Chapter 77 - The Luna He Rejected

That day we had to plan everything and pack to return to our home. It was exhausting, but we finally came back. We arrived at midnight. Oscar and I helped the cars move faster, so the trip wouldn’t be two days long.

When we passed the gates, I felt Silvia trying to mind link me. I tried to shut her out as I was tired, but she continued to force the link, and I knew my best friend. When she wanted, she could be a pain in the ass.

“What is that shit that Stephan is mates to Kaid’s cousin!” She yelled as soon as I accepted the mind link.

“Well, hello to you too, my dear friend. You should ask him.” My friend loves gossip, she probably wanted to hear all the details regarding their mate bond, and if he was going to stay in the pack or not.

I had the same question as well. In the beginning, they were just going to join us to Blue Lake pack, and then he was going to return with his mate to become Alpha, but then he told us that he wanted to come back to the pack.

We didn’t want to question his actions, or if he decided to take the Alpha role or not. I admired that about him, a lot of wolves would kill for that opportunity, but Stephan was dreading becoming Alpha.

I wanted to talk to him, as I once was scared as well. To have the responsibility of taking care of a lot of people is something that not everyone is ready for. It could be hell scary, and even more for him as he has to take the Alpha position.

“You are no fun, you know that.” Silvia continued, pestering me to tell her all the details of Stephan and Amelia’s relationship.

I didn’t like prying into people’s lives. When I learned that I could read minds, I tried to use that power as little as possible. If I didn’t need information for a matter of life and death, it was best not to use it.

“I just respect people’s privacy.” Silvia and I have been friends forever, even if we were opposites in some matters. I loved her, she made my life more fun.

“Boooring. Anyway, we are waiting for you.” It was very late. I didn’t expect her to wait for us. I guess that she really missed me that much.

As we arrived at the entrance I could see that not only Silvia and Andrew were outside. Several people were waiting for us. Most of them were people that helped us out in the house or the guards that I had talked to.

Kaid helped me get out of the car as always, and then gave me his hand to walk together. As we finished climbing up the stairs, Silvia lunched towards me and hugged me so hard that I felt like a boa constrictor was hugging me.

“Silvia, I love you, but I need to breathe.” I said, but she continued to hug me tighter.

“Air is not necessary.” Selene, why did you make my best friend so damn crazy?

“Silvia, you are going to kill my mate.” Kaid said while he tried to take me out of Silvia’s hands.

“So dramatic.” She rolled her eyes, but then she looked at Esmeralda and hugged her as well.

“If you try to take the oxygen out of my lungs, I’m going to do the same to you.” Esmeralda said with a serious tone. I knew her so for me, it was clear that she was joking. What surprised me was that Silvia knew that too, and that meant that they had become friends as well.

I was happy for Esmeralda. Before me, she barely spoke with anyone. She was mostly alone, and hated to talk. In the coven they feared her a lot, and when I tried to approach her at first, they told me that I was delusional. That she would never be my friend. I’m so glad I never listened to them.

“Welcome home guys, we were waiting for you! You should get some sleep, because tomorrow I’m going to have so much fun torturing that bitch Bianca.” Silvia now had a murderous glint. She has wanted to punch Bianca since we were kids, but never did because of what could happen to me.

“Oh you and me both sister.” Esmeralda joined Silvia.

“Those two are a menace to society.” Yes they are, but she deserves it.

“She does, and I want a hit as well.” You already bite her enough that she looked like a bloody mess.

“Yeah, not enough.” You are crazy, Athena.

I laughed at my wolf’s craziness. Even if Bianca hurt me a lot, the person that I wanted to punch the most wasn’t her. It was Diana.

I can’t know what would have happened if she hadn’t killed my mother. The beginning of my suffering was caused by Diana, and I could never forgive her.

“We shout go love, it is getting late.” I nodded and we said our goodbyes to everyone.

As we reached Kaid’s bedroom, well, now it was our bedroom, I felt the necessity to finish something that we started almost a month ago.

I didn’t know how to start or begin any kind of intimacy, but I wanted to do it. I wanted to have control this time, to feel that I was the one making the decisions, so once we were inside the room, I let my instincts take control. I took his hand to turn him around and give him a kiss. Desire quickly transmitted through our bond.

He sucked my lips, making me gasp in response, and he took that advantage to kiss me deeper. The kiss made my extremities feel like jelly, and my core began to feel really hot.

Kaid broke the kiss, and we stared at each other’s eyes. I could hear our hearts beating in synchrony. Kaid gently traced my face, like looking for what I wanted to do next in my gestures. The gentleness that he was showing was making the air in the room feel hotter than ever.

“Ivy, everything we do now is your choice. I want to decide what you want to do. I won’t pressure you, ever. I want you to feel like the powerful woman that you are, the one that uncovered a truth that was hidden for years, the one that killed a lunatic that was alive for who knows how long. I want you to feel like a warrior, Ivy, like my equal, because that is what you are.” His words brought tears to my eyes.

If I wanted this before but had some doubts, now it was clear to me. I wanted to be Kaid’s mate completely. Not because of a curse that I had to break, not because of my desire to live, but because I truly wanted to be her mate, to join my life to this wonderful man.

“I want this, Kaid, I want to be your mate. Completely.” He continued tracing my face, until he reached my jawline, and then he continued to lower his hand further.

He began tracing my curves with his other hand, sending shivers of pleasure through my body. A fire ignited that second, and I decided to kiss him once again.

We devoured each other, like it was the last time we would kiss. I traced his abdomen, feeling his perfect and sculpted body. I could feel him shiver from my touch as the sparks appeared everywhere we touched.

I closed my eyes to enjoy his touch, while I let our passion flow between us. The air was electrifying, as we continued to kiss and explore each other.

Finally, I decided to take the lead and I took his shirt off. His body was a work of art, with those ripping muscles, and that tattoo that covered his chest and both of his arms. I never realized that it was that big, but the ink looked amazing in his skin.

“Are you done starring love?” He joked, and good did I love it when he smiled at me.

“Oh? We are just starting my king.” I said seductively.

His eyes became darker, my lust could be smelled by him. We were both ready for what was about to happen.

He also took off my blouse and started kissing my collarbone. That made a gasp leave my mouth as I tried to control the moan that wanted to escape my lips.

“You can scream all you want baby. In fact, I’m going to make you scream my name all night. The walls are soundproof.” That was my que to let myself go.

Each kiss, each touch made my mind become mush. I felt amazing, and in return I tried to kiss and touch Kaid as well.

We were now only wearing our underwear, but that felt like too much clothing between us. Kaid looked at me once again for any sign that I wanted it to stop, but I didn’t. I felt ready now.

“I want you Kaid, don’t hesitate.” He kisses me hungrily once again before taking off my bra and panties.

For a second I became ashamed of myself. I was once the Ivy that didn’t have confidence in her. That felt like she was ugly, and Kaid noticed that.

“Ivy, love. You are beautiful. You are my treasure to take care of. If you tell me, we will stop. Even if I want so much to be inside of you, I’ll respect any decision you make.”

“What if I’m not good enough?” He needed to understand my fears. He has experience and I had none.

“Baby, you’ll always be the best thing that could ever happen to me. I’m the one that has to prove to you to be worthy of you.” I smiled and assured him that I wanted this.

He started to touch me in my sensitive spot, with enough pressure that it was a pleasant touch. I felt desire building up in my core, and then a moan came. I could feel myself getting wetter and wetter. A gasp scaled my lips and he released a moan.

The kissing and the touching continued until I felt wet enough to be ready for the next part. I knew it could hurt, but I also knew that if the person had enough to care, it didn’t hurt that much.

He positioned himself right at my entrance. I didn’t want to see it much, so I wouldn’t be scared. But it felt damn big when it was at that spot that I trembled with both fear and anticipation.

“Are you sure you want this?”

“Yes, I do.”

“It is going to hurt at first, but we will go slowly to give you time to adjust.” I nodded to show him that I understood, and with that he entered me.

It hurt, but it was more of a sting. Still my muscles contracted from the pain, but soon it was replaced with pleasure, and as our bodies mingled together and fussed with our passion, I could feel our bond becoming stronger. We both moaned in ecstasy and Kaid bit my mark once again, making me feel the greatest orgasm ever.

After our love-making, he gently placed me in bed and gave me a kiss on the top of my head. He cuddled with me and I quickly drifted to sleep. I felt amazing, and loved, so just before I lost consciousness, I told him.

"I love you." But I didn't hear his response, as darkness engulfed me.