Chapter 27

"I love you..." Ransom said softly as his eyes were closed. I stopped and laughed softly.

 "I love you? who is it for?" I said bitterly as I shook my head, I carefully held my head while looking at the drunk Ransom.

What do you really want Ransom? I'm confused, I don't know what to feel about what you're showing.

 Suddenly everything my husband said came back to my mind and it hit me in my mind and heart how painful these words are.

I'm nothing without him? It's all just for show isn't it? I took a deep breath when I realized that at first he was making me feel like I was worthless.

Ransom....

 for whom did you say I love you?

What am I really for you? I want to know if I have a place in your heart?

I didn't realize that I remained dumbfounded and kept looking at Ransom who was apparently sleeping while his painful words kept coming back to my mind.

 I took a deep breath as tears welled up in my eyes.

I tried to wipe my eyes and looked at the coat Ransom was wearing and his shoes. He was just drunk and didn't know what he was doing Camilla.

I still tried to understand him and the reason behind of this.

 I put the blanket on him and fixed his position.

 I love you Ransom and I know it...

but why? why are you making me feel this way? I don't even know what you really want from me? Did I am the one that  thought  I was important to you also?

 Do you love me just like how I love you? I stood up and left the bed while shaking my head, trying to calm myself down.

I beat myself up hard because my hands were shaking and my heart was beating fast. I wanted to calm down but I couldn't.

"It's my fault that I was drunk that night." I said softly to him...

If only I didn't give in that night....

That bar.

I closed my eyes in annoyance because my mind is so messed up right now and I don't know what to do next when I wake up again Ransom.

I walked towards baby Yumi's crib and I slowly picked her up, I sing a soft lullaby to make her sleep and spend an hour trying to make her sleep.

 I slowly smiled as Yumi slowly closed her eyes and went back to her deep sleep.

 She's so cute...

 My smile widened and I laughed.

 "But I don't regret having you my sweetheart, my baby... you're my everything, my little princess." I said while smiling.

What would I do if you're not in my life Yumi? you're the only reason I need to be strong.

After putting Yumi to sleep, I put her back in her crib, I sat on the small sofa and I stopped when I saw a bottle of beer on the small table on the side of the sofa.

I quickly took it and without thinking twice I immediately drank it directly.

"I hate this!!" I loudly groaned in response.

 I quickly sat down. "Ahhh!"

I said loudly as I felt like my head was being split by the pain. I looked at the blanket on top of me.

"Why am I on the sofa?" I asked wonderingly, I caressed the blanket and the fabric was beautiful.

Is this?.....

I stood up when I looked at our bed and Ransom was gone and that's right it was the blanket I covered him with last night.

when I looked at the crib Yumi was no longer there.

 I just felt the pain in my head and I wonder what happened last night because the only thing on my mind right now is Yumi.

I quickly washed my face and looked in the bathroom mirror. I put my hair back before leaving the room and when I went downstairs.

When I came down I saw Beth dancing with Yumi. I smile and I approached Yumi, I kissed her cheeks and I looked at Beth. I smiled gently at her.

"I'm sorry I woke up late, Beth." I gently told her. Beth smiled and I was surprised because her face suddenly turned red.

While looking at me and it's like she' couldn't keep calm while standing and want to head over to the moon.

What's going on?

 I stared at Beth for a few moments trying to figure out what was going to happen to her, but she kept her wide smile on as she looked at me.

 "Beth are you okay?" I asked Beth.

 "Ma'am, Sir Ransom made a breakfast for you." Beth said as she suppressed a smile while looking at me.

I was stunned and could not believe what I heard. It was as if I was deaf to what I heard and suddenly my brain went blank at the speed of what was happening.

“What? " I answered quickly, but Beth nodded with a smile at me.

"Yes ma'am." Beth stated and her cheeks became more flushed like a tomato.

 "Really? Are you kidding, Beth?" I asked as if I was still making sure I heard it correctly.

Beth nodded at me several times while still smiling.

Ransom really prepared breakfast for me?

I turned away from Beth and bit my lip to  hold back my smile.I couldn't believe that my wife made me breakfast. I stopped jumping for joy because I couldn't believe it.

Ransom made me breakfast?

 I stopped myself from smiling widely but the joy still came out of me because I still couldn't believe what I heard.

 Am I daydreaming?

Isn't it impossible for him to do it? I think he felt conscience of what he did to me last night.

Ransom have a sweet side?

 Camilla.... Control yourself.

 I looked at Beth and she nodded again to make me believe what she said that it was really true and she wasn't just joking.

 "Thank you Beth." I only said words to Beth and I turned to go to the dining room. And look at the breakfast that Beth says my husband made me.

When I thought about it, my eyes lit up because it was there and I couldn't stop my smile at the breakfast that was ready for me on the dining room table.

When I thought there were notes on it, when I looked it was already there.

Eat your breakfast....

I sat down and looked at Beth a few times. I take a bite at the sunny egg. Beth looked at me with a mixture of surprise and smiled. "What is it Ma'am Camilla?" she asked.

I almost choked while chewing. I quickly drink a glass of water. I smile softly to hide the embarrassment I'm feeling. "What time Ransom leave?"

I asked her wondering how early did he make this breakfast?

"7 am in the morning ma'am." Beth simply answered.

 I smiled softly at her and started eating again. I shook my head and couldn't believe that I'm really daydreaming.

 Is this really happening? Or did he just try to say sorry for everything he said to me?

 I took a bite at everything and it was delicious. He cooks really well and I felt a happiness after eating even without knowing why he really made me one. And what's the reason behind it. I'm afraid to know what his intention is really.

While eating, my cellphone stopped ringing, I saw Ransom's mother's name and answered it.

"Hello Mom?" I answered. I quickly got up in my seat and my hand started shaking, my eyes widened and was startled at what I heard from the other line.