Chapter 89 Chapter 89

Chapter 89 Chapter 89
Aira.

Kael looked downright terrified, perhaps remembering the horrors of the past. I was scared too, but this was inevitable. The quicker we did this, the better for both of us.

I moved closer, reaching to hold him. "It's okay, take what you need from me. I trust you, Kael," I muttered, tears brimming in my eyes as I held him, nodding my head.

Some of Kael's heavy breathing eased, his gaze searching mine. Then, as if finding what he was looking for, he slammed his lips on mine.

This kiss was a sharp contrast to the one we had shared only hours ago. This one was possessive, dominating, overwhelming. He took and took until there was nothing left to give and demanded more.

My body immediately grew warm and pliant for him, my hands wrapping around his neck as I pulled him closer to me. His tongue pushed into my mouth, tasting and exploring, claiming me in the most savage ways possible as he swallowed my moans, his deep groans reverberating through my body. His strong arms roamed around my body, reaching for between my thighs as he stroked the sensitive nub there.

I moaned, throwing my head back as pleasure exploded in me, my insides clenching and pooling with liquid heat. He stroked me for a while, evoking strong sensations in me as he spread my wetness all over my sensitive parts, then inserted his fingers into me. I gasped, the action making me more liquid for him.

His eyes flashed, the bright yellow of his beast resurfacing before disappearing to reveal the vivid blue of the man in this dim cave. An animalistic growl tore from his lips but he pressed his nose against my neck, breathing me in. Attacking every sensitive spot he could find with his fingers, he brought me to an orgasm, holding me close as my body jerked and trembled, all the tension easing from me before collapsing heavily on him. Beneath me, I felt his body grow taut, the low rumble of a snarl building up in his throat, his grip tightening and loosening on my waist.

Heart racing, I pulled away from him, crawled back to the cot and presented to him. He was behind me in an instant, though he seemed hesitant. The fear was still there but now there was conviction. This was happening whether he liked it or not.

I felt Kael grip my waist and I tensed, his breathing harsh against my ears while I lowered himself. "Tell me to stop and I'll do it. We really don't have to do this." He growled, his body restless.

I let out a sad smile. As if I ever could. Turning to look at him, I held his frantic gaze, bestowing upon him a gentler one. "it's okay, really. Take me Kael, you have my consent."

The words had barely left my lips when his eyes moved back to the yellow of his beast. He let out a snarl and a second later was burying himself to the hilt. The pain was sharp, acute as my insides stretched to accommodate him, and I bit my lips to stop myself from crying out loud. The pain was so excruciating that for a moment, I felt so lightheaded, I thought I was going to pass out. That part of me throbbed like I'd been split open by a hot knife.

My insides rendered him immobile for a moment and he snarled as I struggled to catch my breath, goosebumps breaking out of my skin.

He growled, barely giving me time to acclimate to the feel of him as he began to thrust in and out, driving deeper and harder into me, his movements more primal than human. It was definitely different from the tender moment we had shared only hours ago. I was glad I had that. The knowledge that Kael wouldn't do this if he was in his right mind made it easier to bear.

Another groan tore from his lips as he pressed deeper into me, kicking my legs apart with a hairy knees My elbow gave way and I fell flat on the cot. Kael followed immediately after me, raised my hips, angled his thrusts as he continued to hammer into me, his strokes punishing, relentless. Sparks flew in my vision, a loud scream ripping itself from my throat as Kael pounded into me, rocking me up and down. I distinctly heard his growls of pleasure behind me despite the pain searing through me.

It was scorching, and I couldn't think straight at all. Yet, Kael demanded more, his hot, harsh breath close to my ears, a hand holding my waist in a dead grip.

I closed my eyes, hearing Helen's voice filter through my thoughts. "He may go into a full shift while he's at it, and that means he'll be even bigger. You have to be careful."

Oh, heavens, could I really handle this? Being with the near-turned male was already this uncomfortable. Wouldn't that be a death sentence. No, you can do this, I reassured myself, dragging air into my lungs. He's your mate, after all, and you can't bear to let anything happen to him. Not again.

You love him so much you'll do anything for him, including this. I let out a shuddering breath, allowing the love I felt for this man, my man, to encapsulate me, filling every cell that I possessed in my body.

In that moment, it was just me and him, transported to a place where pain and agony didn't exist. Instead of pulling away, I pressed my body against his, moving closer, truly surrendering.

No matter how rough it gets, I won't leave, I won't run, I won't push him away. Because why? A voice asked. Why would you do this?

Because he's my mate. The only one on earth who belongs to me. I don't care if he's broken, teetering on the edge of madness, and giving up on himself. It doesn't change the fact that he's mine. Mine.

The possessiveness in those words acted like a cloak, blanketing me and him. Kael growled, the sound filled with satisfaction and need and a intoxicating sensation filled me. Already, I could see his hands having more hair than usual and I gasped, feeling a chord of happiness. It was happening. I reached to touch his hands, cradling him close, urging him on.

"That's it. Take what you need. I'm here, I'm not going anywhere." I panted out, bouncing up and down. I didn't think it was possible, but he moved even faster, plunging deeper, his thrusts loosing uniformity as he reached the edge. With a deep groan, he swelled just sort of breaking me before he stilled, climaxing deep inside me. I cried out as his release triggered an orgasm from me, taking me by surprise. That's new.