Chapter Fifty Two: Telling the alpha my horrible past.

I know I had to tell him my past, of what had truly happened to my pack; In moving on and for him to not be angry with me anymore. But, it is so difficult in doing so. Trying again to remember the awful things that had caused me to lose my parents and the entire pack.

I lower my head to the floor; staring at his large, black leather shoe; not wanting to see his eyes, as I tell him my past.

I moved my hands from around his waist and my body away from him; turning my back.

"Everything was perfect at Chester Lake; until I saw my dad received a letter," I told him. While my lips trembled and hot tears pool from my eyes.

I stood silently for a minute breathing heavily; finding the strength to tell him about my past.

I held the side of my dress tightly; hearing the alpha rough voice behind me.

"What was within the letter?" the alpha inquired me.

I wanted to ran to him; wrap my hands around him and cry. But what I was going to say to him next; was too painful and prevented me to.

"I dont know, I answered his question. But when I saw my mom in tears, after reading the letter. I knew something was not right. I felt it," I told him.

I cried out loud; turning towards him.

"I can't do this," I cried to him; as I shake my head, continously as if I was  going insane.

Liam pulled me into his arms and kissed me on my forehead as my body shake; while I continued to cry.

"I know it's painful my luna, he said as he held me tighly. But I need to know what had happened to you."

I dived my face within his hard chest; closing my eyes tightly; while he rest his chin against the top of my head.

"What happened after you've received the letter?" the alpha inquired me.

I took a deep breath and then I again begin to tell him my horrible past.

"The alpha came."

"Don't call him a fucking alpha, Liam said angrily. An alpha doesn't kill his innocent pack members or force himself on a 16 year old," he said.

I remove my face from his hard chest, hearing him said that, staring within his eyes and again brought back my face to his chest. Even though it felt so painful telling him about my past. I somehow felt comforted by what he had just said.

"He came right after my parents receive the letter," I continued; as my mate held me tighly within his muscular arms; running his hands within my hair. Trying to comfort me as best as he can.

"I was within my room, hiding beneath the bed, when he came within my room, I told my mate. I didn't know it was him when he found me; until I screamed out."

"What did your parents do, when he found you?" my mate inquired me again.

I held on to his dark shirt even more and press my face hard to his chest; feeling the hardness against my face.

I hated what I was going to say now. I knew my parents loved me, but was scared of the alpha. Everyone was within the pack. He was someone not to play with.

"Did they try and protect you?" He asked me.

I slowly removed myself from him and walked towards the window; staring at the beautiful trees from outside; as I sobbed.

I closed my eyes and answers him softly.

"I though they were going to, I said as I cried. But, instead my dad pushed me aside. He didn’t even look with my eyes and pulled my mom outside of the room with him, forcefully and lock the door. Leaving me and Aaron, alone."

I heard the sound of my mate shoe as he walked up towards me and wrapped his hands around me.

I touch his hands while he hold me; feeling comforted by his touch.

"My mom wanted so badly to protect me, I could hear her crying while he pulled her downstairs, I continued. But my father was too afraid of the alpha."

"I dont care if they fear the alpha, they should have protected you," Liam cursed.

I shook my head; while he continued to hold me; not wanting to hear what he had said. I knew they did their best in protecting me from the monster.

"What did he do to you within the room?" Liam inquired me.

I don't know what happened to my body or where that powerful strength came from. As I turned around pushing my mate away from me. But still it didn't compare to how powerful he was.

"Grrrr......," my wolf within me growled at him, angrily. As if it wanted to run to him and bite him.

I didn't wanted to tell him, what had happened within my room.

I felt so uncomfortable thinking about seeing the 25 year old monster bare body infront of me; at the age of sixteen and how frighten it was for me.

"Hmmmm..,"  Liam wolf within him made a soft sound to me. Which somehow, not made me angry at him anymore.

Liam came towards me, pulling me within his arms and sat on the side of the bed, towards the window.

He held the side of my face and brushed his soft lips against mine. Running his left hand down to my belly rubbing it.

"I know she wolf, I know," he said. While he continued to rub my belly.

I wasn't angry at him when he touch me. My wolf within me enjoyed his mate touch.

Saddnes again covered my heart. As I remembered what happened within my room. I hid my face between his neck. While he brushed my hair back gently.

"I saw him took off his jacket and then his shirt," I told him.

Liam placed me down on the bed and went over to the window angrily. As I continued to tell him what his half brother did to me within my room.

"Aaron  told me to go lay down and open up for him, I told Liam. I was petrified hearing him said that," I again told him.

I saw Liam held tightly on to the window; as if he wanted to break it; even more angrily.

"He lick my face, leaving his saliva. Soon I felt something hard on my belly," I continued to tell my mate.

Liam removed himself from the window quickly and threw his bed side table through the widow; breaking it.

I jumped frightenly; seeing him within that state.

He hated hearing what the monster did to me.

I ran to him wrapping my hands around him; trying to calm him down.

I then turned his face towards me; seeing his eyes kept on shifting, angrily.

"I know it's painful hearing this, but I'm happy; knowing that I have you," I tried to calm him down. As I cried and gave him a smile.

Liam held me by my shoulder and inquired him.

"Did that that asshole raped you within your room?" he inquired me angrily.

I turned my head aside not wanting to stare within his dark eyes.

"When he was about to enter me, I scream; as he tried to push himself into me. I hated what we were doing, I cried to my mate. But, I was afraid of him."

Liam held me within my arms; while I cried.

"My dad kicked off the door, the minute he heard me scream, stopping him," I told Liam.

I could remember how angry and scared my father was. When he shouted at Aaron and seeing his sixteen year old daughter naked with an elder man arm.

"I wanted to die that very moment when he came into my room," I cried to Liam.

"None of this is your fault," Liam tried to comfort me.

I held on to his clothes, and cried out. Remembering my dad being killed within my room. Right infront of me.

"Aaron, killed him. I cried to Liam. He killed him," I kept on saying.

Liam held me tighly within his arms; kissing the side of my face. In comforting me.

"My father wanted him out of our house, immediately. Seeing what he was doing to me and shouted at him to get out. The apha was pissed of being treated like that by a weak member of the pack and killed him; while he tried to protect me," I explain; while I cried even more. Remembering losing my father on that day.

I will never forget his eyes. While his face covered by blood and the four deep marks made on his face to his neck; I thought within my mate arms while I continued to cry; lowering my body to the floor.

Liam too came lower his body to the floor and continued to hold me.

"He killed my father and threw his body through my bedroom widow," I cried out; while my body shake.

Liam held my face towards his; wiping away my tears.

"I wish I was there to tear his throat open with my bare teeth," Liam said angrily.

I removed his hands from my face and rested my head against his shoulder. As I remembered about jumping through the window in trying to save my father; even though he was dead.

I just couldn't believe what I had witness within my room to be true.

"I tried catching my father, as he threw him through the window; I told my mate. I then felt a hard hit against my head. I fell to the floor while the place became blurry. You're mine beautiful she wolf, I remembered hearing his disgusting voice, kept on saying, I told Liam; as I open my eyes. I was so frightened seeing I was no longer at my home. But within a strange dark, brown boarded building naked lying on a bed, while he stood before me."

"He took you to his home, unconscious," Liam said.

I nodded; within his arms, sadly.

"I want my mom, I told my mate, what I said to the monster; while I jumped off the bed. Hiding my nakedness with my hair. But he didn’t answer me. He held me by my neck and threw me back to the bed and pinned me down. Open up Virgin, he instructed me, I told Liam. I closed my legs tightly not wanting him to enter me. I cried as I told him. He then placed his mouth onto me about to kiss me, suddenly he stopped. As we both heard loud angry voices outside."

"The people outside were the pack members who was against his stupid action?" Liam, inquired me

"Yes I answered him. But only if I had done what he had told me to do. None of it would have happen. I was the one who made him killed his pack members," I cursed myself angrily.

Liam held my face towards him and said loudly.

"You did nothing wrong Avery, everything was that asshole fault!"

As my mate hold me; I thought deeply within his arms.

I know it seems like it wasn't my fault. But if only I had let him have his ways with me. I could have save many lives and my parents wouldn't have die.

I hated how stupid I was. I was a selfish person.

I then remember when the monster removed himself from me and got dress to exit the room

Before he left the very words he said to me was.  He was never going to force himself on me, anymore and that I should choose to save my dear mother and the other angry pack members outside; in giving him what he wants.

"It's your decision," he said while he locked me within the room; I again remembered what he said to me. Within my mate warm arms.

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