Chapter Forty Five: Angry at the alpha

Rosa removes her eyes from my neck and took a quick glance at the alpha. She quickly lower her head to the floor; afraid to look at him.

Seeing he was without clothes.

"Goodnight alpha," she greeted him, softly; while she held me on the floor of her store.

She then started to remove herself away from me.

As she tried to get up. I pulled her back down to the floor. Not wanting her to leave me, with my wicked mate.

"Please, don't go," I begged her in tears.

"I'm sorry, but I have to," she apologized to me.

I know she was only obeying the alpha; but, I wish she could not care he was there and help me right now.

"Don't let him hurt me," I again begged her. While she got up from the floor.

"I'll never hurt you," I heard Liam answered me.

"Grrrr......," my wolf within me growled at him, angrily.

I held on to the tail of Rosa, green and yellow dress; as she tried to leave the room.

"I dont want to be hurt anymore," I cried out to her.

Rosa stopped, hearing what I had said. And turned to look at me; continuing to lower her head. Afraid of looking at the alpha.

"Alpha Liam is not hurting you, honey," Rosa finally answered me; while she glance at me on the floor.

I could see how uncomfortable she was; being placed within this difficult situation. I was so sorry; I had to involve her. But, I had no one to run to, expect for her; who had not turn her back on be, as ms. Eutis did.

"Yes, he his, I answered her; while I pulled on her dress, angrily. He's hurting me like," I said. Not completing what I was about to say. Lowering my head. While hot tears fell heavily to her white tiles.

I bit my lips; as I felt my heart raced within my chest. Feeling terrified, that I almost called out his half brother name. While he stood behind me

"Just like who?" Liam ran over to me. taking me up into his arms; holding me against his hard body. That was now soaked within his sweat.

I felt his words strongly; ringing within my ear. Now, haunting me;

as our face stood before each other.

"Let me go," I cried out to him; trying very hard to push myself away from him.

"Let me go," I again said to him. Not being able to find any strength, in escaping his tightly grasp.

My body then became weak.

"Let me go," I kept on saying, softly. As if I was losing my voice; while my head fell against his muscular shoulder.

I breathe heavily, feeling very tired.

"Alpha, please can I speak to her?" I heard Rosa, inquired the alpha. While I continued to rest my head on his shoulder; feeling very weak.

I could hear fear dancing with her voice. In inquiring the alpha.

I heard Liam said nothing.

I then heard footstep of Rosa about to leave her store. Feeling ashamed.

Suddenly I heard her footstep stopped; by his words.

"Yes," he answerd her with his powerful, voice.

"Avery," Rosa called me. I removed my head from his hard muscular shoulder. While he continued to hold me and turned my head to look at her.

As I looked at her. I saw she was near the entrance door that led to the back of the store. With her back turned away from me and the alpha.

I didn't answered her. I just stared at her.

"I'm too afraid, to say anything right now," I heard her said.

"You may go ahead," the alpha commanded her to speak; whatever she was about to say.

I lower my eyes to her hands and saw them, shook nervously. She was scared as hell; of being in the same room as her alpha.

His pretence had a great effect on her body. That somehow scared me.

Why was I here for her help; when she is terrified of the alpha?; I questioned myself.

I saw her turned around, slowly to us.

I then took notice that her eyes were close.

"My child, she called me, the alpha wasn't hurting you, she said.

I then felt the alpha, tightly grasp. became loose around me.

I removed myself from him. While he hide my body with my hair. I pushed his hands away from me, angrily; not wanting him to touch me. As I went over to her, slowly.

I wrapped my hands around Rosa. As I approach her. Scared at what the alpha had did to me and weak. Not having the strength to shout and growled at him anymore.

I cried as I hold her.

I saw her raised her hands wanting to touch me. As she continued to close her eyes. I then heard my mate growled.

Rosa place down her hands; while I hugged her. Not wanting to touch me anymore. I turned my head to look at my mate, angrily. But he just stood there watching me.

"Then what were we doing at first?" I asked her.

"You too were mating," she answered me. Knowing what I was inquiring her about.

I felt her hand at her side kept moving, nervously.

"You're lying as well!" I shouted at her.

I knew she too, was scared of the alpha and would lie for him; not wanting to create any trouble.

"I'm not," she answered me; while I cried.

"You are," I answered her softly;  turning my head aside.

I saw Rosa then held on to her dress tightly. Knowing something was wrong; in making me not believing  her nor the alpha.

I saw her parted her lips, while they trembled. I then knew that the question she was about to ask me. Was not going to be easy to answer; not with him standing behind me.

She lower herself onto the floor, on her knee. And brushed back her hair. Showing me a strange, unique mark on her neck.

I remove my hand from her quickly, widening my eyes. 

I then cried out, falling on to the floor. Liam catch me quickly; holding me against his hard body.

I rest my head on his shouler and place one of my hand on his muscular chest. I closed my eyes; feeling so foolish in not believing my mate.

At the age of sixteen; I thought. What the evil alpha was doing to me. Was him trying to mark me. But all along he was forcing himself on me.

I press my hand and face against his hard chest. As I started to cry out loud. Allowing his sweat to touch my face; smelling his attractive scent.

Liam held me within his arms, gently and close to his body; as if I was a baby.

I then felt sorry, of how I behaved.

I ruin everything for him tonight. Even though it hurt, so badly, when he had marked me.

Was this type of pain my mom and the other she wolf had to go through. When they found there mate?, I questioned myself

I turned to look at Rosa; as she spoke.

"You're a young she wolf, she said. If I had known; you were clueless of the marking of a she wolf when she found her mate. I would have told you," she apologized to me.

"No need to apologize," I answered her, softly. While Liam turned with me and went off.

I glance back to look at Rosa; while my mate carried me and saw her removed herself from the floor; with her eyes still shut.

My mate carried me within the dark. As we both went home naked. Having only the moonlight to guide us.

I ran my hand over his hard chest; trying to get his attention. But he didn’t look down at me. Like he usual does.

"Hmmm," my wolf within me tried to get his attention. Still he continued not to look at me. Holding his head, straight while he carried me home.

I then started to cry; hating that he was angry at me.

He stopped. I stare at him; while tears escape from my eyes. Running from my cheek. As I saw him lower his eyes to me.

I held onto his shoulder; pushing my body to his. Until my feet was wrap around his waist and our face stood close.

Wrapping my hand around his neck aswell.

"I'm sorry," I said to him. Pressing my lip against his soft lips. Wanting him to kiss me.

I felt his lips moved as if he was about to kiss me.

"Lets go home," he said. While my lips still continued to press against his lips; feeling each words he spoke.

I placed my head on his shoulder, sadly. As he ran with me, quickly. Carrying me home.

"Were home," he again said. As he stood at his door. Waiting for me to remove myself from him.

I came off his body, sadly and watched him open the door for me to go in.

As I entered his house. He closed the door and pass me, going upstairs. Not caring about me.

"I'm sorry, I ruin everything for you," I again apologized.

He stood still at the second step; in going upstairs. With his back turned and said.

"I'm not angry at what happened tonight; I'm fully aware, that you are unaware of the marking of a she wolf; when she finds her mate. What I'm angry at you at, he said as he turned around. Is that you don't trust me in telling me what had happened to you?"

My heart raced within my chest hearing him said that.

"Did someone hurt you?" he asked me worriedly; as he approached me.

I lower my head; afraid to tell him what his half brother did to me.

"Tell me," he begged me.

Still I said nothing; staring at the floor.

"Did my pack member hurt you in the forest?," he inquired me angrily.

I again started to cry; watching every single tears. Fell to the floor.

"Did he!" I heard him shouted angrily. Frightening me.

"I'm gonna rip his throat open!" he again said angrily. About to exit his house. Insearch for him.

"Liam!" I shouted at him. While I went over to him. Holding him by his waist trying to stop him from killing an innocent man.

"He wasn't the one," I said to him.

He then stood still.

"Who hurt you?" he inquired me, softy.

"I can't," I said; as I cried to him.

I felt him; removed my hands from his waist. And went upstairs. Leaving me alone downstairs.

I slowly went upstairs and saw him; waiting for me by his bedroom door. He closed it as I entered.

"It's hards being mad at you; when I love you so much, my Luna."  He spoke to me gently.

I felt a strong pain within my heart hearing him said that.

I ran over to him; holding him. He wrapped his hands around me. Holding me tightly. And kissed my forehead, gentle.

He then took me up into his arms and carried me to our bed. That we now shared. Placing me to lie down.

I looked at the window I had broken, sadly.

"I'm sorry I broke your window," I apologized to him.

"You can destroy anything I have, he said. A long as you don't try to run away from me again."

I turned towards him. As we both lay down and rested my head on his chest. Hearing the sound of his beautiful heart beat.

He held my face and carried it to his face; while our eyes connected.

"I hope one day, you'll be able to trust me in telling me anything," he said softy. While his soft breath danced at the top of my lip.

I rested my face on his face. And lower my head back to his chest.

I wanted to tell him everything right now. But was too scared to. Seeing how he acted in wanting to kill his pack member. I was terrified in letting him know. I was the cause of his brother death.