We will get married

Four months pregnant and my belly was growing slowly,Matew went with me to all my appointments and today was one of those days,we left the appointment and went to lunch.

We got to the restaurant and he ordered,we ate,he paid,then we went for ice cream and went to my house. We went inside and sat on the couch,I put on some movie and was getting ready to sleep a little,every day was the same routine,waking up,eating,lying down,eating,lying down,sleeping,waking up,eating,eating and sleeping,sometimes I went out.

-I said, "You need to change this routine.

-Why?

-You need to exercise, it's not good just to eat and sleep.

-Don't make me do this.

-Let's go, princess, it's worth it and it's good for you.

-I just want to get stuck and lie here.

-No ma'am, every night I'll come for a walk, we can start with a few minutes and work our way up.

-I can't accept it, you have a company to run, your projects and...

-I was just talking to Abraham about taking care of everything for me, so it won't even be a job for me to come and accompany you.

-Yeah, I guess there's no way out.

-Not really.

He smiles at me. The day passes and the night comes, today the torture of walking began, and every moment I complained.

-If you stop complaining, we can eat something later.

-Really? "I ask happily.

-Really serious, do we have an agreement?

-Yes.

So we walked further, and then we went for a hot dog, and I ate it with such gusto that it made him laugh at me.

-He said, "It's a baby, your mother is very hungry.

We were sitting by the hot dog stand.

-It's delicious, are you sure you don't want one?

-Yes, but if you want another one, just ask.

-I want another," I said with my mouth full.

He had fun with these little things, always smiling and looking lighter and lighter. We order another one and I eat it all, when I finish we spend a little time talking, until he looks at me with intensity.

He passes his calm hand over my face and slowly rubs the corner of my mouth,when he cleans what was dirty,he slowly approaches me,breathes close to my face and presses his lips against mine,the kiss begins calmly and tenderly,he kept passing one of his hands through my hair and the other was resting lightly on my face.

When it ends I continue with my eyes closed,the goal was to continue alone,but Matew was always kind and loving,and because of that fact I ended up liking people a lot.

-I know I didn't ask you, but I can't stay that close without touching you...but of course, if you don't feel good it's okay, I won't kiss you anymore.

-I like it, but not in public "he looks around". There's no problem kissing, not anymore.

-If there's no problem kissing anymore, how about marrying me?

-But it's too soon to marry," I laugh.

-Good, you know, it would be good to get married before the baby is born, we'll be able to give him a last name, stay together and take care of him together, I'm separating a room in the mansion for him, we can go ahead and set it up.

I run my hand over his face,I wish Hugo was Hugo and that he could be as happy as Matew,but unfortunately not. Not that I didn't like Matew,but having the father of your baby around is something magical,good.

-You're sad... you don't like the mansion? -We can buy a smaller house if you want, or stay in yours.

-It has nothing to do with the house or mansion, I just thought about everything, you know, my life, how I wish it was different.

-I mean Victor.

-It's... it's recent all over, there's no getting away from it.

-True. Well, let's go, it's getting late.

-You don't like it, do you?

-I guess the wedding will take longer than expected, because I don't want to marry you, knowing that you're not over him.

-I'm over him.

-You're not.

-I have, it's just that it's not about me, it's about the baby. I think it's important for fathers to take care of their babies, to raise them, just like my parents did.

I think it's important for the father to take care of his baby, just like my parents did. -Not everyone in the world is like your parents, like you, like me, or my older brother, and not everything that happened to you will happen to everyone.

-Thanks for the reality shock.

-Shall we go?

-Of course, "I'm talking rude.

We walked, and as I am a woman, as much as I wanted to be quiet, there was something inside me that stopped me and told me to say something, deep down I knew that everything he said was true, but I couldn't let him get completely right.

Immature? Yes,for sure,but it was part of my pride to rebut what he said.

-That's why we're not getting married so soon." He looks at me confused, "because when you don't like something, you like to lecture me, without even listening to what I have to say.

-But I heard you and that's why I lectured you.

-You're the kind of man who hates it when a woman has her own choices.

-Helena, stop trying to put the blame on me, I'm asking you to marry me, I'm not perfect, but I've tried everything for you, I've let you make all the choices, because with me that's one of the things you'll always have.

-But you don't like it.

-Yeah, I don't like it, I admit it, but I'll do anything for you.

-All the way?

-Whatever you want...you know that.

I smile and kiss him, our kiss lasted for long minutes, it was good and tasted like a hot dog.

-I've forgotten and I don't want Victor in my life, so we're getting married.

-You made that decision all of a sudden?

-I like you, you're a good friend, kind, loving, caring for me and my baby, and most importantly, you want to give me and my baby a name of respect, and you want that baby to be yours, so I would marry a person like that, not a fake one, but a real one?I feel how much you like us, I know what you've given up to be by my side, and that's very important, you already had many qualities, but your efforts have been appreciated for many months.

-I love you.

He kisses me even more, we start kissing and of course we had a very good night and for a crown, he was very good at what he did.

The next day I woke up naked, he was hugging me as if I was going to run away and I loved all this affection and attention that he made sure to give me.