anger hidden in those dark eyes.

"But what I'm not okay with is, letting those people mark me who doesn't even care for me let alone loving me." I said and groaned because of the pain in my stomach.

Alex tried to come closer but I moved away.

"I'm not okay, letting those people mark me who never misses a chance to hurt me. Who never fails to prove how sadist they are." I said and this time a scream escaped my mouth as I felt someone was burning my whole body. This pain was unlike anything.

Their eyes flashed something but I couldn't understand as my eyes were blurry because of the tears.

"Olivia..." Lucas sighed and pulled me into his arms again.

"Leave me." I struggled but my efforts were going in vain.

"It's better to die than feeling the peace in your arms." I said with disgust and tried to move but again my efforts were not affecting him.

"Stop struggling," Lucas ordered and picked me up gently.

"Just leave me. I would better die than letting you all mark me. I am ready to let anyone mark me but I won't you or any of your brothers mark me." I seethed and he suddenly threw me on the bed like I'm some rage doll.

"Enough. You are ours to mark and no one can stop us from doing that. You belong to us only us, do you fucking understand?" Lucas shouted making me flinch.

His dark eyes were extremely dangerous.

His appearance screamed danger.

My hands started trembling in fear.

I wasn't in that state to stay brave and fight three of them. This heat was making me weak every second.

Every cell of my body was alert. I knew their motive and my state was too vulnerable to fight them.

Pure terror was engulfing me.

"Lucas, calm down." Alex put his hand on Lucas's shoulder who was now panting because of anger.

"Didn't you hear what the fuck she said? She is talking about others marking her." Lucas shouted at the last part.

Alex said something to Lucas which I couldn't hear and Lucas's eyes started shortening.

"Olivia, come here." Alex got on the bed and gestured me to get closer to him.

I mean how they can even expect me to get closer to them after what they did!

"No." I snapped and moved away.

He sighed and started coming closer to me.

My body wanted to stay in its place and my mind continuously telling me to move away.

Before I could move away he made me lie down flat on my back with pulling me by my legs.

Just before I do anything he got on top of me. Using his weight to pin me down to the bed.

"Get off me." I tried to push him despite the pain and burning I was going through but he didn't budge.

My breath got stuck when I felt the bed dip on both of my sides. Benjamin and Lucas were getting on the bed.

Oh no! Help me god! Please help me!

"Calm down." Alex said coming extremely close to my face that our lips were almost touching. His warm breath fell on my face giving an unknown calmness to my body.

My heart was racing. I knew their intention but I was unable to do anything because they are overpowering me.

I can't fight them and even if I could this heat made it impossible for me. My fate was deceiving me.

"Please, don..." I couldn't finish as I felt it.

Sharp canines ready to dig into my skin and made my already so painful life more painful.

"No..." I shouted but then Alex pressed his lips on mine sealing my scream and my protests.

Just when I was about to struggle to remove from his hold a sharp stinging pain started in my neck and traveled to my whole body in a heartbeat.

I screamed again but it came muffled because of Alex's mouth on mine.

I looked from the corner of my eyes only to find Lucas marking me and destroying my last of leaving them.

Alex's mouth never left mine but his grip loosened for a second only to grab my wrists in one hand and traveling the other one to my waist to keep me on the place.

This was the last thing expected.

They are forcefully marking me taking the advantage of my vulnerable state.

Lucas licked his mark a couple of times and placed a kiss on it. The pain stopped and the heat inside my body seemed to be less than before.

After a few seconds, My body relaxed but terror consumed me again as Alex was lowering his head to my neck.

I knew it was done, there's nothing I can do about it. One of them has marked me but I still wanted to stop them. The marking would only be completed if they of them mark me otherwise it won't.

"Don't do it, please." I cried out but no response.

He kissed a certain place of my neck and nibbled on it. His hands trying to distract me by drawing small circles on the side of my waist.

And suddenly the same pain shot through my body.

This time a loud sob left my mouth.

They were marking me forcefully and I couldn't anything about it.

I was regretting my entire existence.

If the heat didn't make me this weak I would have made sure that they can never mark me. Never!

The pain stopped slowly, and he licked his mark making my body shiver.

Them licking their marks were giving an unknown new sensation which was somehow pleasurable and I hated it.

Alex sat again still not leaving my hands with a grin on his face as he looked at the mark.

My body started feeling extremely weak, so weak that I felt like I can't even move an inch.

I gave up.

For the first time in my life, I completely gave up.

I've faced so much in my life but this was something that I've never thought would happen. They marked me forcefully. Without my consent.

The same people who said that they would never do anything against my will just a month ago.

I know if they didn't mark me the heat could probably be very dangerous for me, but they marked me not to lessen my suffering they did it because they wanted to win. They knew the mark would make me weaker than them. They know I'm not capable of controlling my feelings.

"Moon goddess didn't give me mates she gave me a curse." I said with a pant as my entire self was ready to drift off to darkness.

Again I felt the pain but I was getting numb. Darkness swallowing my surroundings taking me with it, giving me a break from the light.

I wish the break would last for eternity because I give up.

I saw a look on Alex's face that seemed apologetic but I blamed my blurry sight because I couldn't figure out what the expression meant.

The last thing I remember was a faint voice apologizing as everything around me was going black.